Jemima's Choice

Chapter 82

"Polite manners!!" jemima finally snapped because he felt his son's actions were out of bounds.

"Patience Yang" said Gerry trying to mediate.

"I don't like Mas, he's not that polite" Jemima still held back his anger.

"You calm down first, you ask Dira well why she can say that. Now I'm home. Let you both be free. Remember you have to be patient" said Gerry hugged Jemima and rubbed Jemima's back so that the woman was not emotional to her child, after peeping Jemima's lips he left the house to his temporary boarding.

Jemima approached Dira who was sitting in the corner of their room.

"Why guess?" asked Jemima while sitting on the floor and trying to lower his voice so that Dira can be honest about his feelings.

"Dira doesn't want to have Papa anymore. Dira just want Mama" he said with his eyes clear as if begging.

"Why reason? Is Om Gerry not nice to you?" ask Jemima

"During this good Om same Dira likes Dira jajanin" Dira lowered her head and shed her tears.

"Then why Dira does not want Om to be Papa Dira. Mama thinks Dira agrees that there's Om Gerry in our lives" Jemima wiped the tears on Dira's cheek with her thumb.

"Dira is afraid Mama, later Mama is taken the same Om and Mama does not love Dira anymore"

"No dong Darling. Dear Mama number 1 is Dira. No one can replace him" Jemima smiled so that his son could be calmer.

"But said my school day, he's got a new Papa. Every day diomelin is often beaten as well and told to clean the house. Keep fitting he has a sister, his mother is no longer dear Day Ma. Dira is afraid that Mama does not love Dira anymore" Dira hugged Mama while shedding her tears.

"Mama sure Om Gerry is not like that Dira believes in Mama, Mama promises if she has another child, Dira remains Mama dear" Jemima hugged her son.

"Dira does not want Mama, Dira wants us alone" Jemima can only resign to hear his son's request. His heart was very sad, he thought everything would go well with Gerry. Until he forgets that in his marriage there is also Dira in it that must also be considered his feelings.

"Yes now Dira sleep yes, Mama shower first after that accompany Dira bobo" Jemima then headed to the bathroom to clean up after that joined Dira in bed. Dira hugged himself and Jemima patted the boy's thigh, the thing he always does when going to sleep.

"Mama will follow what Dira wants. Sorry Mama forgot to discuss about Om to Dira. If Dira agrees to Om as Papa Dira, Mama will allow Om to enter our lives, but if Dira does not want to, then Mama will tell Om" Jemima endured the pain in his heart at this time for the benefit of his only child. He will always be concerned about his son because of the guilt that always haunts him.

"Thank you Mama, Dira just want to be with Mama" Dira soon fell asleep, while Jemima could not close his eyes. His mind was in turmoil, he was eager to explain to Gerry about this matter. He took his cell phone in the bag that he had left there. He was his handsome girlfriend who was also waiting for news.

"Hello Mas" said Jemima as Gerry picked up his phone.

"Hello honey, haven't you slept?" ask Gerry who is currently still finishing his work.

"Yet, Dira spoke. I'm sorry but he doesn't want us to continue this relationship. He was afraid that I would not love him anymore and love you more" said Jemima weakly.

"Yes from her school friend. Sorry Mas I think we have to postpone this wedding plan until we get Dira's approval" said Jemima sadly

"Tomorrow we'll talk again, honey, now you're resting. I'll pick you up tomorrow morning"

"Yes Yang, but just pick him up in front of the alley. I don't want Dira to get angry again seeing you" Jemima said

"Dear, it's okay koq. Yes you have slept do not think too much" then blessed the call of the two of them. Gerry is frustrated, he is confused what to do. All this time he thought it was good enough for Dira, and had convinced Dira he could be his father later but the little boy's mind suddenly changed.

In addition to where Jemima still can not be closed, he was confused how to. Whether to continue to force their relationship or end as per Dira's request. Finally he feels love again and loved by men who want to accept himself and his son, even parents who are usually a hindrance have sent his blessing. What he did not think came from his son. Looking at the face of his son who was asleep, his feelings and heart became more guilty. Dira should not have been born from his womb, since in the womb his life has been unfair. His own father was reluctant to take care of the boy's life. Until now since they moved, Darwin had never visited them and only asked for news just stale.

Over time his eyes closed, trying to think make him fall asleep and wake up at 4 am. Only 2 hours he fell asleep then continued his routine activities, preparing food for Dira and tidying up all Dira needs.

"Mama, there's no Om, right?" tanya Dira watched the room around while they were having breakfast. Gery would join them for breakfast. But this morning Gerry didn't come along, trying to give Dira time to accept herself.

"Dear child. Spend the meal after that Dira left yes" said Jemima who was ready to leave as well and. now is preparing supplies for Gerry.

After Dira departed, Jemima walked towards the end of the street alley near his house.

The couple, who are in trouble, kiss each other's lips when they meet in Gerry's car.

"Eat first Yang, I've cooked fried rice" Jemima put the lunch box on Gerry's grill.

"Later Yang, afraid of being stuck" Gerry refused and put the lunchbox to Jemima.

"I bribe ya, it's been a long time no bribe you" Gerry nodded happily at this time, it feels like he can not without Jemima's attention, he had to find a way for Dira to accept himself.

"Which I can take a vacation? I want to visit my brother in Papua" Jemima said as the car drove to their office in downtown Jakarta

"Yes can be dear. Hopefully after returning home Dira can be better. Later I send money to buy tickets" said Gerry while receiving a bribe from Jemima.

"Not to darling. I have a budget to buy the tickets" Jemima refused

"You're not using my money. There was no repulsion" Jemima could only smile at Gerry's thoughtful remarks to her. In his heart he did not want to lose this man.

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