IT'S JUST MY SHADOW
Mail = Bay
**Dear Reza
How are you, I hope you're okay
Ahhhh, of course you're fine, now there's definitely nothing bothering you anymore
Sorry to bother you all this time, since we met it seems like bad things always happen to you, I'm really sorry
And I'm sorry, because my feelings for you backfired on you
Sorry that I can't help feeling this good, I tried to ignore it, but even though I closed my eyes, the shadows still appeared, even though my ears were plugged I could still hear your voice, I'm sorry that in the end I chose to like you, which hurt you
I don't want to hurt you more
But I can't pretend to hate you either, and I can't keep avoiding you either, because this leg always wants to run towards you
The only right choice is to walk away from you, let the memories of being with you all this time be what I've brought
You'll forget me, I pray you can find a better woman than me or meet another Jasmin who is kind and gentle in heart
Good bay cold man who has filled my fond memories
Lutfia El - Arra
Reza stared blankly at the piece of paper on his side, this was the third time he had read the letter, as if he did not understand the contents of the letter, hoping he misread the sentences that were scratched there, but it was still the same, no matter how many times he read this letter, the essence of the letter was still a parting sentence
Unknowingly Reza is now right in front of the fence of Arra's house, hoping the figure of the new woman making the joke letter gets out of there, but her hopes are dashed when a man emerges from behind the fence
“Searching for who” asks Arul who just came out
“What Arra is inside, can you please call him out, I want to meet him”
“She's not here anymore”
“Where is he now, where can I meet him”
Arul gives an address “Maybe you can meet him here”
Reza immediately goes to the address given by Arul, in front of the apartment Reza assures himself that in this building he will be able to meet with Arra
While Reza was waiting for life, there he met the new Zi
“You---“ greeting Zi stopped realizing max arrival Reza “He's gone”
“Go ?” reza did not believe Zi's words
Zi was only able to pat Reza on the shoulder soothingly, not finding a more soothing sentence other than that
“Where, where did he go”
Zi shook her head “Not knowing, Arra himself ordered the ticket, he did not tell anyone the purpose of his departure, I'm sure only you just realized that he was not here anymore”
Although Reza had already heard from Zi himself, but his heart still did not believe that he would not be able to see Arra anymore, his hands unceasingly contacted Arra, hoping for an answer from across there, but the hope is certainly in vain, only the voice of the operator is heard there
***
3 Years later
Reza was lying on the bed, hoping that the fatigue that tormented his body disappeared, although a little relieved but tired it still hit his body, his eyes around the entire room and a painting seized his attention
“It's been a long time, but you really didn't tell anyone, after you left, I completely disappeared like the wind just vanished, just like that, but even so why does your shadow still feel real in my mind, as if the memories I was running with you were just yesterday afternoon. Ah.... I really miss you, I really hope to meet you” said Reza then covered her face with hands, as if pressing something to not come out
Tinggg ..
Reza woke up when she heard the incoming message on her phone
“Where are you, let's eat out” message from Faki
“Why take me, you have a boyfriend, why not invite him” reply Reza
“Kiki overtime today, can't be interrupted”
“I just arrived at home, now I am resting I do not want to be disturbed, invite Riki just”
“Ok, bay”
“Arra still doesn't tell you” Reza sent a message right away
“Don't tell me, on Kiki even Ka Zi doesn't know about Arra, after his departure Three years ago, we can only be patient waiting for him and rest assured he will definitely return”
“Mmmmm, thanks”
“Rest” reply Faki end conversation
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