IT'S JUST MY SHADOW

Jasmin = Mail

"If that's why you don't just go back to him, he's been waiting for you, hoping you open your heart's door for him to come back, that hope always grows in his heart"

"No, he wasn't waiting for me, he just pity me, yes!, I am indeed a pitiful woman who deserves pity" Jasmin began to shed tears

"How do you know if you've ever talked to him"

"One's feelings are clearly visible in his eyes, one's eyes cannot lie about one's sincerity, I'm sure the sincerity is clearly reflected in his eyes, but you continue to refute it, right?"

"No, I didn't see it and didn't want to see it, which I saw a sad look on my face,

ah, that's why we're talking about him"

"Mm-mm"

"How about you, have you ever felt love" Jasmin asked

"Of course, I'm a normal human being"

"Was it going well"

"What do you want to emanate?, that feeling only I have, she already has another woman"

"If it's like that, why would you like it"

"I like his silent personality, although he often insults and belittles me, I still like it, and I just found out that he has another woman. And they've actually broken up"

"That's your chance"

"No, this is not an opportunity. My rival is invisible and unreal, I'm just competing with the shadow of a woman who's deeply ingrained in her heart"

"So what's your next plan"

"I can only wait until his heart is open"

"Did he know"

"Yes, but only insults I get"

"If you know everything, you still like it"

"Yes, I still like it a lot"

Jasmin smiled at Arra's words "I am lucky, Reza can meet a woman like you"

"What ? " Ara was shocked to hear Jasmin's words

"Yes, I'd be happier if you and Reza were together, you know Reza, he used to come to the gallery so often to pick me up, he's Economic's son"

"Yes, I know, I used to see him standing on the balcony when I was in the garden"

"What's wrong, are you okay"

"Yes I'm fine” a moment of silence "R, when are you out of the hospital"

"Tomorrow"

"So soon, the feet have not healed"

"Not this is just a minor wound tomorrow also healed"

"Can you come Wednesday tomorrow"

"Mmm, less know also what if it's important I will try"

"Wednesday I'm going to Germany for treatment, because the medical equipment here is inadequate for my disease"

"All right, I'll come"

***

The next day Arra came home to Kiki, while at the door, Jasmin was standing in front of Arra's room

"Jasmin, what's wrong, you're not allowed to go out"

"I nitip this, talong give it to him" gave him a piece of paper

"All right" I'll see you

Jasmin leaves Arra and Kiki, after Jasmin's departure, Kiki realizes that the new one they meet is Jasmin

"Isn't that Jasmin, why he's here"

"She's sick, let's go into the classroom before we're late"

Once on campus, Arra's friends begin to ask about Arra's condition

"I'm fine ko, how in Bali must be fun, ah, I must have missed a lot of things"

They chat until the lecturer enters, a few minutes later the course is completed

"Our son of a bitch, you must not have had breakfast"

"Yes, but you go first, I have a little business ordering chicken noodles"

"Ok, I'm waiting in the cafeteria"