IT'S JUST MY SHADOW

Arra VS Shadow

A luxury BMW takes Zi and Arra to campus. Arra decided to enter the campus and asked Zi to drive him, once on campus dozens of pairs of eyes looked at him, in addition to luxury cars that crossed the campus road, clothing and appearance Arra dancing attention of campus residents. Kiki who just came glued him to his bike

Arra who saw Kiki immediately called out to her, then said goodbye to Zi

"What happened, what all this is, am I dreaming right now" Kiki asked still in disbelief

"Isn't this what you want"

"Yes, but it's too shocking, what happened, if you've come out of that palace"

"Mmmmm, I'm with ka Zi right now" Arra said as he walked to their class

"What happens, don't you always refuse to get out of that house"

Arra did not answer, he just stared ahead without caring about the pairs of eyes that were watching him

That morning, Arra became a hot topic in the campus, various speculations were raised.Some say he won the lottery, rich man tricksters, to marry old konglo mourning. But it is undeniable they are amazed by the change of Arra

The news was of course up to Reza, he was only speechless to hear Riki's rant

"Well what is this, is this what they've been hiding all along, but how is it possible with such a rundown house to be delivered in such a luxurious car, even her shabby clothes had now turned into beautiful dresses"

Faki still doesn't understand what's going on

After college, Reza approached Faki

"You know something, what is this, why Arra can change like this" asked Reza puzzled

"Actually it's not surprising, but I don't expect him to show it now" Faki jawan was no less confused with Reza

"What's your max"

"The luxurious house that your neighbor is currently Arra's house" Faki replied

"What?, you don't joke" said Reza still in disbelief then his mind began to drift, his neighbor named Lutfia El-Arra, studied at UNH Department of Arts, and then his mind began to drift, his neighbor named Lutfia El-Arra, studied at UNH Department of Arts, the meeting at the bookstore and Sarah who met with her Fiya ka, unpaid groceries, painting compensation, Arra who followed her, and their date, all made Reza realize

"He's been singing it all this time" Reza said in the end

"Yes, he's hiding it"

Reza thought about all the hinagan that he had thrown at Arra so far, his ship was getting dizzy thinking about everything, then he inhabited Arra

"What happened, whatever it was, for one week we didn't meet but now you're changing like this" Reza asked

"This is the real me, all you see is my baby" replied Arra

"Why don't you ever tell me that"

"What's important" Arra replied

"You think what I really am, if I mean nothing to you, I feel like I don't know you in the least, you're like a stranger in my eyes right now"

"Aren't you supposed to be happy, I won't embarrass you anymore, won't bother your eyes again with my appearance" Arra replied casually, repeating the words Reza once uttered

"I, I, ahhhh" was confused "What's wrong with you, where's Arra I know"

"I told you he's just a shadow"

Reza stared at Arra intensely "Have his words been a shadow" Reza said in the end

Arra was silent at Reza's words

"Whether his feelings for me are also shadows, is there no meaning to my feelings right now" Reza continued to stare at Arra

"It seems so, all just shadows"

Reza held his head that felt dizzy, after thinking for a while "Well if that's what you want” said Reza then left Arra

After Reza's death, Arra immediately shed tears that he had been holding back since, his heart felt confident in accepting the reality he had chosen. His heart felt smashed with a blunt object many times

Now that Arra is at the boutique where he and Reza choose clothes during their date, some clothes that Reza used to choose for him he wears kempabali

"Where do you think about this" Arra asked the boutique waiter

The waiter just smiled

"It doesn't look like it fits, it's too bright for today, if this one's too big, it makes me look fat, and this one's a model she doesn't like" arra answered the clothes in his hand

Then Arra pegi to where he and Reza bought shoes and there he chose haigh hilsh suggested Reza, then headed to the salon, he asked his hair to be made waves parsed as Reza wanted at that time. Then he headed for the restaurant and picked the same menu as he and Reza there and lastly he headed for the couple's garden in front of the shower Arra was back in tears.

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