IT'S JUST MY SHADOW

IT'S JUST MY SHADOW
Love VS Jasmin



Kiki who had just come to buy food passed Arul by the door, Kiki panicked a little as she approached Arra


"What happened, why did Arul come here"


"Faki contacted him"


"What?, hey why did you contact him, if later-“ did not so say "But why did he come" said Kiki confused


"Not knowing" shrugged


"Who is he, it seems like he's not a poor guy like you, his clothes and looks are cool, but why would he come to see you and go that way, and Mama who he's maxed out for" ask Riki who was curious since


"It's none of your business, you three get out now and you" pointed to Reza "Don't bother Arra anymore"


Reza looked at Arra coldly then he came out followed by Riki, Faki approached Arra bed ‘’Sorry, I had a problem for both of you, Ra quickly healed and thanks for the painting"


Arra smiled


Faki comes out of Arra's room, Riki who is curious about Arul immediately asks Faki when Faki comes out of Arra's room


"Who was that guy, did you know him"


"Why are you asking me just ask Arra directly"


"Aren't you close to them, let's say, or maybe that guy is the guy Arra likes"


"Perhaps and it seems like the guy has started to open his heart to Arra, please so the burden will be reduced slightly’’ said Faki while glancing at Reza


and sure enough Reza who heard that directly looked at Faki, a hint of disappointment implied from his face.


After the departure of the 3 men Kiki lengsung see a doctor and ask permission so that Arra can leave the hospital day but doctors forbid it until tomorrow. Arra is finally staying at the hospital tonight. At night, Arra, who saw Kiki, fell asleep, tired, and headed for Jasmin's room. Seen from the door of Jasmine who was reading a book.


"Excuse me"


"Hey, Arra, why are you always here and what's with your clothes whether you're sick"


"No, just a minor injury, what are you doing and how are you doing"


"What if we went out to see the flickering of stars, you would have been unable to see them for a long time"


"But"


"Only once, after all other doctors must have slept because they were tired all day caring for the accident patient last afternoon, did you feel bored in this room continues"


"Mmm okay"


They arrive at the park where Jasmin is very happy, they start telling stories until Arra brings up the love issue


"Have you ever been in love"


"Mmmm’’ replied Jasmin smiling at Arra


"How does it feel to be in love with that"


"It is very happy, especially if we have loved someone for a long time, the love that we crave in the bottom of the heart feels destroyed after we get it. But after he left it was more painful, very! It's very painful"


"Have you broken up with your boyfriend"


"Mm-mm"


"Why"


"This disease that keeps gnawing on my body is going to burden him, I don't want me to be a burden on him, I don't want after he knows all this he's going to leave me first, with no preparation from me"


"Did he know about your illness now"


"Yes"


"Then"


"It turns out I was wrong, he didn't feel burdened by my illness, it didn't even cross his mind to get away from me, I hurt his heart I was wrong"