In Slander

chapter 32 (leaning place )

POV Erni

today Adi came home to visit me, he cried to see my condition, I wonder why now my condition is like this, not only me but my children are also often sick, I wonder why my condition is like this,even my little one also likes to get sick often his body is hot and cold when he is only 3 months old,my body is now more thin when I see my body has not changed because at the base of his body never changed like some people who are usually fat if married,but now when viewed from the outside, only my face looks a bit pale and lethargic,but if this shirt is opened and only wearing a towel it will look very thin and clearly my breast bone, not to mention the condition of the house that has begun to break, this house was built by the father and given to me, he said,the house is big enough for us, the walls are broken and the floor is starting to break I can not say anything to see the state of this house,my husband's salary is not how unlike my husband who used to have a big salary but unfortunately he has left us without seeing his children, just because of a misunderstanding between brother Nita and him, he,now the place I lean on is only Nita and the father, without their help maybe to eat even I am not enough, my father and sister Nita are always sufficient and meet my needs even they buy rice, rice,side dishes and others, the needs of my children are fulfilled otherwise I do not know what I will take care of the children who are still small and my other children, his,I sometimes envy Adi whose life is getting better, I used to insult him because the money from his sweat was never there that he could keep and was always exhausted by his wife, he said,if they get financial problems always borrow to the father or father who gave him willingly, kak Nita does not like ica because sister Nita only considers Ica just a burden for Adi and us, he said,even Adi and Ica never once helped us in any case they only make the father difficult, even though the family itself is still troublesome parents and siblings, he said,but now I also feel that what I used to say to them is happening to me

even though I'm married again but I still bother my father and sister Nita but luckily they don't complain about my condition, but they like to blame my husband for what happened to me, she said,like that time Nita's sister scolded her because I fell sick, she said,and Nita's brother scolded her with a harsh word she just kept quiet without answering even Nita's sister also scolded me for being married and not choosing well, since then I have always obeyed what he said I dare not argue because they are my children his life is fulfilled, while my other brother is not able to help me in terms of economy, he said,only they can help, as a result of sister Nita is very fond of my son, even the story is always my son is never another niece, even though kk Nita is not married but he can take care of children