In Slander

chapter 15 (finally split )

andre pov

the clock has shown at 4 pm when he came home from work, when I got home there was erni in front of my father's house I did not smell it, too,

he must have come to ask me why I didn't go home I murmured in my heart

bang her greeting

I just turned my head without answering her, erni also followed me into the house, I immediately took a shower to clean myself because today was so tired,I finished my shower and went straight to the kitchen to make coffee and I saw erni sitting in the living room alone,I can't bear to see erni I ignored but my heart really hurt with her brother's words and she defended her brother

bang her greeting again

I answered him and asked him , erni took me home and asked why I didn't come home,of course I don't want to go home where my pride has been insulted and only said hitchhiking, he said,I am not the one who does not want to bring erni to my parents' house but those who do not want me to bring erni to my parents' house because I have not been able to buy a house

I'm not a fun ica that they can insult and stay there even though it's insulted as low as they are,noah what qda thought ica to be able to survive until now to stay there, maybe because adi who always defend him or because ica is too innocent and immature then he still survives, maybe because adi who always defend him or because ica is too innocent and immature then he still survives,I get a thumbs up for ica because it is able to survive until this second even though erni and her sister often insult ica who is always lazy and only knows money, they said but I see ica not like that, he is innocent and also does not talk much just silent when it is rubbed even compared to the person in front of their family the story I heard

I won't go home to you I said to erni

why not go home and ask her

I saw the look on his sad face, but I can't, all this time I just keep quiet if they get angry at me even erni ever angry at me in front of ica because I bought my son's pampers wrong, I'm not,still vividly remembered erni's behavior to me

I told you the size of the bang and the name of the pampers why buy this one ask her while angry and throw Pampers that I bought

no I will not make a mistake that the second time is enough I as a husband not appreciated at all, I muttered

it's not me who's angry with you why not go home again

I explained why I did not want to go home erni and erni looked disappointed with my answer,there was a sense of pity to see her come all the way here to pick me up but this heart already hurt more than my love for her,erni finally came home with a sad and sad face because I did not want to come, but why did he not want to give up and stay with me here,what difference if he lives with me and the father here after father is also rarely in this house if he does not like the father, maybe our soul mate only gets here and destiny wills another

I never called and visited my son, not missing but my heart is still heavy to come to that house and there will be a long drama that will happen there if I go there

let this self resist the longing for my son and be considered a father who never existed for him and was useless as long as they were happy

it didn't feel like the time had passed so quickly it had been three years that I had never seen them and I had never given a living

during the day a courier came to the house delivering a brown envelope, after I signed I carried the envelope into the house, I sat down on an old rattan chair and opened it,how shocked to see this letter from the religious court

my divorce papers

I didn't expect erni to divorce me, I just smiled to myself looking at the divorce papers I signed the letter,I was never present at the trial I deliberately did so that my percerain process was quickly completed, both erni and myself could be free and separated from unclear and uncertain relationships

until the last knock of the hammer I never came to trial and finally we officially released, happy that's what I feel,maybe people think I'm selfishly heartless because I'm happy with the breakup but that's how I feel

I never gave a living to my son so the reason for our separation, I admit never to give a living, is not they rich people who are able to bear all his needs, he said,what else is my money for not this much