In Slander

chapter 28 is disappointed

pov ica's

today we went to my father-in-law's house to visit her as usual, where we met her brother and son, as usual their attitude looked at me cynically as if I was a bully in the house,but I was indifferent to her

my children play as usual just that they do not play with erni's older children, erni's older children do too

I went out and sat on the floor playing my phone, I was no longer the usual one to help out in my kitchen like a guest who came to the house, this is how I am now with my husband's family,I was more silent and aloof, my husband came to me

I looked at him and said, Why?ask me

ndak, why sit here ask bang adi

what to do if not sit here, I replied

why not help in the kitchen

it's up to you to answer

bang Adi also played his phone and I also opened my phone looking for my favorite movie, my children play in the room

bored also the feeling of just sitting and watching a movie before long I heard my in-laws angry, angry,it was not very clear what he was scolding and it turned out that he was scolding me and my son because the children did not meet him as usual and I was not as cheerful as usual and gathered with my brother-in-law

I kept quiet and continued to play my phone and watch all my favorite movies

tired of watching the movie I opened the story and I stopped at my sister-in-law story I opened and I read the story full of satire about me I think to whom else they make besides me because they don't have much contact stored other than just family, I don't mind just wanting to know what they are doing, it's hard if you don't like the same brother-in-law alone let alone envy us

after I finished my in-laws were angry and the anger had calmed down I chose to go home, disappointed that I felt only because of trivial things until like that, even though I only stayed away from them so that I could be calmer, he said,it has been enough all this time that I humble myself to be liked and not hated but what I get is nothing they will approach me only when they need my help, he said,once they don't need me they'll dump me like shit, which is enough for them, now I'll be myself and live my life happily with my little family

actually I can't bear to see the condition of my in-laws, his face is full of burdens but I can't get as close as I used to or confide in each other, if you remember me and my in-laws like their children and parents,my in-laws love me so much, if I don't have any money she gives me money even though I didn't tell her that I don't have any money,she also likes to buy kids and I dress whatever I want they'll meet her if they can,but his children are envious of me and like to compare me and them when the father and mother never less meet their needs,the ones given to me were only a few percent of them but they felt I was always dear to my mother and father (a call to my in-laws)