In Slander

chapter 30 is sick

POV Erni

for a few weeks my body has been hurting my bones like needle pierced, I took a cell phone and I sent a message to my sister Nita

my body aches all my messages

go to the doctor and check her answer

I am lazy to want the doctor to answer me

do not be lazy later the difficult not only you answer

the next day.......

inevitably I still go to the doctor, after arriving and checked by the doctor there is no serious illness even the doctor said I was just tired, the doctor suggested that a lot of rest and take vitamins, and the doctor said,but my body hurts all even my bones ache all, all,I took the phone to send a message to sister Nita like what the doctor told me and sister Nita suggested that I do as the doctor said day by day my condition was getting worse even my hands on the left side of the pain to move, I went to the doctor for traditional medicine after being examined by the healer it turns out I have a disease of the village that is commonly called kayap if in my village,my hands began to bubble out like blisters all over my left hand,I was also invited by my brother to his house because no one would take care of my children who are small while my husband works, and my husband works,we went to my parents' house I was like a paralyzed man my hand could not move if it moved sick and his pain I could not say like my hand would come off, I could not say,the bubble bubble in my hand began to turn milky white, which at first was like there was water in it now like milk white after a few weeks, finally the bubble broke itself probably because the medicine used, I think it ended my suffering turned out that the bubble burst did not make the pain disappear even more pain pain in my bones increased even if my hand moved the pain increased,even I never felt a good sleep again my sick hands made me unable to sleep well

now it has healed even my hands still hurt to move especially my fingers like stiff and numb if moved even though it has healed but the pain is still felt as long as I have a sore nitalah who takes care of children me, after I really healed we went home

after a few months, I started to feel stomach pain and started to feel short of breath,maybe because I eat less, they say, I have eaten less for a few months because my appetite is reduced and because thinking about my husband who does not work anymore has been a month he is unemployed just relying on my parents' gifts to eat everyday my body began to thin after the pain I had experienced before and they began to blame me and my husband, he said,blaming me for choosing a husband without looking for the right one I can only quietly listen to their babble for my pain they also blame him for not taking care of me well,though my husband diligently started from cleaning the house and yard also he did work even he cooked to eat his own and sometimes cook for us, so my husband did not work my father's garden clean slashed and cleaned