ILLUSIANA (CONTRACT MARRIAGE)
CHAPTER 91
With a glare of pushy eyes, Ferdian stared at the screen of his phone with the face of Lusi middle attached to his face.
He felt the weak screen of the device. His lips were tightly clenched, his eyes bowed. His face looked withered because since last night he could not close his eyes until this moment.
For a moment she rubbed her eyelids in light of what happened last night. He hoped it was all a nightmare. Butno. It was the bitter reality he now had to face.
Reynard patted Ferdian on the shoulder slowly. Put her friend's favorite cup of Latte coffee on the table.
“Drink first, so that your mind is calmer.”
Ferdian, according to him, grabbed a cup of coffee in front of him and then sucked for a moment.
“I drove Lusi home because she insisted. I can't prevent it" Reynard replied without being asked.
But Reynard knew Ferdian's goal to his apartment this morning was to meet the Lusi he had brought with him last night.
“I have to how now, Rey?” ask Ferdian weakly.
Lying his head on the back of the sofa and looking up while closing his eyes.
“I'm also confused should give me any advice on you.”
“You believe, don't I do that to Amanda?” Ferdian raised his head back and turned to Reynard who was sitting beside him.
“I trust you and I know who Amanda is. But with the evidence he has, it's hard for you to avoid that you slept with him.”
“I'm framed, Rey. I'm so sure. I don't know when he made me unconscious.”
Reynard breathed heavily. He understands the difficulty of Ferdian's current position.
“Then do I have to wait a few months to prove that I didn't do anything to Amanda?” A very difficult question to answer.
That long time is not a short time. Being with a hated person even if only a second for him feels like a very long time, let alone having to be with him in a matter of months.
“I have to talk to Lusi. He should be waiting for me. I'm not willing to lose him again.“
Ferdian moved from his seat. His heart was impatient to see his beloved wife.
“Bro, first, then. He's still in shock. Let him calm down first.”
“Can't. Anyway, Lusi has to wait for me until I can prove that I did not do what Amanda is accused of,”, Ferdian insisted, reaching for his car keys from the table.
“But if it turns out that the baby Amanda conceived is really a seed from you, how is it? That night you also did not realize do it or not,” said Reynard holding off the departure of Ferdian who had turned his back to prepare to step away.
Ferdian stopped his movement. Then he turned to face Reynard.
His heart began to doubt because of Reynard's question.
Also, if it turns out that night I did it in my subconscious, then Amanda was pregnant with my son. What am I supposed to do? His mind was full of anxiety.
“Aakkhhh.... Amanda Shit4n!” Ferdian squeezed his hair furiously and threw himself back onto the sofa.
“Saballah. Calm your heart and mind first. We'll think about the way out" Reynard said as he patted Ferdian on the shoulder trying to calm his turbulent emotions.
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Ferdian parked his car right on the porch of the whitewashed house. For a moment he glanced at the door that seemed open. He turned off the engine and slowly got out.
His feet went into the house. The whole room was bright because of the lighting coming from the open windows in every corner.
He's sure there's Lucia in there. But it doesn't seem at all.
He went to Lusi's room, then he opened the door and opened it wide. Nor did she seem to be the girl in her cramped room.
“Lusi..” call Ferdian then. But there was no answer from the girl.
The door to the back garden was wide open. Curiously, he headed in that direction.
Sure enough, it seemed from behind Lusi was sitting on a small swing that was swinging slowly. His head seemed to be bowed by leaning against the iron chains on his side.
“Lusi..” call Ferdian when you're standing next to him. His hand held an iron chain to stop the pace of the swing.
Lusi looked up at Ferdian. The girl was quite surprised but did not react to anything. Just shut up and then come back down.
Ferdian touched the hand of Lusi who was still holding the iron chain by his side. Susi brushed it off, although not rude, but clearly showed deep disappointment to Ferdian.
“I want to talk, Lusi," said Ferdian slowly.
“Speaking what else, Mas?” lusi asked lazily without looking at Ferdian.
Ferdian shifted a small wooden bench in the corner of the park. And placed it right in front of Luci who was still bowed on his swing bench. He also sat on the bench facing very close to Lusi until their knees were pitted against each other.
He stared for a moment at the face of Lusi who displayed a very deep stroke of sadness.
“You must trust me, Lusi.” Ferdian looked at Lusi's face to look at her. Their views meet.
Susi was silent, her lips tightly clenched. His eyes looked coldly at Ferdian's eyes.
“I'm sure I didn't do what the woman was accused of. But my position now is hard to prove. I need time for that and I need you to wait for me, Lusi."
Susi slowly brushed Ferdian's hand off her face. Then shake weakly.
“Mas, marry her, I'm sincere. Maybe he is actually your soul mate who has been delayed all this time,“ said Lusi softly, his tone sounded strong but shook holding sad in his heart.
“No, Lusi. I don't love him. I love you the same."
“Love can come later Mas. Did we marry the first love with me? No, right?” lusi said, this time there was a thin smile that expanded at the corner of his lips. Although the forced smile only to show that he is sincere and okay to face this harsh reality.
“I've had a lot of bitter exams, Mas. And make me this problem just as a complement to my suffering collection. I'm used to.”
“Lusion..” Ferdian. He was embarrassed to look at Susie, because he felt her eyeballs warm with tears.
“I want us to separate well, Mas. I'm sincere, kok,” pinta Lusi lirih.
Ferdian shook his head still in his submission. Lusi's hand clasped Ferdian's fingers on his lap and squeezed it gently as Ferdian used to do that to him.
“Thank you all this time I've been looking after me, protecting me, even saving all my father's possessions, including this house. I consider this the most beautiful memento of Mas. I will never forget" said Lusi again with a sincere feeling from the deepest heart.
Ferdian ventured to raise his face, he could not bear to look at the sweet face of Lusi who was always adorable to him.
There were tears rolling from the corner of her eyes. He felt that Lusi's words were parting words for him. Lusi saw that and smiled sweetly.
“I'm asking for our divorce to be taken care of immediately. So that me and Mas can live our lives quietly without being hampered by the past.”
Ferdian did not answer. He just looked at the face of Lusi who in his eyes now looked more beautiful and mature.
The back of Lusi's hands then kissed him long. Long time.
Luci was closed to feel the softness of Ferdian's lips touching the skin of his hand. His heart was pounding with excitement, feeling the moment of separation from his first love.
He slowly pulled his hands from Ferdian's grasp. He really did not want to dissolve in the disorder.
“Now I'm home. I want a break.”
Ferdian nodded slowly. Then stand up from his seat. He stared at Lusi's face before leaving. Then touch Lusi's chin at a glance with the tip of his index finger.
“I go first. One moment I will come back to you,” said Ferdian with a trembling voice, then immediately passed from before Susi to her car.
Susi lowered her head and shed tears. For him it was the last tear for Ferdian. He must cover everything. And try to rise to start his new life that started from this house. A house that holds many memories with both parents.
Eheeem... The Mamas Ferdian. Make barbie nutmeg farts.
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