I've seen you

Here, Rizal

That morning, Lisa heard the sound of a motorcycle stopping in front of her house. He ran a little out of the house. Wish it was Rizal. But no, the motorcycle belongs to the gods. Lisa was sitting weakly on the terrace seat. Yes, obviously Rizal is still in the hospital, how could he possibly pick her up.

The god got off his bike and walked over to Lisa and sat down next to her. "Lo's in college today?"

Lisa nodded her head slowly. "But take me to the hospital first."

"okay." The god took out his cell phone and contacted Karin. "Lis, Karin wants to talk to you."

Lisa receives a cell phone from God who is already connected to Karin's video call.

"Lisa, here hug from afar."

Lisa smiled a little with her eyes still glazed. "How are you, Rin?"

"Gue's good. I was really surprised yesterday the God of stories about Rizal. You are patient. I'm sure Rizal's gonna get well soon."

"Yes, Rin." A tear still dripped.

"Don't cry. If you cry, Rizal will be sad too. Rizal's brother's strength is lo."

Lisa nodded her head and gave her phone to God.

"Wa, you take care of Lisa loh."

"Yes, Rin. By the way, you're not working today?"

Lisa goes into her house to change clothes and lets the Gods chat with Karin on her phone. The god did pick her up that day too early. The new class starts later in the afternoon.

Bu Reni came out of the house hearing the voice of God.

"Eh, it was Rin. I'll call again." The god severed his call with Karin as Bu Reni sat next to him like she was about to ask him something.

"Wa, can aunty ask you something?"

"Yes, aunt. What's?"

"What's the matter between Rizal and Andi?"

The god shook his head. "I also don't understand aunt. Andi was like not like Rizal for a long time. Andi bullies Lisa, so Rizal gets angry. Yesterday Rizal was angry because it seemed Andi had gone too far so he accepted Andi's challenge for the race. They moved to the highway that's also because of Andi."

Bu Reni let out a long breath. "When it comes to Lisa, Rizal is angry. Auntie knows, Rizal loves Lisa very much. What if Lisa is without Rizal. Uh, auntie's been thinking bad. Hopefully, Rizal will wake up and get well."

"Amin, aunt."

"Thank you, you've got Lisa."

"Together, aunt. Lisa I've thought of her as my own sister ever since I knew Lisa could be an eye donor from Kak Dewi."

Miss Reni smiled.

"You want to go to the hospital first?"

Lisa nodded then walked towards the God's motor.

"I'm leaving first, aunt."

"Yes, be careful."

A few moments later the God's motor drove at medium speed towards the hospital. After arriving at the hospital. Lisa and the Gods head for the ICU. It looks like both of Rizal's parents are still faithfully waiting for Rizal even though they are just sitting in front of the room because the waiting hours are very limited.

"Auntie, can I come in?" ask Lisa who really wanted to see Rizal that day.

"May, but the doctor said it should not be more than 30 minutes."

Lisa nodded and entered the ICU. Lisa walked slowly. He's got himself strong. The tears flowed back when he saw Rizal still closed his eyes with all the tools attached to his body. He is now sitting next to the cage.

"Sister," Lisa grabbed Rizal's hand and held it. "Usually Brother Rizal returned my hand. Rizal doesn't miss me?" It remains the same without an answer. Only sounds from the electrocardiograph are heard. "Sister, I miss. Come on, get up." The same without response. Again, Lisa cried sobbing while kissing Rizal's hand until such a short time passed.

Lisa wiped her tears. "I'll come back tomorrow. I hope tomorrow Rizal can talk to me." Lisa kissed Rizal's forehead for a moment. "Chealing fast." Then Lisa walked out of the ICU.

Lisa could not cover her eyes from Rizal's parents' gaze. "Om, Aunt. Excuse me first." But just as Lisa was about to step away, her steps were stopped by someone who was now standing in front of her.

All eyes were now staring intently at him.

"You what?" lisa snapped with her cries. "Udah is satisfied for Rizal's brother to go into a coma!! This is what you want!!" Lisa is crying. Why isn't Andi in a coma, why??

Lis, it's Rizal. Lisa's... Rizal wanted to say but his voice was locked. What he could not say was that the soul that entered into Andi's body was himself. "I'm sorry." That's the word that came out of his mouth.

"I'm sorry? Apologies won't be able to change Rizal's position inside." Lisa slightly encouraged Andi not to block her steps. He walked quickly while wiping away the origin of his tears. The gods are now running after Lisa.

Mamma... Papa's... It's Rizal... Again, he can't say that. Only able to look at Ms. Ela and Mr. Alan who still look very sad.

"You're leaving!! I don't want to see you!! Because you Rizal became like this. You're lucky, you can still stand up straight now" said Ms. Ela who made her cry again.

"Here you go, Ma." Mr. Alan embraced his wife and rubbed her shoulders. "Blaming can't make things change."

So, this is how it feels to be hated by the people I love. Rizal turned his body. Walk slowly, going nowhere. He had indeed deliberately escaped from his room and forcibly removed the infusion attached to his wrist to make his blood flow a little. The pain will not be felt by Rizal's soul. But his mind, heart and feelings can still feel pain.

Would I rather just remove this body. Let this body and soul go forever. I can't live a life like this. He kept his foot up until he got out of the hospital. Several pairs of eyes were on him who was still wearing a patient uniform with a bandaged head. He doesn't care. He stepped his foot onto the highway. No longer afraid of the crowded vehicle at that time. He throws himself in the middle of the road when a big box car is about to drive towards him.

"Tieinnnn!!!" The sound of a horn that is quite loud with the sound of the brake squeaking because it is forced to stop instantly, does not make him afraid and avoid.

"Andi!!!!!"

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