I've seen you

Grief

"Doctors have two accident patients!!!" screaming nurse in IGD room.

Two doctors and several nurses entered the IGD room and took immediate action.

Lisa, who wanted to break into the IGD room, is now blocked by the sisters. "Sorry, you wait outside ya."

"But I want to see the situation..."

"I'm sorry." the nurse pushed Lisa a little and then closed the IGD room.

The god restrained Lisa's shoulders as she was about to push the door back. "Lis, the doctor's dealing inside. You sit down.."

Lisa obeyed the words of God. He now sat down while hugging Rizal's alma mater coat. The tears have not stopped flowing. He was very afraid of something bad happening to Rizal.

"Lo's got Rizal's parents' number?"

Lisa shook her head. God wants to contact Rizal's parents with Rizal's cell phone but Rizal's cell phone dies completely and breaks apart.

"Borrow hp lo."

Lisa gave her phone to God. To contact her parents alone, Lisa seemed to have no more power.

The gods contact Lisa's parents and tell her what has happened. Do not forget to send a message to Rizal's parents to go to the hospital immediately.

Lisa smelled in the scent of Rizal's perfume still clinging to her alma mater's suit. Just last night he hugged Rizal and felt the comfort of his body, but now he was so scared that the body could no longer be embraced.

"We don't know how much longer we can be together."

Lisa suddenly remembered that sentence. The words Rizal said last night during a video call with him. At that time Lisa only thought it was a joke Rizal, but it turns out Rizal is now betting his life in the IGD room.

Lisa stood up and walked again to the IGD doorstep. He wanted to see Rizal, but the glass on the IGD door was not translucent. "Sister, Brother Rizal must be strong. Don't stay with me. Time with us is long..." Lisa's getting so excited. He was inching to sit on the floor because his knees were already very weak.

"Lis, don't be so sure." The god tried to calm Lisa even though God himself was also very worried about Rizal's situation. "We pray, I hope Rizal is okay." The god rubbed Lisa's back which was very trembling.

Moments later both Rizal and Lisa's parents arrive.

It looks like Miss Ela is already crying tears. He could not imagine if anything happened with his only son.

"Lisa..." Ms. Reni grabbed Lisa's body and hugged her. Miss Reni could feel Lisa's sadness.

"Mah, um,.."

"Yes dear. Don't cry. We say yes, hopefully Rizal is okay." Ms. Reni gently rubbed Lisa's hair to calm Lisa down a bit.

"What exactly happened?" asked Mr. Alan while hugging his wife who had been crying.

Lisa could not answer.

The god stood up and approached Rizal's parents. "Rizal, race with Andi."

Miss Ela widened her eyes. He knew very well, Rizal could never have raced. "It's all because of Andi. Mama has forbidden Rizal to hang out with Andi. Andi it's a bad influence on Rizal." Yes, Miss Ela did meet with Andi several times when Andi to Rizal's house at the beginning of college. Miss Ela also knows, Andi is the son of Mr. Bambang.

"Mama, already. Don't blame. This is already happening. We pray, hope our child is okay. Papa's sure, Rizal's a strong boy." Mr. Alan rubbed his wife's back.

"Lisa sitting on top of ya. The doctor must have done his best."

Lisa nodded and followed her mother's instructions to sit on the black waiting chair. Ms. Reni still continues to hug Lisa who has not stopped crying. "Ma, I couldn't see Rizal's sister in pain like that. I fear. I'm scared, Ma. Last time Rizal vomited blood and fainted on my hand, Ma. I can't see Rizal like that, I can't help Rizal to ease his pain." Lisa was crying in Bu Reni's chest.

Unknowingly, Bu Reni also shed her tears. She knew Lisa must have been in shock about the incident. Bu Reni rubbed Lisa's back which was shaking from her crying. "Yes, don't cry. Rizal must be sad if he finds out you cry gini. Now all we can do is pray."

Miss Ela looked at Lisa's nano. He saw there were still traces of blood on Lisa's hands, her clothes and pants. He could not imagine the pain Rizal felt back then and how shocked Lisa was. Ms. Ela is now sitting next to Lisa who is still hugging her mother. She remembers Rizal's words this morning, bringing Lisa to her home as a potential ghost. That's how much Rizal loves Lisa.

"Sina.." Call Ms. Ela who made Lisa take off her Mama's embrace. "Tante sure Rizal doesn't want to see you sad like this. Rizal loves you very much. Strengthen yourself, surely Rizal will be strong for you." Miss Ela clasped Lisa's hand. "Zal, you're strong. Lisa's waiting for you.."

Moments later, Mr. Bambang accompanied by his driver came to the hospital. His breathing is irregular. He was also very worried about Andi and Rizal. He knew it was Andi's fault. He cried to see the situation of the waiting room at that time.

"I'm sorry my son." Mr. Bambang's voice made everyone look at him. "I know this must be my son's fault. Rizal could not have participated in that race if it wasn't Andi who invited him. Excuse me. Again I apologize." Mr. Bambang is crying.

Mr. Alan approached and rubbed Mr. Bambang's shoulder. "Sir, we better pray for the best for our children."

...***...

"Doctor, the blood coming out of this patient's head hasn't stopped. We need a blood transfusion."

"Do immediately! Injection by infusion, so that the blood immediately stops."

"Okay, Doc!!"

While in the next room that is only limited by fabric.

"Doctor, the patient's heart rate is weakened and his breathing is very heavy."

"Oxygen is installed. Look at the oxygen saturation. We can't take action before the X-ray results come out. I'm afraid there's a fracture in his rib that hit the internal organs."

"Doctor, the patient's heart rate is getting weaker."

"Suster, get a pacemaker right away."

"Good."

...***...

Dark? Me where?

He saw an infinite dark space. He wanted to run but his legs felt heavy. I wanted to scream but my mouth felt locked.

"Fixed life. Then you'll come back..."

Whose voice is that??

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I can't say anymore.