I've seen you

Diary Book

july 30, 2019,

Early entry into High School is nothing special. There are no old friends in this place. I feel alone. But they never thought I was too special. Until that day I accidentally hit him. The vow! He's the prettiest guy I've ever seen. Unfortunately, we are not in class. I just found out that his name is Rizal. Yeah, I really want to talk to him. Even just getting to know me I feel ashamed. Especially when I found out, he was the most wanted. But I can't give it up before trying to get close to him. Whatever I need to do to get what I want.

August 2, 2019, the,

Whoa!! Turns out he's a new OSIS member. I have to register too. Okay, even though I actually don't like to follow along like gini but this is for Rizal's sake. So I can talk to him a lot. Who knows, I could actually deket the same Rizal.

September 1, 2019, the,

Oh, my God, it turns out Rizal is really nice and friendly. It's not wrong that I fell in love with him. He helped me a lot in the early days of the OSIS election. If next year he nominates to be chairman of OSIS, I will be a successful team and support him fully.

October 5th, 2019,

Maybe it's time for me to express my feelings..

October 10th, 2019,

The letter I gave you wasn't even opened and put on the table. Disappointed! He doesn't consider me at all! 😥😥😥

January 5, 2020, the,

The goddess? Who the hell is he? Why is Rizal chasing him?

10 July 2020

Finally a class increase. I'm really cool XI class this time I can be the same class as Rizal. There's a new kid too. Beautiful but arrogant because tajir twists. Wait, I can benefit. I pretended to be his best friend.

August 11th, 2020

Whoa!! It's not wrong. Rizal eventually became the chairman of OSIS.

September 15th, 2020

It turns out true, last year's rumor that Rizal PDKT is the same Goddess. Well, now we're all in class. Rizal is getting closer to the Goddess. It feels pretty. So expensive to sell for what? Let Rizal chase him even more?! I have to get more manas-manasin Sofi let Dewi run out of bullies.

18 October 2020

Goddess again! Goddess again!!!!

November 1st, 2020

They're made!!! Remember that! No one can get Rizal!!!!

Some paper is torn. There are only original scribbles and large, repetitive writing.

NO ONE CAN GET RIZAL!!!

HE MUST LEAVE THIS WORLD!!!

There were some papers that were ripped off again. At the end of the page is a word.

20 June 2021

IT WORKED!!!

Rizal closed the book. His breathing is irregular. Who is the real owner of this book?

He's now pinching his temple. There were bad thoughts running through his brain. The writing succeeding at the end of the page was the same as the date on which the Goddess last contacted her.

“Do not-do the Goddess indeed..” Rizal rubbed his face. Actually he wanted to throw away his bad thoughts but where possible. What was written in the book showed that the owner of the book wanted to get rid of the Goddess. “But why is the Dewi family hiding all this?”

Rizal keeps the book and now switches to his phone while laying down his body. It was late at night, but his eyes were still reluctant to shut. Bad thoughts keep coming. “Lisa?! Lisa must know everything."

He called Lisa's number through her WA. Not until it rang he turned it off again. “Maybe Lisa has gone to sleep.” Because Rizal saw Lisa online an hour ago. Rizal took a long breath. It's worth it all this time, when he was close to Lisa there was always someone who wanted to hurt Lisa intentionally. “Tomorrow I should talk to Lisa. Maybe he already knows about this..”.

...***...

Lisa, aren't you busy? We're going to yuk's park?

A small smile expands on Lisa's lips. He now sits at the end of his bed replying to WA's message from Rizal.

Okay. What time is kak?

I'll pick you up in an hour...

Lisa immediately stood up while replying to a message from Rizal.

Okay

He opened the closet. Selecting and selecting suitable clothes. Although a little confused but he must immediately make a choice. After making her choice on the yellow flowers shirt, she immediately changed clothes. After that comb her hair and dress thinly.

“Honey, where are you going?” bu Reni asked when she saw Lisa coming out of her room was already beautiful and carried her small bag.

“Mau out same Brother Rizal, ma.”

“Oo, yes be careful. Mama also want to come out the same father later locked the door.”

“Iya, ma.”

Rizal still hasn't come until Lisa's parents are gone. Lisa is now sitting on the porch of her home. He also locked the door.

Moments later, Rizal arrives and stops his bike in front of Lisa's house. He came down and approached Lisa who was sitting.

“Udah long waitin?” ask Rizal who is now sitting near Lisa.

“Barusan. Coincidentally the same father Mama also out.”

Rizal daydreamed for a moment. Actually, he invited Lisa out to ask about the problem of the Goddess who had been kept secret with God.

“Kak Rizal why?” lisa asked as she looked at Rizal's blank stare.

Rizal now turned to look at Lisa. “We leave now yuk?!” take Rizal without answering Lisa's questions.

Lisa smiled and followed Rizal up on his bike. Before long, Rizal's motor drove.

They both fell silent. Not with their own hearts.

Rizal why? There's something he's thinking. Is Brother Rizal kangen the same Goddess so I take the road? Is it true that God said that I was just a runaway of Rizal?

Lisa took a long breath. There were no barrier bags between them. Lisa hesitates but eventually she dares to wrap her hands around Rizal's waist. For this time let me enjoy the moment with Rizal. Though maybe love is all.

Rizal was a little surprised. He looked at Lisa's hand for a moment. Then straighten his eyes again. Slightly unfocused because his heart was now beating uncontrollably.

Moments later Rizal stopped his motorbike in the parking lot. They got down and took off their helmets. After that they walked slowly towards the park. It was still early morning with the cold air.

“Sit here yuk.” They were sitting on a bench near a tree.

Rizal still seems to think. He was confused where to start talking.

“Actually Brother Rizal wants to say what?” ask Lisa who responded will be nervous Rizal.

"Later in the night you won't have to come to Sofi's party. I'm afraid Sofi and her friend just want to get to know you."

Lisa shakes. "Udah is invited, I'll definitely come. Relax, I can take care of myself. Actually what makes Kak Sofi spirit invite me to his show?"

Rizal slightly sighed. "I promised to be her dance partner tonight."

Lisa laughed a little. "I guessed it."

"That's it. I don't want to follow his will anymore either. Lis, I want to ask you..." Rizal now faced Lisa and held her hand. “Please, answer honestly. Do you know the true state of the Goddess? What secret are you with Dewa?”

Lisa silent. Lisa understood the situation, but somehow her heart hurt. Lisa wanted to tell the truth, but her lips felt heavy.

“Lis?”

“I..” Lisa took a long breath. “Now I understand, why Brother Rizal deketi me because Kak Rizal only wants to know about Dewi?”

Rizal knitted his brows. How could Lisa think that. “That's not what I mean. I just want to know..”

Lisa took off Rizal's hand. I don't know why he feels so sensitive today. “I am not an item, existing without feeling.” Lisa stood up and would take her foot off.

“Lisa!!” Rizal held Lisa's hand to leave. “Sorry. .”