I'm Fragile, Lord

Chapters. 39

Povs. Talitas

Today is exactly four months I left my husband wandering where I never visited.

Yep.. I chose sulawesi precisely in Gorontalo where I wander.

A month I was apart, I was pregnant with my husband's seed.

Today I was able to move as usual, unlike before who could only vomit and stay in the room.

I was adopted by a good grandmother, who found me unconscious.

Saroh's grandmother sells yellow rice near the airport.

Granny Saroh's house is not so far from the airport, so it can still sell around the airport.

The beginning of many who refused me to live in the house of Grandma Saroh.

I remember that time.

The Flashback

"Essir, drive the man. norang do not want if there are people who do not clearly live pa torang pe village"

(Essir, drive the man out. We don't want anyone to live in obscurity in our village)

I didn't really understand what they were saying, but seeing Grandma Saroh crying I understood that those people wanted to throw me out. I can only cry too.

"Don't be like Janu, I'm afraid he doesn't have any family here"(don't begity Janu, Poor He doesn't have any family here)

"Eh, Pingkan said he's a no bae man. He was living in a tampa brothel"(Eh, Pingkan said the guy was no good. He lives in a prostitution place)

"Don't come from ba huabu Janu, where depe evidence" (Don't tell me Janu, where is the evidence) said Grandma Saroh loud.

"This is a photo depe, kalo not trust" (this is the photo if not believe) added Mr. Janu.

Grandma Saroh took photos, I was also surprised if there was a picture of me while I was away from the city where I used to work.

Grandma Saroh shut her mouth, she didn't think there was a picture of me sitting at the Love Club.

I immediately saw it, now I understand when the Father called the name Pingkan.

As soon as I looked, the figure I knew when in the Love Club.

"Kok there can be Pingkan here" my inner self in the heart.

I took a step forward and started explaining to everyone.

"Fathers and Mothers, I beg you to be patient. I want to explain everything. I used to work at the same Club as Pingkan but it was a long time ago about 6 months ago, and I was kicked out of that club by someone he paid Mami 5 Billion"

When I explained everything, I immediately saw Pingkan. Turn into wrong behavior. I know for a fact Pingkan never told him he worked at a club like that.

"After I was kicked out of the club. I was married to that person. But only 3 days after I got married, I chose to leave my husband because there was something I couldn't tell you about the disgrace of my household, I want you to understand. I did not expect that I had contained my husband's seed." I continued, wiping my tears as I remembered my house that was not smooth.

"I have proof I'm married, I'll take my marriage book and see when I got married and now I'm 1 month pregnant the seed of my husband"

"Kalo for kiapa ngana do not go home jo pa ngana pe husband"(then why do not you return with your husband) said Mother in green.

"I can't ma'am, if I go back it's the same as if I'm going to kill myself. Please let me stay here. Patience, I'll get my wedding book first"

I heard they were talking about my situation but I wasn't so clear what they were saying, understandably I don't really understand the language here yet.

I went straight into Grandma Saroh's house. I saw Grandma Saroh giving me encouragement by patting my shoulder to strengthen me.

I immediately handed it to Mr. Janu who from earlier shouted to expel me.

"This sir, can you see I'm married"

Janu opened the marriage book and saw that I was married.

I also saw Mr. Janu even scolded Pingkan.

Huu...

Everyone shouted at Pingkan. I was relieved after they did not throw me out and looked down on Pingkan.

"Makanya ngana Janu, if there is nothing do not caseu. This is even ngana pe son who so dapa know if he karja in tampa bagitu"(Makanya you Janu, Janu, if there is anything, do not accuse. It's even been discovered that your son works in a place like that"

I saw Father Janu's face flushed at once Pingkan. I didn't take it easy, maybe Pingan wanted to humiliate me and turned to them.

"Come son, orang maso jo. let's have some business with Pingkan" (Let's go inside. let their business with pingkan"

"Yes Grandma"

Grandma Saroh immediately closed the door. He was grateful and relieved I wasn't who he was accused of.

Grandma Saroh hugged me, I told her about my husband's behavior and it made Grandma Saroh more compassionate to me.

"Stay here son, I already consider you as my grandson" Grandma Saroh said as she hugged me.

"Thank you, Grandma"

Off Flasback.

Since that incident they have accepted me, I am also grateful that in the middle of my pregnancy the first child there is a love for me and the attention like my Grandmother Bladder.

"Eat my son, this Grandma has left you yellow rice"

"Thank you, Grandma is the best" I said, kissing Grandma Saroh's cheek.

I immediately ate yellow rice made by Grandma Saroh. The rice feels good. I intend to go to the bank tomorrow to cash the check that Aryan's Grandpa, Lord Fadly and my marriage dowry that my husband gave me.

I plan to buy a shophouse and make Granny Saroh a restaurant and I intend to be her employee.

I still hide my intentions. I was afraid that Grandma Saroh would refuse him, and even told me to stay alone.

For me Grandma Saroh is too old to walk from her house to the airport. For that I prefer to buy a shophouse close to the airport.

I already know the price of the Rukonya only about 900 million. Means I can take my dowry which is 1 Billion out of 5 Billion given my husband.

I intend the rest for Grandma Saroh's capital and for my next needs.

"Sir, tomorrow I let out for a while yes" I said to Grandma Saroh.

"Where are you going, son" asked Grandma Saroh.

"I want to go to the bank first, Grandma, I want to cash the money my husband gave me" I replied.

"Yes, kid, but be careful?"

"Yes Nek, In Shaa Allah I am safe"

I immediately threw away the remaining yellow rice packets that I ate. After that we both prayed Maghrib.

TBC...