I'm Fragile, Lord

Chapters. 34

After the party was over, Talita and Mr. Adi entered the room.

Mr. Adi's room was bigger than Talita's previous room.

"Sit, Ita. I want to talk to you, or you change your clothes first" said Mr. Adi made Talita wonder in his heart.

"What do you want to talk about?" mind Talita in the heart.

Talita immediately cleansed herself.

Talita was confused, her clothes were still inside her room earlier.

Already 15 minutes Talita was still fixated in the bathroom, she did not dare to come out with a towel wrapped around her body.

Geck! poke! poke!

"Is there a problem, Ta?" shouted Mr. Adi from outside.

"I don't have a change of clothes, Mommy? can I ask for help?" reply Talita from the bathroom.

"Your face is already in the dressing room, all your needs in the room that I told you to move here yesterday" replied Mr. Adi.

Kreeksk.

The bathroom door was wide open, Talita came out of the bathroom with a towel wrapped around her body.

Talita also rushed to walk in closet in Mr. Adi's room.

Mr. Adi was standing on the balcony of his room. He was uneasy about how to convey about his true condition.

Hhuff...

Mr. Adi took a deep breath while sipping the cigarette in hand.

Talita emboldened herself to hug Mr. Adi from behind.

Dug. dug..

Mr. Adi's heart is pounding. This time he felt like this.

Is he willing to tell the truth.

"Mas, it seems you are restless. What you want to tell me"

"Sit down" said Mr. Adi, the corner of his lips lifted and smiling wryly.

Talita let go of her embrace and sat down on the sofa that was in Mr. Adi's room.

Mr. Adi stepped on his cigarette butts, he headed inside his room to talk to Talita.

"Talita, I've said that what I do is not free"

"Yes Mas I know" Talita said with a sweet smile.

Because of Talita's smile, Mr. Adi's heart pounded loudly, his cheeks met, and his eyes could not be sidetracked from Talita's sweet and beautiful face.

"I really do. "the words of Mr. Adi were cut off, his lips tightly coiled.

"What's up, just say it. We are husband and wife, I really want nothing we need to hide about our past" Talita said while holding both hands of Mr. Adi.

"I have.I have sadomasochism" said Mr. Adi stammered.

Deggs...

Sadomasochism is a sexual disorder in which a person feels sexual pleasure and satisfaction when hurting his partner.

It was as if the Talita world had collapsed hearing Mr. Adi's confession. His heart feels like it's in droves with hot lead.

Sick, disappointed and sad.

Talita bowed to him deeply while taking a heavy breath.

He once got a customer who had the disease. And that traumatized him.

But this was her own husband, what to do?, and was she willing to accept the torture later?, all those questions danced in her mind.

"Oh my God, this ordeal is what else" Talita said in his heart.

Mr. Adi saw disappointment in Talita's eyes.

"My first wife she couldn't stand my illness, so she left me alone" Adi said.

"After he left, he reported me. I was in prison for only 3 months, because I was proven to have the disease"

"I just want to, you answer. Do you want to accept me as your husband? or now you stay in this room and please go to your room before"

Talita made her choice.

"I want to remain your wife, I also accept all your advantages and disadvantages"

After hearing Talita's words, Mr. Adi unconsciously hugged Talita tightly and twisted Talita's body until Talita seemed to want to fly.

"Mas, put me down, maaasss" cried Talita because her body was like flying even like a propeller.

Mareka laughed out loud. Pipi Mr. Adi

red blushed and unknowingly Mr. Adi bit Talita's mouth.

"Aws.. "

Bak. buk..

That night was not******* heard but the roaring cry of the voice that Talita gave.

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Mr. Adi cried to see the body, Talita was still unconscious.

"I must heal, I must heal" asked Mr. Adi.

Mr. Adi begins to love Talita, seeing Talita helpless as if Mr. Adi wants to die alone.

Mr. Adi came out of the room. He asks Nanny to take drugs such as anti-mutilation drugs.

Nanny was sad, surely Mr. Adi could not control his condition.

"Do you need help?"

"No need for Nanny, I will treat her myself" said Mr. Adi.

"Shhhh.. Aw" said Talita when her cheeks were compressed by Mr. Adi.

Talita woke up from her sleep because she felt warm water stuck to her skin.

"Sorry, sweetheart. I'm sorry" Mr. Adi's request.

"Darling?!" talita in the Heart.

Talita shook her head.

His commitment to accept the shortcomings and advantages of Mr. Adi must be accepted.

"I'm sincere, as long as you're happy"

Mr. Adi immediately hugged Talita's frail body.

"Wait with me to the doctor? I want to heal, baby"

"Yes Mas. But....., after fading bruises on my cheeks yes Mas" said Talita because while enduring pain.

"Dear, stay. I'll treat your bruises"

Talita did not answer, she just nodded her head and lay on the bed.

His body ached and crumbled, his entire body was all blue.

There is compassion in the heart of Mr. Adi.

But this is not his will.

Tok tok...

"Master, breakfast is ready" Nanny said from behind the door.

"Nanny, please take it to the room.my wife and I want breakfast in the room"

"Good Sir"

After a while breakfast is available in the room.

Nanny seems shocked by Talita's body condition. There is compassion and pity too. But he's just a messenger boy.

Nanny sees the love and affection in Mr. Adi's eyes.

Nanny hopes that Mr. Adi can recover soon and their lives will always be happy.

After putting down breakfast, Nanny immediately withdrew from the room.

"Darling, eat this porridge. After that you take medicine?"

"Yes mas"

Mr. Adi also fed Talita with patience. Talita is happy with Mr. Adi's treatment this time.

Mr. Adi is considerate and devotes all his affection to him.

Talita hopes after they go to the doctor and if it will be treated by a psychiatrist, then Talita is ready to deliver anywhere, anytime Mr. Adi to seek treatment.

Talita has promised not to leave Mr. Adi.

Mr. Adi is her husband, ridho her husband must be ridho from Allah.

Finally one mouthful signifies the end of the porridge given by Mr. Adi.

"Drink, then take the medicine"

Talita nodded.

It was not long before a medicine had entered his mouth.

Glucose.glucose. Drinking water from his glass.

After that Talita rested. Mr. Adi also gave a blanket over Talita's body.

TBC..