I'm Fragile, Lord

Talita's Journey

The more days Anna's mother's condition is declining. Can only drink it sometimes Talita makes porridge that in **** subtly so that it can be eaten by his mother.

Talita does not want to despair about her mother's situation. For him there must be Hope and currently Talita making rice flour and sago flour so that it can be eaten by his mother.

If his mother wants to eat, he will make rice flour cooked until it is like marrow porridge.

"Mom, I'll eat first"

As usual, Anna's mother could only glance with her eyes. Her lips could no longer sound like they had originally. Even nodding will not be able to.

Talita Patently feeds her Mother, although it will be a long time to feed the Mother to Talita is okay.

Sometimes while feeding his mother he never tired of telling fun to his mother. For the incident Mr. Sobry, Talita did not tell his mother because it would only add to his mother's sadness again.

Every day Talita took care of her mother painstakingly as well as the chay and tomato trees that flourished.

In addition there is suffering in his nature, every night he must be a satisfied for Om Felix and it must be known by his mother.

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Like tonight after serving Om Felix, Talita ventured to talk to Om Felix. He does not want to wallow in sin even if only betel marriage does not matter the origin of his status is clear.

"Om, I'm mohooonn. Marry me even if it's just a series marriage so that my status is clear and I'll be happy to serve Om Felix"

"Heh, you don't GR. I don't want to be tied to anyone. Even if you don't serve me well or well, I don't care. You keep that!!"

"But what we do is a great sin and a very bad one in the eyes of God"

"I don't care!!

"Om, I'm mohoon"

Om Felix instead of pity even more act and memjam*bak hair Talita.

"It'll hurt even more if you keep asking"

"But my request is only for our good Om, we become a halal couple"

"I don't care. Want to be halal or haram, I enjoy it. You hear?!!" said Om Felix while pulling Talita's hair again.

"Awwuu. sick Om. Talita please let go of Om's hand"

"From you many ba*cot mending you serve me once again"

Talita can only cry with the request of Om Felix, inevitably he also immediately serves Om Felix.

Om Felix was never satisfied with once served by Talita.

"Ohhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh"

Only that voice was heard clearly again, if it was so Talita was helpless. Just being able to enjoy even making Om Felix content to soar into the sky to seven.

Talita's struggle is endless, every day he often begs but only ends with a hot struggle.

Talita's mother more and more days her body takes care of the back. Due to too long lying down even to shift his body can no longer.

Talita did not stop praying for her mother's recovery. Although the possibility is only 0.5.

But for Talita if she had the money, she would fight for her mother with the best treatment.

Sometimes Talita regretted, better he auctioned off his kepera*wananan alone than just being a naf*su satisfied by Om Felix even sometimes he thought it was better to sell himself who certainly got the money.

"Astagfirullahal'azim" is all Talita can say many times even though he knows that adultery with Om Felix is more sinful. Talita never stopped praying and taking part.

TBC....