I'm Fragile, Lord

Chapters. 38

Upon reaching the house, Talita went into her room followed by Mr. Adi.

Mr. Adi immediately sat on the sofa which was in their room space.

"What's wrong, it looks like I've got something to think about"

Mr. Adi immediately pulled Talita, so it fell into his lap.

"What's up" nervous Talita.

"I'm just asking you, don't ever leave me no matter what"

"I did" Talita tried to shake off her nervousness.

Mr. Adi directly pushed Atika.

"Bohoongg, all women are the same" growled Mr. Adi.

Talita who fell down immediately cried. Didn't expect Mr. Adi to behave like that.

"I promised you, from the beginning if I wanted to leave, I would have left you on our first night. Hiks" Tangis Talita broke.

Mr. Adi approached Talita, in the dimness of Talita's mouth.

"This mouth wants to lie to me"

"Saakiit mas, hiks"

Bak buk bak buk.

Talita's screams no one could hold her back.

When hurt, not only hurt his body but outwardly also hit the waves of pleasure.

It turns out that Mr. Adi can't control himself.

The more Talita screams the more passionate Mr. Adi.

Talita repeatedly pleaded for Mr. Adi to be patient but all in vain.

***

After being satisfied Mr. Adi fell asleep next to Talita.

Talita menagis sobbing, her body like a crumble.

The wound that was almost drying was now open again.

"I'm fragile, God. I'm fragile. I can't afford to live anymore" Talita grants in her tears.

Talita also limped.

Do I have to hold on?

Talita also saw her face in the bathroom mirror.

Black all over his body.

"I must be how God is" Talita said. Her tears drenched her eyelid cheeks and did not stop shedding tears.

Talita is like coming out of a tiger cage, into a crocodile cage.

Talita is a delicious food for predators.

Talita immediately took the bag and filled only 1 stel of clothing. The ring that Mr. Adi gave in the Mall and his blackcard Mr. Adi put next to the nightstand.

"I don't want to die in vain" Talita murmured.

She also plans to leave her husband.

Talita still has a check given by Mr. Fadly and Grandpa Arya.

Today he had to leave this hell.he originally thought Mr. Adi could be conscious, and after therapy could definitely be cured.

Talita looked around.

There was no one in the living room. "Maybe it's an istrahat." Talita's mind.

Talita out of Mr. Adi's house. He also told the security guard to buy a sanitary pad, it happened that the pads were empty.

The security guard did not feel suspicious, and allowed Talita to leave.

No one was suspicious because Talita was wearing a big, veiled shirt.

Talita is grateful to be free from anyone.

Today is the beginning of Talita's life.

Talita hopes her life will support her later.

Although Talita did not know where to go, Talita still took a car that went to the station.

"Where should I go?"

Talita also plans to leave Java.

Talita wants to live in the countryside.

One word came to his mind.

I'm going to sulawesi.

Talita is looking for a new atmosphere, until no one knows her later.

"O Allah, ridhoi my steps" Inner Talita shed tears.

Her veil had been wet with her tears.

***

While at the residence of Mr. Adi.

Mr. Adi blinked his eyes, when the incident just happened.

"Dear elite"

Seen next to him there is no Talita. Mr. Adi took a towel and wrapped it around his body without a thread.

Mr. Adi saw the walk in closet, noticed nothing had changed in the room.

Mr. Adi thinks Talita is downstairs with his Art.

But he thought for sure his body hurt again after what he did, so it was impossible.

Mr. Adi came out of the room, and he saw something lying next to the nightstand.

Rings and cards.

Meaning....

"Talitttaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa" cried Mr. Adi with deep regret.

POV Adi's

I was confused looking for my wife in every corner of my house.

I just wish he moved in his room.

But I saw that the room was still as clean as before.

In the midst of the bitterness of my heart, I gathered all the Art that was in my house.

"Nannyyyyy" I shouted loudly.

"Yes, sir" Nanny walked over to me.

"Quick collect all the Art here. Everything's not working shit"

"My wife ran away from home, no one in this house knows" I said.

My blood is boiling.

"Sorry sir, we're at the back, cleaning the garden"

"Setno, quickly find Talita, send my men along the road, the airport, and the terminal"

"Good, Master"

"Because you're negligent in looking after my wife, you I cut her salary" my sarcasm says.

"Quick you go out from before me" I cried out loudly.

Disappointed and sorry it was rumbling in my face.

I didn't think Talita would leave my life.

It wasn't their fault, I was disappointed and didn't know what to do.

At the end of the day, I vent to everyone in the house.

"Oh my god, don't ever separate me from Talita. I love him so much" I asked in my heart.

I also immediately took the car keys, I want to Find Talita myself even though there are my men who are looking for him.

I plan to go to the club that Talita used to live in, although Talita may not be there but who knows if his men are Aunt Ira who plans to take Talita back.

I immediately drove the car at maximum speed.

The atmosphere in the afternoon seemed crowded but I still controlled the car carefully.

My heart has been hurting ever since I learned of the passing of the woman I love so much.

I realized I couldn't be happy with my illness.

I was determined to change, even if it was hard enough.

Indeed, for a long time I often consulted but still I can not control my emotions and even my lust if I am angry.

Consequently..

This is what I have to experience, left behind by the people I love so much.

"Talita, don't leave me dear" my inner self in my heart.

My tears were dripping down my cheeks, sore when to be left in this fragile state.

Ciiiit...

Bruckkk...

Mmmmm..

My car bounced far away, my body seemed to float.

I heard the commotion around him, but my eyes couldn't be opened.

Lord...

Is this the way of my death..

It was dark and no longer heard.

I would be ready if I were called the Catholic.

I'm resigned.

Maybe it was because I was daydreaming that I didn't realize I was about to enter the abyss.

I realized when my car hit the road barrier so I braked suddenly.

Because the speed of the car is above average so even though I braked it still drove fast.

Talita, I'm sorry.

TBC...