I Choose You

Hollowly

A week passed by Suna was at home with everything that he felt did not change, every morning he was late to meet the figure of his father who was busy working, while the night always returns with fatigue from working in the cafe.

"Nobody's job?"

"No Bi' ".

"You're gone again?"

"(...)".

"This time Mamah really made me suspicious".

"Emm Den, Mother is not someone like that".

"O no Bi' I also know about that, but I also can't cover up my suspicions, Is there anything going on between papah and mama?".

"(...)".

"Oh yes, then let me ask myself".

said Suna while moving from the dining table.

...

"Heh Chairman BAKAM today Lu picket room!"

"I've been two days".

"Eh, fight you?"

lirih Luqman who unceasingly disturbed the calmness of Fattah even in this week Fattah always in the shadow of himself to feel uncomfortable.

"Chairman BAKAM what santri offenders more appropriate".

"(.)" Fattah shook his head as he headed for the bathroom to get ready for Campus.

"Uti Zahira, what's wrong?"

"Emm?"

"Lately have Uti been daydreaming more?"

"Is it because of the many tasks?"

sofi asked her best friend.

"Ah Sof, Uti is just a little problem"(smile)

"Eng? what's the problem with Uti?"

"Well, College assignment, etc."(smile)

"Wah Uti, Uti must be passionate... Uti can not be weak like this, I have not been to college if I have been to college right I can help Uti".(embrace)

"Ok, forget it, we better hurry up to breakfast and immediately go to class".(get up)

"Yes, the Princess".

"Yes, I can, I haven't talked to him in a long time".

In KITCHEN

"So that's the case. about not allowed yah?".

briefly Putri recounted her plan to hold the stage of Fashion Creativity between Santriwati to Zahira and Sofi.

"Emm I totally agree Uti anyway, so we also have activities other than the ones we've been working on".

"So what do you think of Ra?"

"Of course, it looks like it would be very difficult if this idea is only between us or BAKAM & at least we need the Instructor's Ustadzah so that we can prepare".

"Hemm was right too, besides that it was not easy to talk to Kiayi while his House positioned his living room across the parapet".

(Sofi just before putting food in his mouth)

"It looks like Ustadzah Khumai can help us".(Zairah)

"Well, I'll talk to him later, he happens to be my homeroom teacher".((Sofi smiled)

"Alhamdulillah".((Princesses)

"(.)"(Zahira smiled)

...

[Your all night has been trying hard, I ask you also like that today Salwa... spirit!!!]

"Salwa come on. immediately go to the Mosque"

"O. Yes Just a Moment" (Enter Diary)

The morning at the Tahfidz hut became a very busy morning because everyone gathered at the Mosque with everything that was prepared to memorize until the time before Dzuhur.

Verse by verse they memorized many times each morning to end the thirty juz of the Qur'an dreaming of offering the crown to both parents in the Hereafter.

In the afternoon they exercise after two hours of rest during the day some of them are practicing archery, and also just playing badminton in front of the room building.

While at Maghrib time they repeat their memorization and prepare to report to the Ustadzah of the guide for a day's memorization, the requirement to be able to sleep peacefully. because tomorrow will continue to race with friends and competitors in rote speed.

"Alhamdulillah, Salwa it seems your memorization has not changed, even after returning from vacation".

"alhamdulillah Ustadzah".

"Well, Ustadzah, I want to go back to my room immediately".

"Yes Salwa rest immediately so that tomorrow gets maximum results".

"Aamiin".(Grabbing and kissing Ustadzah's hands)

"Hemm Ustadzah Fitri still handles many memorizers".

lirih Salwa returned a little faster than the other memorizing friends.

[Thank God today all activities are finished like the days before, Thank you for fighting, rest and come back tomorrow morning, come back,

Sofi's.. Zahira, you are also the spirit ].

"(.)"(Smilingly)

[For Uti Putri, you were great at fighting until now, Spirit huh!!]

"After I remember she was that pretty after the hijab covered all her hair".

"Salwa Uti?".

"Na'am Uti I'm going to bed soon".

"Yes, hurry up, so as not to disturb the others".

...

"Assynogaal?"

"Vaalaikumussalam".

"You're Back in Bi'?".

"Belom den".

"Isn't he?"

"Is the balloon too?"

"(...)".

"It looks like my return is the same as I was at the Cottage, not with my parents".

"(...)".

"Where do you think mom is going?"

"Em anu".

"Auntie don't hide anything!"

said Suna who felt the peak of emptiness in his life when he really would never meet his parents.

"Den. actually Papah Den Suna had an accident".

Both of Suna's eyes shed tears so swift even after she denied and questioned the truth of what the maid said.

With a broken heart, hearing the news that had been kept secret by his mother and aides, Suna also drove the motorcycle to the Hospital.

"Den... I really do not want to disturb Aden in demanding Science in Pondok even young people who want to keep secret the disaster that befell Aden Suna's father so that Den Suna can calmly study in Pondok".

"Mother Very distressed Den".

"The patient inside how is he?".

"Sorry you're his relative? I should not carelessly me (pain the patient's condition)

"I'm Sus's son"

Shade Suna with tears flowing with swiftness.

"A' her son?"

"(...)".

"Your father is in a coma, you should look and give the child touch to him, may be able to accelerate his recovery".

"What time is my mother visiting?".

"Your mother accompanies him almost every day".

"Whose name are you? if it is true that you are the son of Sumi's mother and her husband then I will confirm it to your mother".

"My name is Suna Sus but please don't tell my Mom if I visit".

"I'm sorry?"

"Please Sister don't tell me, please sister".

"(...)"

The sister immediately left Suna who was still looking at the two most meritorious people in her life, now still hiding the bitter thing that befell them only for her to be able to complete her study of religion, even the tightness in the heart of Suna increasingly becomes at the return of mandatory worship that is always done

it is incomplete every day.

"Mama".(sobbed)

"Bah...".

...

"Suna!!"

"Suna!!, wake up son!"

"Breakfast is ready!"

"Yes mah!"

"Awhile!"((holding the door handle)

"Emmm tumben already wear neat clothes but still slow down?"

"Hhh"(hugging)

"Eh uh??"

"You must be really tired...".

"Emmm why are you?"

"Yes mamah must be very tired of taking care of the house, Father, Suna, thank you very much, sorry Suna is still troublesome, still can not love grandchildren to mamah".

(Suna who chuckled covered the tightness in her chest for lying as if she did not know about her father who was in a coma).

"Already Suna, Do not ignore your mother, focus on what you have started, then finish, Mamah Papah is too young to hold a grandchild, you don't worry mama and papah must have those days".

"What matters is that you have breakfast now".

"Your father ...

"Father already first, indeed Dad always so yes Mah really looking for money hemm hhh"

Lirih Suna took off a hug on her mama and sat on the chair at the dining table.

"Hemmm yeah, don't mind your father praying".(Smilingly)

"Yes mah"

suna said while wiping away the tears that had been feeding the river.

"Tomorrow I'll go back to the cottage, tell Dad to visit if there's free time".

Deg

"Yes later Mamah and Papah will visit you kok Suna, Mamah promise".

sumi's tears flowed without her stopping.

That morning Suna did not go anywhere and locked herself in the room until she went back to sleep, she never imagined she would experience the emptiness she felt now, even her home assistant shed tears when she remembered the incident this morning where the two men covered up each other's lies.