I Choose You

Episode 22

I WHY

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With despair Gilang ruffled his own hair inside his room. Under the dim lighting of the lamp in the corner of his bed, it was clear how Gilang did not feel at ease with his current mood. Although for a while ago Gilang had lingered on his head with cold water in the bathroom, with the aim that he could forget Claudia who was in the arms of the brother. But the reality is that right now as he sits on the edge of his bed, his memory brings him back to the situation at the airport this morning.

　

As much as Gilang's energy trying to forget how his brother can freely hug and calm Claudia at the airport when releasing the return of Mother Amelia. Gilang can see how comfortable Claudia is in the arms of the brother, how the brother can provide peace for Claudia, and how Claudia looks very fit to dwell in the chest Galih, her own brother.

　

How could Claudia let Mas Galih hug her just now? Why was there no resistance at all, why did Claudia just shut up and instead poke her head in Mas Galih's chest? Why did all this happen? My God, why does Claudia look so comfortable with the way Mas Galih stroked her beautiful hair? Why Claw, why? Why don't you run towards me ha? Why did you pull my hand off? You're mad at me, aren't you, Claw? Why why. So many questions swirled in Gilang's head, without realizing it now Gilang had massaged his own temple, Gilang began to feel dizzy with the reality that existed.

　

Why can't I calm you down? And just now, why did you even allow Mas Galih to pick you up ha? Why did you even go with Mas Galih until this hour? Claw, I should have picked you up and you wanted to play where ha, tell me! I can take you anywhere you want, I can Claw. But the truth is, you prefer to spend the day with Mas Galih. Why don't you think I feel Claw. Gilang rubbed his face roughly, he began to frustrate himself with all the questions that had filled his head.

　

Gilang very much remembered how he advanced his sports mobi at high speed in order to get out of the airport immediately because of his emotions that have been ignited, without any apparent reason Gilang felt unacceptable, he said, disliked and angry to find her brother hugging Claudia when Claudia cried at the airport because it was so hard to separate from the Mother. Worse yet Gilang got a rejection from Claudia as she tried to touch Claudia's hand, clearly Claudia brushed off her hand and gave an angry look at her.

　

Emotions that have peaked make Gilang choose to pass from the presence of the family and Claudia without saying goodbye, with Gilang impatiently directing his favorite car away from the airport. He himself does not know exactly where to go, which is clear he could not go to the office what else to campus amid the atmosphere of a bad heart. Gilang finally chose to drive his vehicle to the house of Novi, his lover who might be able to make his angry heart become passionate. That's what Gilang hopes for now, so that his mood can be happy again, so he decided to take it all out and turn it into fun and Novi knows best how to have fun with him.

　

　

The anger that had been changed Novi a moment ago into passion and ended in joy, is now again present in the heart of Gilang. Without waiting for long, Gilang immediately turned his car away from Claudia's car park. Whether the older brother had seen him or not, he obviously had to stay away. Gilang finally chose to sit in the cafe where he used to hang out with his friends to spend time. With the hope that when he returned home later, he could control himself so as not to be seen clearly by anyone at home what the atmosphere of his heart really was.

　

But, again at exactly eight o'clock he had entered the luxurious residence of his family, which he had obtained was information from his mother, who was, if the sister is taking Claudia to go to the night market to comfort Claudia so as not to be too sad about the return of Mother Amelia.  Maybe Claudia can reduce her sadness while with Galih, but what about Gilang. The sight of Claudia in the arms of her sister this morning was still in her memory. Found the brother's car parked at the location of Claudia's bimbel as if it had not disappeared from the contents of his fist, and now Gilang was told that Claudia went with her sister to the night market only two, just two, this truth makes Gilang dizzy seven circumference.

　

Back, without realizing Gilang, he rubbed his face rough until finally massaging his own temple to relieve the dizziness that he had felt earlier.

　

Why am I, actually? What was wrong with me when I found Claudia with the others, with other men? Even when I was with Mas Galih I felt unacceptable. What am I?

　

Feeling that he did not find the answer to his own question, Gilang chose to lay down on his soft bed. While staring at the ceiling of his room that was blue, Gilang tried to remember what mistakes he had made to Claudia so that he felt Claudia did not feel happy with him.