I Choose You

Episode 35's

SPEAKS

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Gilang stood in the dark, watching as Claudia left the dining table walking up one by one the stairs, leading to her bedroom. Gilang only noticed the footsteps of the level that began to move away, there was a big debate in his mind about what to do.

　

Chase him, don't, chase him fast, never do that, chase him and hug him, you'll just scare him, tell him you don't like him with any guy, don't be silly you're not a nobody.

　

Yes and no, do and prohibition, command and nesahat, Gilang and his heart are arguing must how now.

　

Talk to her, don't you just make things more complicated, talk her out so she knows your heart, don't do something you'll regret.

　

The debate is not finished, Gilang just silent focus on surviving his own debate, what he wants and what he should not do. Until finally Gilang took a deep breath, he was tired of what he wanted against Claudia, and Gilangpun rubbed his face rough.

　

From where Gilang stood, he could hear that Claudia had closed the door to her room. Gilangpun began to leave his hiding place earlier when he noticed Claudia talking with Auntie. Gilang had arrived at the door of his room, but did not seem to intend to enter. It seems Gilang more comfortable looking at the door of Claudia's room, whether the beautiful scenery that unfolds before her until Gilang feels at home for a long time there.

　

There was a sound of sobbing, like the sound of sobs, Gilang felt not so sure, maybe he just misheard the sound of wind gusts. Gilang tried to put his ears as well as possible, listen well, determined to make sure.

　

Not the wind, it was indeed the sound of sobbing. Wh who? Ehhh, wait is that Claudia? Wh why?

　

Finally Gilang felt sure, he did not mishear, it was not the sound of the wind it was indeed the sound of someone crying and the voice came from Claudia's room. Without thinking twice, Gilang called Claudia.

　

"Claw, Clawwww".

　

"Claudia, open the door! Claw, you hear me?" Gilang called out to Claudia while knocking on the door of the girl's room.

　

The summoned one was silent, not replying to the message, persisting in the room. Gilang began to raise his tone. He was still trying to make Claudia hear his call.

　

"Claw, what's wrong with you? Open the door, come on Claw!" Gilang began to panic because he did not get a response from Claudia.

　

"Claudiaaaaa, please open the door. You why? Clawwww.got..."

　

Finding Gilang already half-screaming behind the door of her room, Claudia also chose to say from inside the room.

　

"I'm not papah", just a short answer in a slightly weak voice. Perhaps the influence restrained the fall of the tears back.

　

"Well, if you don't try to open this door first". Gilang tried to persuade Claudia.

　

"Don't mind me, Mas. I'm not papah. I beg". Claudia was still struggling to hold back her cries.

　

　

Claudia stepped closer to the door of her room, unlocked the door and opened it a little just a little. The opportunity was taken advantage of Gilang, without waiting for Gilang directly pushed the door to open wide. Claudia stepped back, it was free to hold on behind the door, the energy of the Cross was much stronger than her.

　

Claudia tried to get away, turning her back to Gilang. His heart was not good at the moment, he did not want to look like a crybaby in front of Gilang, he did not want to be laughed at by Gilang. Independent girls who are ready to feel the sorrow of being regional children, who have promised Mother will never trouble Papa Hartanto's family. Butwhat? Obviously the aunt said how worried Gilang was about her. Though he only went for a while and that was with Ari his good friend, then why as if he had made a big problem. Claudia felt like she had made a tap Gilang alone, making herself a burden on the minds of others only. He was really sad, not knowing what to do.

　

"Claw?" The sound of a cross was right behind Claudia's back.

　

Claudia kept quiet, choosing not to say or turned to look at Claudia.

　

"Why?" Gilang is still trying to be patient, do not ask how his hard work from now on. Had Claudia still survived would not have opened the door of her room, Gilang would have gladly broken down the door. Gilang was very curious, what made Claudia sad.

　

"What's wrong?". Gilang tries to keep both hands from hugging Claudia, although she is eager to absorb all of Claudia's willingness to move on, but Gilang is afraid that it will only make Claudia even less fond of him.

　

"I'm sorry Mas, already troublesome Mas, already made Mas worried. I don't mean to, Mas may not believe in Ari, but he's a good friend. Very good, and we were just out for a while. I'm sorry I made a fuss". Claudia began to speak with a quivering voice, it seemed like she was starting to struggle holding back her tears from falling back.

　

Come out for a while, laughing happily. That's Claw?

　

"Oh, don't think about it. You are my responsibility, not a hassle at all. I'm sorry if my attitude is too harsh, I just don't want anything bad to happen to you. That's it Claw". He started to get a little closer to Claudia. Hoping to reach out to Claudia soon to pull the little girl into her arms.

　

"It feels very embarrassing, even though it is promised that Mother will not trouble Papa Hartanto's family". Claudia said while wiping away her tears.

　

"Absolutely no hassle, is it wrong that I'm worried about you?" She spoke softly to Claudia.

　

Claudia turned her back, looking into Gilang's eyes looking for lies from Gilang's words earlier. Wishing he had indeed troubled everyone, at least that way he gained confidence if he was indeed wrong. Perhaps by feeling at a guilty position his heart could calm down, unlike at the moment.

　

"Why are you worried?" Claudia asked Gilang.

　

"Because you are my responsibility", Gilang replied confidently. Because of me, it seems like I don't want to share you with others.

　

"I'm sorry, Mom". Claudia was only able to say that word. He no longer knew what the right words were describing his current feelings. Claudia feels she has been troubling others, but on the one hand she feels entitled to live her normal life with friends her own age.

　

"Of course, there's nothing to talk about anymore. It's late, you better rest. Claw, I don't want to curb you, I just want to make sure you're okay. Just that, please play with anyone, but tell me first". Crossed over their conversation. Gilang knew very well what he said earlier, all were just words of tranquility for Claudia, if only she could honestly say how jealous she was. Of course, everything will only make the situation more difficult.

　

Gilang had stood in Claudia's arms, gently stroked Claudia's hair, wiped away the remaining tears on the pretty girl's cheeks and somehow, Gilang was very brave to give a kiss on Claudia's forehead. Claudia was aghast, it felt very strange for her to get the last treatment from Gilang earlier. Reflexes did not want to repeat themselves, Claudia stepped back, slightly away from Gilang