Husband's Regrets: My Wife's Tears
Episode 19: Nathan's Regret
Michelle was able to breathe a sigh of relief after learning the test result was negative. But she still did not calm down, before hearing a direct explanation from her husband who was still closed in bed. Maybe the effect of the drug that the doctor injected into his body.
While waiting for her husband to wake up, Michelle took ablution and carried out her duties as a Muslim, the dawn prayer of two rakaats. He cried bitterly over his words with tears in his eyes. He was confused as to what to do. On the other hand, she did not feel the heart to leave her husband just like that, on the other hand her heart still felt sick and broken.
Nathan's vegetables heard the voice of someone chanting the Holy Quran. His voice was so sweet. He blinked his eyes, and looked for the melodious voice. It was the beautiful voice of his wife.
"Michie!" call terbali. Michelle, who knew Nathan had woken up, approached her husband's bed.
"Does he need anything?" ask Michie.
"Drink" he asked.
"Drink?" Michie immediately took the mineral water that was on the nightstand. He helped Nathan to sit down, and drink the water.
Glacier ... Glacier ... Glug
One glass of water is not left. Michelle put the glass back on the nightstand.
"How are you doing, Mom? Is it much better?" ask Michelle. Nathan nodded slowly.
"Thank you very much" he said softly but could still be heard in Michie's ears.
"You must focus on your recovery first, Mas," said his wife. Nathan lowered his head in embarrassment.
"I'm sorry" he said softly. Michelle breathed a long breath.
"How did you catch the disease, Mom?" ask Michelle. Nathan lowered his head. He really did not dare to look at his wife. The overwhelming shame he now felt.
"It's all because of the Goddess," answered her husband. Michelle was surprised.
"I swear, I only did it with the Goddess" he explained. Michelle stepped back. It hurts, that's what he feels now. Is this the karma God has given them? thought Michelle.
"So, Goddess too ...?"
"Here you go, don't talk about it anymore. I'm really sorry. I beg you to forgive me. I'm guilty, I'm so guilty. Now I accept my karma," he exclaimed sadly, "If indeed you are going to leave my life, I am ready, I am sincere, I will set you free" she said in tears.
It was that sadness, sadness, tightness and worry that Michelle was now feeling. How not, the marriage that he lived almost five years with the husband, is now on the edge. Michelle was confused as to what to answer, she just fell silent to see Nathan regretting his actions.
"Stop blaming yourself. It's just that you blame yourself. Everything has happened too. The most important thing is that you must repent, Mom. Please forgive Allah. For adultery in religion is not justified!" michelle.
"I'm sorry, I. I am guilty indeed. I sinned. Will you teach me!" nathan Pinta.
"I am not an Ustadzah. I am also in the process of learning. If you want, I can bring someone for you to share!" said Michelle.
"Yes, I want to" Nathan replied, "I want to change. I want to repent. I regret it, Michie," she said again. Michelle breathed heavily.
It's been three days, Nathan at the Hospital. Michelle was forced to take a leave of absence, as it was also impossible for her to leave her husband alone in the Hospital.
All the needs of her husband she prepared. From eating, taking medicine, to going to the bathroom. Michie also helps her husband to clean his body and change his clothes.
"Thank you very much" Nathan said.
"Either. It was already my duty as a wife," Michelle replied with a sweet smile, "Yes, Mas. Later in the afternoon, one of my friends will come. Hopefully with her arrival, your heart can be more open and able to take lessons," said Michelle.
"Well, let's try it later" Nathan replied more gently. Michelle just smiled.
to be continued....
