
The doctor despondently bowed sadly at the navel of his father, a bachelor who spent his time for a poor baby born in a grave.
"Father, may you have a good place there, may your benevolent charity be your savior's cause for you", my prayer in every pilgrimage to my father's tomb.
My tears never stopped flowing, considering my childhood with my father below the poverty line, we even fasted a lot because there was nothing to eat.
"Zalimaah eat this rice, son, this is a blessing from the neighbors", said father gave me a pack of mixed rice, which became the best food for me at that time.
"Eat the father, we eat both" I called the father to eat together, but the father refused, the reason was full
Dad's always holding back hunger, as long as I can eat full.
"Dad, why are you so quick to leave the crime, the zalimah misses you so much" I said as if talking to my father
Suddenly a strong wind came crashing down, as if to fly me, making me as strong as possible to hold a solid tombstone.
"Zalimah my son, do not be too late in grief, remember your family who is experiencing a lot of problems, father asked Kirana you show her husband son, Chandra the best daughter-in-law for you"My father's spirit suddenly stood right in front of me, even though it was covered in mist, enough to make my heart be healed by longing.
"Dad, Zalimah is tired of living life, if possible, she wants to be with you" I said in tears.
For some reason, my feeling was so tired, as if I could no longer stand on earth.
"zalimah, live to fight, remain steadfast son, be my little injustice who is always able to live the greatest obstacles", my father continued to advise me until it disappeared immediately in front of me.
Back I was stunned to remember my father's message about kirana.makes me more confident, refers better to Kirana and Chandra.
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Long enough I sat pensively in the navel of my father, making me reluctant to stand, I felt peaceful when with my father, even though it was only his tombstone that became a silent witness to my longing.
"Zalimah, it's late in the afternoon, let's go home", Arya came after me.
At home, I sat looking at the flowers blooming in front of my house, which became the comfort of my heart.
"Grandmother", Melani came and climbed my lap.
My grandson Kuelus lovingly, Melani who became a victim of divorce, while still need complete affection.
"It hurts Bun?", Arya grabbed my forehead
I did not feel well, to take a complete rest at home by asking for leave from the office.klinik myself I entrusted to my assistant.I want to spend my time for my family, especially Melani.
"Either mas, I feel like enjoying the peaceful past here, I want to sit for a long time on the back porch, like a memorable past story" I said.
Mas Arya looked at me with a strange look.he felt my desire was too shameful.
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Chandra comes to see her little daughter who is very much missed, Melani herself fringed with joy to see her father come
"Yahh, Melani kangen", Melani is spoiled on her father's shoulders.
Chandrapun took his son out on the road looking for a fresh breeze, in a city park that has many game arenas.
"Who would you choose?", asked Chandra to his confused-looking son
"Dare to ride a swan boat yes", Chandrapun raise his son to goose, Melani looks very happy he waved his hand.
Chandra was happy to see her daughter laughing with excitement.he imagined if only he could be with Kirana, of course the happier.