Home On The Grave

Love

the departure of my mother incised the deepest wounds in my life, various events just happened, making me like living in the realm of illusion, a week after the departure of my mother, I say goodbye to my father to return to Java again,but I chose to unfuk pitting fate, when my old job was enough to give me a decent living, but the memory of kirana continues to plague my heart.

"Don't be silly refly, there's no way to accept you, why leave your profession here" said bastian, my best friend when I said never to go back there

"I want to fight for my love bass" I said

"Puihh, women in line waiting for you refly, throw away your love" said bastian

"But this one brought me to the knees of the bus, my soul once melted into the soul of the bus", my words made bastian bahak bahak bahak, and broke the phone line

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I arrived in Surabaya and stayed at the inn first, while looking for a new boarding house, apparently not difficult to get a boarding in Surabaya

"How much is cak?", I asked

"400 thousand a month" he said

I'll give you 1,200,000 for 3 months.

"Thank you, I hope you're here" he said.

I searched the list of hospitals in the city of Surabaya with the help of Google.

It wasn't hard to find Doctor Kiranaku's beautiful trail, because he was a neurosurgeon.

Apparently he is a very famous doctor in this city, because of his very important role in the world of surgery and non-surgical

"Sorry doctor, I want to ask, doktsr kirana no?", I asked a doctor at the hospital where kirania served

"Ooh, the doctor flew early in the morning to Kalimantan mas, the schedule of operations at 11:00" said the doctor

"But not until nginap kok, sore go home again, because there is also a schedule later tonight" added the doctor

"That's all, it's important that I know the workplace and the address" I said.

I tried to apply for a job at a company engaged in exports and imports, alhamdulillah good fortune is on the side,I was accepted for a job there.incidentally my English is very good so I can sit on the staff of exporters.to market products abroad.

"New employee huh?", asked a woman with long hair and glasses

"Yes, please introduce my name refly", I said as I extended my hand, as a sign of introduction.

"I amaira mas", he said, he seemed to show a row of neatly arranged teeth.

"Welcome to join mas, may we be together, can bring this company more forward" he said gently

Beautiful woman in my opinion, but her appearance is more like a college boy than an office woman.

"Yes, ma'am", I said

Then I went to my desk, doing all the duties of the director, I had to be active and more focused on working.

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Amaira got closer to me, but I found it difficult to interpret my closeness, because my heart was attached to the kirana who lived in the city with me even though until now I had never met.

"Where does refly live here?", asked amaira

"i live in a boarding house, why?", I asked back

"Living in my house is a mas, my house is big, also there is only my grandmother who is old" said amaira

"Thank you, but I prefer to live independently" I said.

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Amaira always showed more attention to me and always invited me to discuss about my work in the field of exporters and importers.

"Mas refly has not eaten yet?", asked amaira in between my busyness.yg still struggling with the documents.

"Now", I answered briefly.

"Let's eat together mas" said amaira

He sat in front of me, apparently waiting for my work to be done.

"First of all, I'm still busy working" I said

"Done it works mas, gpp kok I wait" said amaira again

I became uncomfortable waiting, I put documents in my bag, and brought them home.

"Gpp, I work at home" my bath

"Eating in Lesehan aja mas, let's be more relaxed" said amaira

"Mas, what do you want to eat?", asked amaira

"pecel lele aja mai", I said

Amair also ordered the same food as me.and ate it greedily, maybe because from the morning did not eat anything" except coffee.

That voice is so familiar to my ears

"This is the doctor's order" said the seller

"Thank you very much" said the doctor

Suddenly, I flinched, not that kirana, the woman who made me willing to move to this city.

"Kiranaa, wait!", I shouted

He looked surprised to see me and rushed into his car and locked it.

"Kirana, open the door" I said and banged on the door of her car, but Kirana drove away quickly

"Mas refly, you know that doctor?", asked amaira

"Yes mai", I said as usual

My appetite, suddenly gone, seemed unwilling to forgive my past mistakes.

"Mai, come home yuuk, my head is dizzy" I said

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Mas refly a hardworking figure, he could sit for hours in front of the computer, making me amazed, he was also a very handsome figure, he was also a very handsome man,a quiet person makes me want to get closer to him, but Refly is like a bunch of icebergs that are hard to approach

"Mas refly seems arrogant yes mai" said Riska my office friend

"Not arrogant, only he is too serious in his work" I said

"Usually a guy if it has been deleted, there is a response, this is too cute" said Riska

We were very curious about Refly who seemed to have never noticed us.

"Maybe refly already have a girlfriend" I said in my heart

One day, Refly attended a seminar at the hotel, accompanied by the main director.

My fad suddenly sticking out, I opened his desk drawer and checked all his books, suddenly fell a photo of a girl.

I looked at the photo of the beautiful girl

"Here's a picture of the doctor that Refly chased yesterday".

"Then what is Refly's relationship with that beautiful doctor?" I said in my heart.

Refly does look like a frustrated person

"Did he break up, traumatized him near the girl again", my bath

I began to feel a strange vibration when I was near the refly mas

"I must win your heart" I said

"Amaira, what are you doing" said mas refly startling me, who was still standing in front of his desk.

"Kirain mas refly, not to the office today", I said berkilah, fortunately the photo of the girl I had saved earlier.

"Finished cepet finished kok mai" said mas refly

He opened his coat and sat down in his chair.

He took a deep breath, like he was very tired.

"Drink the coffee first mas", said I offered a cup of hot coffee

"Thank you mai" said mas refly

"Mas, can you ask me?", I said

"Ask mai, gpp kok" said mas Refly while sipping his coffee

"Who was the doctor who was chasing yesterday?", asked slowly, fearing to offend Refly

"It's my past mai, it's kirana" said Mas Refly

His gaze looked far away as if he saw kirana behind the window glass.

"Mas Refly loves her?", I asked

"Always and until now, the love remains intact for her mai", said Mas Refly, as if a dagger had pierced my heart, which inexplicably burned with jealous fire.

"Move kesinipun, because chasing kirana, which has not yet opened the door sorry for me", added mas Refly again

"Quite a mas, It's enough that you talk about your love for Kirana, just adding to the pain of my heart" I said in my heart

My heart has wept hearing Refly's words about his love for doctor kirana

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