Home On The Grave

past times

Refly contacted me many times but I refused, as well as his parents who repeatedly pleaded for peace still rejected my parents.

The law still has to be implemented because Refly DKK turned out to do it with planning, so it gets a layered article.

I continued to cry regretfully, as a result of my actions that defamed my family, unfortunately, my father asked for duty outside the area but was rejected, because my father was very accomplished in the task here.

"Don't be ashamed arya sir, this is a fate that we must accept with sincerity" said pak mujiono a friend of the father

"I'm ashamed sir, something I hate so much that my own son did it" replied my father.

My father was devastated by the incident, a month he locked himself in the house, making the mother so worried

My head was still very dizzy, my head felt like it was going to break because of the pain, my stomach was wrapped around the pain from earlier, but I didn't tell anyone, the hard slap I gave my family made me want to kill myself.

Sretta!!!!

The blood pouring out of my crotch is freaking me out

"Eyaaaaaaangg toloooongg!", I shouted

"Masya Allah, Zalimaaaashhhh!", cried Eyang princess

I had fallen on the floor covered in blood, I could still hear but my vision had blurred.

"Kirana, what's going on with you, son", I'll hear your mother's voice

And still I think my dad took me to the car and drove me to the hospital, after that, I don't remember anything else

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I moved my hand, and opened my eyes, apparently I was awake and in an all-white room.

"Mother, where am I now?", I asked

"Kirana, you're all grown up son" said the father stroking my hair

"Ayaaaaahh, forgive your stained child" I said to the father who stood by me

I thought you would no longer admit me for giving countless embarrassments to your family.

I've tarnished my father's good name as a community organizer.

But regret is useless, everything has passed, fortunately the refly seed that grew in my womb, suffered a miscarriage until there was nothing left.

"Kirana, how are you?", asked my friend Zifa

"my news is a bit better for zifa" I replied

Next to him stood Chandra with a smile, It was a student of my age who always gave me more attention, but I never ignored it.

"Thank God kirana, if you're better" Chandra said

"This I bring you chocolates, Kirana, eat ya..Chocolate is usually perfect for restoring mood" Chandra says

"Thank you for coming to me, Chandra" I said.

We kept talking to her, for a moment I forgot about my problem.

"Don't focus on Kirana's past, look at your bright future" Chandra says

He gave me a lot of motivation, and support to rise from adversity, really chandra and zifa came when I needed a friend the most.

2 Days, I was in the hospital and received intensive care and I was allowed to go home, I went back to my day that had been lost due to promiscuity.

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4 Years have passed, I proudly stand on the podium receiving the title of doctor like my mother, but I am a surgeon who will be assigned to the city center.

My memories of the bleak past are gone, and now I'm standing strong looking at a clear day.

"Doctor Kirana, there are patients who we immediately operate an hour ahead" said doctor Wahyu

"What can not be postponed tomorrow doctor, today many of our patients are waiting from yesterday ", I replied

"This is very critical of doctors, the poison has penetrated into his nerve cells, fearing fatal consequences" said the doctor

"Please prepare the operating room" I said

I was stunned to look at the patient who had been lying stiff on the operating table that had been drugged, like this man had been in my life.

The operation began, some of the doctors who helped me looked very serious about their respective tasks, but my concentration collapsed when I carefully looked at this man

"Refly", bathinku

My hand trembled, causing the knife in my hand to fall.

Sweat splashed in my body, when the operating room was full Ac

I left the team of doctors at work

Bugh!!!!

I fell unconscious, unable to see refly

"What happened to the doctor?", asked doctor felicya, when I was awake

"I was so exhausted by the doctor, all of a sudden, I could no longer hold anything" I lied.

For some reason, your fate brought me back to Refly.

Refly was my patient, and I was assigned to check on refly again.

"Kirana!", said Refly in shock looking at me in surprise

But I didn't respond to him, pretending I didn't know him

"You're kirana, right?", asked refly again

"Brother Refly, he is the doctor who led your operation yesterday" said one of my assistants.

"The medicine is drunk regularly yes", I said then left refly, in the hope of not seeing the man who once ruined my life

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POV Refly

Honestly, I was very surprised and happy to see kirana again, I've been looking for a long time, apparently kirana duty in this city as a surgeon

Kirana sees me as if she does not recognize me anymore, even though I still recognize her very much even though she is now much more beautiful, which of course is so because of routine care

I'm so guilty because I wanted her to be my wife, but apparently my wish to have her ended up in jail.

"Do you know doctor Kirana?", asked a nurse who looked after me

"Well know him, we used to live" I said

"Kirana's doctor was very quiet, he very rarely spoke", the nurse added

"From the first time it was so" I said

What sadness is still felt kirana, to make him drown in prolonged sadness.

"Kiranaaa, wait for me!", I shouted

I followed the steps of kirana who was walking on the hospital corridor, but she was accelerating her pace to make me give up, I couldn't catch up with her because it had only been a few days of major surgery.

"Doctor kirana, are you married?", I asked a nurse

"Not yet sir, I know that doctor Kirana does not have a husband or girlfriend though" replied the nurse

I kept thinking about Kirana, until I got out of the hospital, Kirana kept on looking at my eyes.

I never heard from Kirana again, because ever since I got out of prison, I moved to this city to continue my studies while working

I continue to be pursued by the shadow of sin on kirana that I have damaged her future.makes me forget about love, I continue to be struck by anxiety about the fate of kirana who used to be pregnant with my son

Today I control health at the hospital where Kirana works, I saw the doctors gathered in a fairly large room

But it didn't look right there, it just so happened that a young doctor came out to pick something up, I asked myself.

"Doctor kirana where?", I asked

"Doctor kirana, move duty to Surabaya sir", said the young doctor.

My heart became empty, as much as that kirana to me, to make me so tortured like this.he seemed to deliberately move because he did not want to see my face again