Home On The Grave

Empty love

Doctor Kirana who has officially changed status, remained in Surabaya served his service in the hospital as a surgeon.while chandra after the official appointment served in the State court office in the district where the doctor zalimah lived.

"Kirana, maybe better, you move here again son", suggested mr. arya.

"Emang why dad", asked kirana astonished.

"You should have a husband, son, you should live together" said Mr. Arya.

Kirana was silent, she was pondering her father's words just now, there is a point.

Chandra's job as a prosecutor, and he who is a doctor, is hardly a chance to see each other, despite his current status as a newlywed.

"It's hard for me, I have to take care of this and that first, that's what it is" said Kirana.

Though his heart is indeed less reg, with his marriage through chandra, Kirana felt empty when with chandra.

"Think once more son" said arya sir.

Chandra who has moved to the house of the doctor wrongfully with his father, feels bad, karna kirana herself does not live with them.

"This is your home also chandra, stay with us son" said Mr. arya.

Mr. Arya who is very good in the eyes of chandra, can not make chandra reject the proposal of his father-in-law, who is like his biological father as well.

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I did not expect to have a marriage that I did not really want, my familiarity with chandra, apparently not the familiarity between lovers, but ordinary friendship.

"Kirana, you're married?" asked doctor fadli

"That's how the doctor is" I said casually

I leaned my shoulders on the chair with my smile.doctor fadli smiled at me.

"Congratulations doctor", he said

"Ehmm", I said just mendehem, I feel lazy to talk about my marriage.

"I'm sorry doctor, if my question is less interested doctor" said doctor fadli like meledekku.

A roll of paper landed on Doctor Fadli's forehead, feeling like he had mocked me

"What should I say?", asked doctor fadli.

"I'm less happy with my marriage doctor, Chandra is actually just my best friend from childhood" I said.

Doctor Fadli was sitting in front of me, he seemed interested in hearing my story.

"Why marry him kirana, marriage is something very sacred you know" added doctor fadli.

"Both of my parents wanted the marriage to be a doctor, and I felt guilty if I refused it" I said.

Doctor fadli, looking at me deeply, as if he wanted to expose my mind.

"Kirana, I was actually hoping to have you, but suddenly I heard the news of your marriage" said doctor Fadli.

Doctor Fadli my co-worker who has a high morale, he actually often expressed his joy to me, but because our profession is too serious in working, he said,who rely on high discipline makes our relationship so do not have any nuances.

"Maybe that's the way I have to go to the doctor" I said.

Apparently my frequent confessions with doctors fadli, creating a self-contained familiarity from meetings that I consider normal, eventually creating relationships that feel lonely when far apart.

[Kirana, when I came home, I missed]WA Chandra's message that made me remember instantly, if I actually had a husband

[No holidays yet, I'm very busy] I reply accordingly.

There is no reply from Chandra, who reportedly has moved all to the house near the cemetery.

[kirana, remember you are married, keep your distance from a man who is not your muhrim] Mother's message that always gives me that message continues.

[Yes mother, I know how] I replied.

Remember my family in the village who always worried about me.

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As a husband, I feel that kirana does not appreciate me.As a wife, of course there is time just for a call or VC, but not for kirana, always the reason tired and sleepy.

"Kirana, when do you go home, son?", asked the father as usual.

"Either father, Kirana is very difficult to chat with, he said the operating schedule is very tight", I replied.

"Busily busy, there is still time for family, kirana has gone too far" murmured mother who while cooking.

"Tomorrow we go to surabaya mother" said pak arya

"Yes, my mother also just wanted to say", replied the mother.

"Kirana, it should not be allowed to do so, it is the same as trampling on the dignity of marriage" arya continued to grumble, while the father was only silent to hear the nagging of the two besiannya.

I was worried, Kirana would be angry with me, for sure he accused me of complaining to my father and mother.

"Bapa want to come to Surabaya?", asked the mother.

The father who was sitting with Mr. Arya shook his head.

"Other times ma'am, I feel less well" replied the father.

Fortunately he refused, I was worried that you would see a war of mouths between kirana and her parents.

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I can not stay silent to see the condition of the household of my son and daughter-in-law who sepsrtinya crisis of affection, this is all because kirana who does not approve of her marriage with chandra.

Morning blind, I prepared breakfast for my son-in-law and besanku, after that left for the city of surabaya where kirana served.

"We can't let kirana go" I said.

"Betul mother, Chandra the best husband for kirana, we must act in this case", said mas arya.

Mas arya who chose chandra became his son-in-law, because impressed by the praiseworthy nature of chandra.

"I suspect Kirana has another love" said mas arya

I was pensive to think about it, Arya is rarely wrong in his feeling.let alone kirana his daughter, which of course he can be very understood.

"That can't happen mas, where our self-esteem as parents, if we can't handle a child" I said.

Because he continued to chat along the way, we also arrived in the city of Surabaya safely and directly to the kirana contract, which he had been living in for many years.

It just so happened that the gate was opening, so there was no need to scream anymore.

"Father's mother", Kirana was surprised to see me, as she stood at the door.

"Kok not ngabarin if you want to come?", asked kirana again.

"What is the need to tell you kirana, you should immediately go home to the village, the letter later moved me and my father who took care of it" I said

Kirana was aghast at my words, her face instantly turned a crimson red, upon hearing my decision.

"No mother, let me stay here" said kirana.

"And your husband remains in the village, watch your image, as a wife kirana.remember your status buksn another girl who as you like to do anything, remember kirana.a wife must obey the husband", I said with a fiery voice.

Kirana fell silent not answering, making my emotions run high.

"Then, I file a divorce suit, if Chandra doesn't agree to me staying here" Kirana said.

"Kirana, this is not because of chandra, but I do not approve you living in surabaya", said mas arya.

Silent silence, I take care of moving kirana to the district where I drip, fortunately I know well with the superiors kirana in the province, with a variety of reasonable reasons, the letter moved it managed to get out.

"mother, why could my letter move out so soon" protested kirana.

"That means you have to go home again dong, then" I replied.

"No mother, I don't want to go home!", shouted kirana.

"Yinanaaaa!!;", mas arya snapped with a tone that was so emotional.

Kirana roared in tears, refusing to leave surabaya.