Home On The Grave

My patient's sincere smile

Living the profession as a doctor in the interior is really draining energy and mind, the difficulty invites the community to move from village medicine to medical medicine, medical treatment,and the lack of public belief in the tradition of village medicine and the ability of mantra mantra is believed to heal faster, making me have to be smarter to take the heart of society.

Apparently the community is also often insecure to the health center or to the hospital because of the fear of not experiencing good service because many, too, doctors and nurses who go down to serve in the interior,showing a sense of unfriendliness tends to underestimate the citizens.

"The people here are a bit of a doctor" said a midwife who has served here for approximately 5 years

"I mean, why are midwives fussing?", I replied

"They are more likely to rely on child shamans, than midwives, later turn the navel of the child has a new infection to contact the midwife" said midwife Kuswati

"Sabar yes ma'am, it is not easy to face a community that is still clouded with medical treatment, must do more counseling about health in each hamlet", I replied to give a solution to the midwife kuswati

"Doctor mom seems to have treated suriati mom, who lives in the garden garden?", asked midwife Kuswati

"Yes to the midwife, why?", I turned her back

"Mother doctor, don't be too willing to serve them, actually the Suriati mom has been really sick for a long time, even me and some health services from the city have visited her to give counseling but the person did not respond to her doc,instead of reporting us in kadis, do not becus serve visitors, even though we have served him as much as possible, based on him who does not comply with the advice and health restrictions" said midwife Kuswati

"It's common for midwives, good news, sometimes as humans we have to give up a lot to be a winner" I said

Suriati's mother, the name of the old mother I once picked up at her house and I took the kepuskesmas, it doesn't seem like what my midwife told me.

I sighed, and sat leaning back in my chair

"Mother Suriati, that woman is able to thrill my soul, I believe there is a deep connection between me and that woman" I said in my heart

I got my car keys in the drawer and went to see my personal assistant

"Suster, I go out for a while, no business" I said to the nurse who always stood by me

"but I have a doctor's job" replied the nurse who thought I was taking her

"i went alone there was sus" I said

I don't know why I wanted to meet iibu suriati

"Mother doctor", greet the husband of the mother of the Queen

it was like I was so happy to visit and shouted shouting to call his wife

"buuuu, the evil doctor is coming" he shouted

"Duuhh, the doctor's mother I never thought would visit me" said the Queen's mother full of happiness

"Nihh ma'am, by the mother of the queen", I said as I handed him a plastic bag containing sembako

"why, bother all the doctors", said Mr. badrun husband bu suriati

"It's okay sir, accept it" I said

"Doctor wrongdoer son of januar sir huh?", asked bu suriati

"no ma'am, I've only been treated since I was red, because my mother passed away" I said

"What, the mother of the doctor is wrong no other family, sorry the doctor a little kepo", asked the mother suriati again

"Entai bu sur, only according to my father's story my call to sir January, my mother was killed by my own father named sukardi, at that time my mother was pregnant, and she gave birth in the grave, my mother's heartfelt, she said,incidentally, sir January can communicate with subtle creatures, and he is friendly with my mother rukmini, because Rukmini strongly believes in sir January, he then entrust me and januar sir is the one who takes care of me lovingly", I said at length.

"Old man rukmini, what's the doctor's name?", asked the curiously

"his mother was named sukatni and his father was Kasiran ma'am", I answered

"But they didn't consider me his grandson, when I was a kid, 2 went there, but they kicked me out" I said sadly reminiscing about my childhood.

"I'm sorry doctor, if the mother is too curious about the doctor's past to make the doctor sad" said the mother of the jury joined in crying, as if she felt the sadness of the doctor wrongfully

"Mom, I go home first, lsin time to come here again", I said begging for a farewell

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Pov suriati

43 Years ago I felt like I was going to give birth, my stomach was heartburn from last night, and this morning I felt an unrelenting pain and the pain was unbearable

My husband badrun with a banana leaf paddling, penetrating the rain called a child shaman who was in a neighboring village that is the village of umbulkelapa

"Sakiuitt", I groaned in solitude

"hold on mom, while again Mbah wii comes" said badrun

"tuhh, mbah wii has come" said my husband

"Suriati, hold your breath and release, repeat, this will reduce your pain" Mbah wii said

Duuhhh mbah, I can't stand it anymore, my contracted stomach naturally makes me cough, my whole body shakes violently

"Oeek,oeeek oeek", my baby's cry broke the silence

"Alhamdulillah your son was born safely, give the name rukmini", said Mbah wi with a smile.

Mbah wii, immediately bathe the baby and dress him octopus after it is wrapped, my name is in bedong

"Suriati you will I leave first, Badrun bath water is ready" cried Mbah wii

"Yes Mbah, I've prepared everything" replied my husband

A week after Rukmini was born, suddenly he had a heat illness, his blue blue made me and my husband panicked, I carried my baby to the house of Mbah wii with a bicycle with a badrun, he said,apparently there was a sukatmi and Kasiran couple who also brought their baby daughter who was seriously ill as well

"Bah, my baby Tolooong", I shouted

"Enter into the sur room", said Mbah sur

I put my baby in the room, it turns out there is also a sukatmi baby lying on the bed, Mbah wii, lay them in bed.

Strangely we can not enter, the reason why Mbah wii is undergoing a ritual treatment

soon Mbah wii shouted, making us aghast so surprised

"Inna lillahi wa inna ilaihi rojiun,bayimu neninggal suriati" said Mbah wii with a sad face

I hugged my baby and cried as I would, I felt guilty about not being able to protect my baby, my husband rubbed my back

"Patience ma'am, it's the destiny of our child who is only there" said my husband

"Why should my baby go sir" I said still with a still unrelenting cry

That heart also my baby was buried near the house of Mbah wii, according to the request of Mbah wii for reasons we did not know until now.

At that time I actually felt something was wrong on the big rukmini, like my baby did not have a birthmark but when my little baby was bathed, I saw a very large birthmark in the chest and stomach area.

"What father remembers our baby Rukmini" I said to my husband

"Yes ma'am, my father is actually curious and it seems like a big secret to our family will be revealed by the presence of the unjust doctor" said my husband again looking away, as if back to my past.

"that's right sir, zalimah admitted his son rukmini, and his parents rukmini named sukatmi and kasiran, when I remember their baby's name farida" I said keep remembering the past.

"Sir, we should trace first Mbah wii, he is still alive also sukatmi and kasiran but must be subtly so that they do not suspect" I said excitedly

It still feels fresh in my memory of what happened 43 years ago, now feels stretched the way to explore my search, I think my baby was deliberately exchanged for their personal interests

Wait mbahhh.