Hijrah Love Kanaya

Pilgrimed

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Keyla kept silent, bowing her face before Arifin. His hands were so slow just to feed the rice to the mouth, he was so groggy let alone continue to be noticed by Arifin.

"Why?" asked Keyla, continuing to look down. It was as if it was not strong to raise its face.

"No" answered Arifin. He turned his face away and enjoyed his lunch.

Keyla ventured out, she raised her face, and there was something Arifin was hiding. The expression on his face was obvious that he was hiding something.

"Mas, is there a problem?" As Keyla's energy restrained the groggy feeling that kept enveloping her, asking Arifin about what really happened. "But if you don't want to tell a story it's okay. I don't have a problem."

Arifin raised her face again, hesitant to talk, but all must be said before their relationship gets serious.

"Key, if I told you about my past would you be angry?"

Keyla frowned, stopped chewing and completely stopped her lunch by putting a spoon on the plate.

"Whatever your decision will be I will accept it. Want you to be angry or even stay away from me I'm sincere. But, I have to keep telling you, I don't want you to know after we're together and you're gonna get mad at me" Arifin said.

Keyla is getting curious, actually what kind of past Arifin wants to tell. Is it so bad?

"Everybody has a past, Mom. Whether it's Mas Arifin or me, all have a past that's either bitter or sweet."

"But my past is very bad. And actually? Actually I've been married. I also have two children who now I don't know where they are either. My ex-wife took him away." Arifin. His body trembled with a heart that was so agitated while telling a story.

Keyla was silent, her face looked serious. He was so surprised that it turned out that Arifin had such a past. Would he be angry at Arifin for feeling lied to?

"Two children, two wives." Arifin looked down again.

Keyla was so shocked to hear that she was so stunned she was unable to speak.

"I used to be so bad when Kanaya wasn't married. And now, it was Kanaya who had awakened me to be like this."

"I'm sincere with the decision you're going to make for this relationship. Whether you will continue to choose or not, hopefully our relationship will remain good, at least as a working professional. As a partner."

Actually Arifin was unable to speak anymore, seeing the face of Keyla who seemed to start to doubt their relationship.

"If our relationship can still be on the defensive, I just want us to be honest. Living a relationship based on honesty and trust, that's what I want. But if you can't accept my past, I'm sincere. Maybe, it's like this is the end of our relationship, which will end up being friends or just coworkers."

So heavy, but Arifin felt so relieved that there was nothing he was hiding with Keyla anymore. He said it, the next thing, let Keyla decide. And whatever happens, that's the destiny that must be lived.

Keyla was so confused to answer, whether sad or happy but words seemed unable to be said.

"I-i?" Keyla was stuttering. Still making the decision he said. He just liked a man for the first time, he also did not want to choose the wrong partner. But, seeing Arifin's honesty doesn't it indicate that he is serious with her?

Arifin did not want Keyla to know after everything happened and will feel lied to until now he said it.

Arifin stared fixedly at Keyla's face. Between hope but also hope. He can't do much if Keyla doesn't choose him anymore.

"I-i?" Keyla lowered her head in a moment before she spoke again, inhaling a deep breath of air and she exhaled slowly, "I accept all your past, Mas."

Keyla nodded, she appreciates Arifin's past. Even Keyla felt so happy because Arifin was honest from the beginning before everything continued to the next level.

"Thank you, thank you" said Arifin. It felt like hugging Keyla right then and there, but she realized, it was not yet until she could only act enthusiastic.

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"Mas, why did you bring me here?" ask Kanaya. She is shocked when Hazel's car turns out to be stopped in front of a public funeral.

"I, I just want to ask Mr. Dirga's permission to continue his fight to make you happy. Of course with Syifa too."

Degh's!

Just this morning Kanaya also wanted to come for the pilgrimage before their engagement was carried out until the wedding, now Hazel herself invited her. Kanaya's eyes were fixed on Hazel who was smiling.

"Why, do you mind?" ask Hazel. Noticing Kanaya who saw him did not blink.

"No, I just can't believe that Mas Hazel will do this."

"Why not! I can't forget the person who made me meet my soul mate. Mr. Dirga is so meritorious to me, he takes care of you, makes you happy, brings you here until I can finally meet you. Not only that, but Mr. Dirga is also willing to give you to me."

"I'm sorry, that doesn't mean I liken you to something anyone can give you. You are everything to me, I assume Mr. Dirga did not give you to me, but he mandated me to continue the fight alone."

"Is this marriage just a trust from Mas Dirga for Mas?"

"It used to be, but not now. This marriage is based on love, destiny and also, also because you are indeed the soul mate God sent me."

"Your story with Mr Dirga was part of your journey, and you? You are part of my journey."

"I will always pray that you will be a part of my life for the rest of my life. Like Mr. Dirga who only made you his whole life."

So long Hazel spoke.

Every word that came out made Kanaya even more moved, she was so happy.

'Thank you, God, You give me another chance to get the best mate. Thank God, ' Inner Kanaya. Tears began to slowly drip.

"Don't cry in front of me, I don't like it. Even though it's a happy tear I don't want it, if it's forced to come out I won't let your tears fall. It won't." Without permission Hazel wiped Kanaya's tears and made her even happier.

"We're out now?" invite Hazel and Kanaya to nod without answering with a word.

The two went down, and Hazel had also prepared flowers to be sown on Dirga's tomb, as well as a bouquet of flowers.

"Mas, this?" Kanaya doesn't believe, Hazel has everything ready.

"I've prepared this. Come on," Take Hazel again. The two walked and Kanaya was in front.

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