Hijrah Love Kanaya

He needs you

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So happy Hazel is right now. His feet kept swinging steps out of the Kanaya residence after getting what he wanted. His goal will soon be achieved and he can make Kanaya as well as Syifa happy. Hopefully, there will be no more obstacles in the future.

"Alhamdulillah, mama must be very happy." he muttered impatiently to go home soon. Immediately gave the good news to Kristin who was at home waiting for him to come home.

With his bike he came home, smiling and imagining the happiness he would get in a moment. His life will be perfect with the union of him and Kanaya in a sacred bond, the bond of marriage.

The wind continued to blow against him, as if they also knew of Hazel's great happiness.

His heart continues to flowery, to present increasingly enlarged flavors. It was a feeling of love for Kanaya.

"Eventually at last," he said again with great excitement. He was smiling incessantly, he was already very impatient.

If only he could, he would have married Kanaya right now, but he didn't! Everything has to be in a way that has become necessary. All use time can not be instant immediately.

The lights from the car were so clear about his eyes that the car was supposed to be walking next to him but why did it turn towards Hazel, was the driver sleepy? Was the driver intentionally?

Tin tin!

Hazel keeps honking to make the car stop or maybe get back on track but why is it speeding up?

Tinn!

Brak!!

"Akk!" Hazel bounced to the side of the road very hard, while her motorbike was dragged by the car which continued to go fast. Hazel did not realize again after that, even she did not know how she was doing let alone where the bike is now.

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In Kanaya's room now. Quietly thinking about her who suddenly received a proposal from Hazel.

Was he really doing it or was he just dreaming? But there was no way it was just a dream because he was fully conscious.

Looking at all the memorable photos with her late husband, did she really have to forget everything? Did he really have to bury everything deeply along with his disappearance?

Kanaya did look doubtful, but she wasn't sad. Not like when married to the late Dirga who continued to cry.

"I'm sorry, Mom. I can't keep my promise to stay loyal to you. I'm sorry, I said" he said.

His hand moved and took a photo of the nearest one and it was on the nightstand. Looking closely at Dirga's smiling face as if smiling at him.

"Are you smiling up there now? Do you want me to get married again?" said it.

The more fixed Kanaya stared, the memories used to be present again even the promise to be faithful was also re-enacted in his head. But, he also could not ignore the happiness of Syifa, he needed the figure of a father.

Maybe Kanaya can survive on her own until old age, but what about Syifa, will she really not give the opportunity to be able to feel the affection of a father?

He's the same kid as everyone else, he needs the warmth of affection, and the protection of a father, he really needs. Kanaya can't be selfish for too long even though she doesn't actually want to.

"I'm sorry, Mom. Sorry," he's sorry again. He has no power to survive.

Kanaya collapses on the bed with a photo of Dirga, allowing for this time she continues to hug him and let go of the longing before she has to guard Hazel's heart after marriage.

Perhaps, something like this would not happen again when she was legally the wife of Hazel.

"Am I really sincere?" muttered. His eyes were closed but did not sleep, he just closed his eyes as if he wanted to calm down.

It was only a moment when his eyes were closed that there was a wind greeting his face, it felt so cold but so soothing.

Kanaya opened her eyes slowly, she was very surprised to see the man she had just seen from just her picture.

"Mas Dirga?!" kanaya's eyes were rounded, she also immediately sat down to convince what she had seen now.

Kanaya was so incredulous, how could Dirga come to her, there was no way it was real. Is Kanaya just hallucinating?

"Mas" his hand raised, touching the cheek that looked so pale yet radiant. She smiled very sweetly and her hand grabbed Kanaya's hand which was already stuck to the surface of her face.

Chilly. Yep! Dirga's hands felt very cold in Kanaya's hands.

Tears fell on Kanaya, why does it have to be like this again. Why should we meet again? Kanaya feels guilty for accepting Hazel. Is Dirga angry that he's coming?

"Don't cry, keep smiling and be happy" she said.

"Continue your life, and keep smiling. I don't want to see you who are fragile, I want you and Syifa to be happy" she said.

Now switching Dirga's hands that wiped Kanaya's tears that continued to plunge freely, Kanaya closed her eyes, feeling the cold hand greet her face that was soaked in tears.

"Smile, let me see your smile" she asked.

Kanaya smiled small, so small it felt so hard. How can Kanaya smile when a loved one asks her to be happy with another man. How could.

Although her lips were smiling, the tears did not stop either. Kanaya is so fragile at a time like this.

"Come to him, he needs you so much" said Dirga, clearly making Kanaya confused as to who to go to at night like now.

"Whatever happens, keep smiling and happy. Keep fighting for your happiness. I know it's very hard, but this is your path" Dirga said.

Cring...

Just now they were serious in talking Kanaya phone reads, it feels very reluctant to turn to take the phone that is on the nightstand. Kanaya was so afraid that she turned her head and Dirga would leave.

"Are you angry?" kanaya and Dirga asked. "Did I give permission?" Dirga just smiled.

"Mas, why aren't you with me?"

"No, Nay. No. gabe. Take your happiness. You must be sincere, sincere." Only sincere words are always emphasized.

Cring...

"Go, he needs you" said Dirga. The less Kanaya wanted to look, the more she wanted to keep seeing Dirga, the more she missed him.

Kanaya shook her head, she cried more and more until Dirga finally immediately hugged her. Kanaya responded so tightly that her eyes were closed again feeling a longing that was getting healed.

"Go away, she needs you the most." Dirga said.

Kanaya hugged Dirga tighter, unwilling to let go, she did not want to lose. No matter what Dirga meant, he still hugged her tightly.

Cring... Cring...

His phone rang again, and this time it was really very annoying and very noisy. Kanaya opened her eyes, her hands were on top as if hugging but no one in front of her got her hug.

"Mas, mum!" Kanaya kept looking around but Dirga was gone, leaving her as she had been.

"Mass!" kanaya's cry was held together with a cry that was so swift. Realizing that he would not be able to hold it again, he had lost Dirga a long time ago, he would not be able to have it anymore. Can't do.

The crane!

The phone rang again and now Kanaya slowly picked it up, she opened the phone and the name Hazel was written there.

"Ma_ and Hazel?" said confused. Why did Hazel call him on nights like this, but she was only a few hours away from her house.

"Assalamu'alaikum." said.

"Wa'alaikum.. Sorry, is this with the future wife of the owner of this phone?"

Wife-to-be? Kanaya frowned but she was also confused because the one who contacted was a woman, it was also not her mother Kristin's voice.

"I_yes," It's hard to admit.

"I just want to let you know that your future husband is now in the hospital. He had an accident" he said from across the street.

Like being struck by lightning Kanaya's heart. Is this what Dirga meant for him to come to him?

The more tears she has now. Why should this be the way. Kanaya will lose her loved one back as she has.

He always lost the people he loved and loved. First her parents, second Yuan who she thought would be her life companion and turned out to be someone else's companion, then Dirga her husband. Will he lose Hazel too?

"What a test is O Allah" he said amid sobs.

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Seriate...