Hijrah Love Kanaya
The dream desired
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Who would not be saddened by any memory of such a painful past. The past that seemed never to see him, did not even give him a chance to do whatever he should.
Staring at what was in his grasp now could only bring the wound back, and make this dream once knitted together an empty wishful thinking that could never be had.
Kanaya is still grieving even though she has arrived in her room which so many sweet memories with her husband have also changed into night clothes because it is a day that has changed.
Re-engraving all those memories that seem to continue to be attached to every corner and will not be easy to just disappear.
Kanaya wants to be able to remove all those wounds but it is not easy for her to succeed, because every year it will always be like this. Not only every year but every day his sorrow always accompanied him in lonely days without the presence of the husband who was so loved.
"Assalamu'alaikum, Umi. Umi's home?"
"Wa'alaikumsalam, it's dear. Umi had gone home, "" the arrival of Syifa made Kanaya hastily wipe her tears so that the sadness was not seen again by her son.
Hugging such a huge gift given by Dirga, Syifa stepped in and approached Kanaya with a very happy face.
"Umi, look at this doll. He always covered Syifa's line of sight. He didn't want to duck at all" he protested.
Many times Syifa tried to remove the head of the doll from its presence but it always did not succeed because it would always return to its original position.
Hearing the chatter from Syifa just now seemed to be a solace from Kanaya. Suddenly the corner of his lips lifted to smile. Yep! because only Syifa is able to do that so that makes Kanaya immediately forget about his suffering.
"Here let the doll be with Umi," Kanaya approached Syifa who walked closer so slowly because she was very afraid if she fell due to her eyes that could not see towards the foot stepping.
"No way, Umi. This is Syifa's doll" she said as if to hide the doll behind her but to no avail.
"Alright, Umi will not ask it is indeed a doll has Syifa," finally Kanaya let the doll remain with Syifa Kanaya just holding her arm to be able to lead her.
After arriving at the bedside Kanaya immediately lifted the child's small body up and managed to climb up and sit on the bed after Kanaya came to sit facing him.
"Did Syifa really like her dolls?" ask Kanaya.
Syifa immediately nodded very quickly, she looked very happy with the gift because she had never let go.
Kanaya smiled, Syifa is very fond of any doll especially with a large doll like this and with a color that matches her favorite color.
"It's late at night, Syifa want to bob with Umi or bob alone in Syifa's room?"
"Syifa can be stuck with Umi, right? this is Umi and Abi's room, who knows Syifa's dream in Abi's embrace as well."
Kanaya gasped, she thought her son had forgotten his wish at the tomb and it turned out that it was still in his memory.
"Hem, amen," Kanaya was unable to speak anymore. He can only guarantee that his hope will be realized.
Thousands of Kanaya prayed since her husband died to meet again, and in the garden she met even though in the end there was someone else. But Syifa? will he also be able to meet his Abi_ even if it is only for a moment?
Canaya led Syifa to break down and she followed him, embracing Syifa who also hugged her doll next to the other.
"Pray first darling," asked Kanaya.
"Abi, meet Syifa yes. Just hug and kiss Syifa once. Amen," he said. The two palms instantly swept clean of his own face and now turned to hug Kanaya tightly leaving the puppet behind her.
'Mas, you came to me are you not going to come in Syifa's dream? fulfill his wish, fulfill this simple dream, Mas. Come, hug him and kiss him as he wishes, ' Kanaya hoped inwardly.
His hand hugged Syifa who was so enthusiastic to close her eyes immediately because she wanted to be able to meet her Abi_ as soon as possible.
As the hope that came in Kanaya's heart continued to kiss Syifa's forehead incessantly, hoping that her Abi_ would also come and do the same as her to make Syifa happy.
Before long the breath of Syifa was regular means he was asleep. But Kanaya? she could not sleep at all because she remembered all the words she had heard from the stranger, Hazel.
How she came back so useless as a wife that she did not even know when her husband had chemotherapy treatment and how many times. He really doesn't know.
It has been five years, it should have been a very long time and can also be forgotten but it turns out? it's not that easy for Kanaya to forget.
"How can you say that to someone else, Mas," Kanaya murmured.
Can't believe her husband loved her so much but told her that to someone else and asked another man to do something inappropriate.
Even if it is just to wipe away tears, shouldn't it be? even in foreign men who are not in the same faith as them.
"Why did you do that, Mas," still Kanaya did not believe.
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"Ziana is absolutely outrageous. Not married yet, he's acting like a wife" muttered Hazel, who had just entered her room.
From earlier she persuaded Ziana to go home immediately but she came home after nightfall, just now. Even earlier he did not want to go home because he wanted to sleep there, explained Hazel refused.
"But not just being a wife, the behavior has gone too far how about really being a wife?"
"I don't think, how could I have fallen in love with a woman like her."
Hazel violently slammed her own body on her bed, of course with a heart that is still cobbled.
A moment of Hazel's memory replayed the incident earlier this afternoon. Stranger, jutek, cold woman who turns out to be the wife of her patient.
All those years he's been searching just for the sake of unresolved religion and now? Hazel smiled because her trust had been fulfilled according to what had been in the week.
"I have done it, sir. It's gone now" he said.
"May you be calm in nature there and may what your wife wishes you can do" he murmured.
For a moment Hazel fell silent in a daydream before she completely closed her eyes and went to sleep.
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