Hijrah Love Kanaya

Apprehension

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It will not be easy to get the heart and trust of Kanaya. It feels very difficult especially in the heart of Kanaya is still stored will the late husband who he loved so much. Although Hazel was not willing to give up at all, her love was as great as her determination to be happy.

Being able to be a protector, being able to be a friend can also be anything that Kanaya might lose in her life after this long time.

"I'll prove it, I don't want to just be said pretentious but no effort. I'll prove the real effort." he murmured.

Hazel stared fixedly at an object in front of her in her practice room in the hospital, fortunately, he was still in the break so he could think about the steps he would take after he prayed in the mosque and also had lunch.

For those who know, actually Hazel's seriousness is very big. He continued to try to get closer to Kanaya and Syifa as well as all his family, moreover he wanted to change his faith just for Kanaya alone.

Hazel desperately wants ease for her relationship with Kanaya. With faith, there will be no more major problems if God wills.

It used to be her determination just to keep the promise and trust of her late husband, but now? now he really wanted to do it because he was really in love with Kanaya. Very love.

Tok tok!

The sound of the door being knocked from outside, Hazel immediately realized also immediately saw. Who came and turned out...

"Ma" call Hazel a little with her face. Why did Kristin come to the hospital?

"Kok keep here, you don't take lunch breaks?" ask Kristin. He stepped up and sat on the chair in front of Hazel.

His gaze was always reassuring, it could always make Hazel comfortable. Always warm and makes Hazel always want to be with her mother especially if there is a problem.

"Hazel's resting, Ma. So why did you come, is there a problem?" tanyakanya.

Kristin nodded quickly. "Mama misses you so much, son. Can't you if mom comes?"

"May, Ma. It's just the tumben."

"Hem, mama has come to the house but you are not there. Not just once, but several times. Mama found it very difficult to meet you" said Kristin Pilu. It was obvious that he missed his son very much.

"Ma, why, is there a problem?" Hazel was astonished, not like Kristin usually is like this.

"No," again Kristin shook her head not confessing or indeed not there and just really missed her son.

"Son, is it true that papa said, are you a Muslim now?"

"Hem, yes, Ma. Hazel decided to become a Muslim, Ma. Will you also oppose Hazel?"

"That's your choice, son. Everyone has their own choices in life. As long as it's a good change your mom will always support you" Kristin replied confidently.

So great was Kristin's sincerity, she was right in supporting Hazel but why was there a tinge of sadness in Kristin's eyes?

"Ma, be honest with Hazel."

"There's nothing, son. Oh yeah, can you sleep in your house for a few days?" kristin's permission.

It's becoming clear that there's a problem that Kristin is hiding, is she having a problem with Hazel's dad? could be the hell.

"Why should you let me, Hazel's house is your house too, right? Mama can sleep even stay at Hazel's house, Hazel will be very happy even."

Kristin smiled, her grief was hidden from her child who looked very curious but no longer wanted to ask, maybe she wanted to give time for Kristin to tell her own story.

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Can't Kanaya continue to lament the events that have passed, she must be able to return to her original state. Being a strong Kanaya and being able to quickly forget about a very severe problem.

It was not just his own life that he had to think about, but there were many lives. His son, his two in-laws were also all employees who needed him most.

"Nay, are you okay?" ask Arifin. He enters Kanaya's room with a file that needs Kanaya's signature.

"Alhamdulillah Mas's. Kanaya is fine," she replied, smiling, even though she was so small, it felt heavy.

"Alhamdulillah. Oh yeah, here's a file that needs your signature." Arifin immediately thrust the file.

Arifin sat down, staring fixedly at Kanaya's face which was already better now than it was a few days ago.

"Nay, what do you think of Hazel?"

"meaning?" Kanaya turns to look at Arifin and leaves her file. His gaze was filled with curiosity as to what Arifin was actually asking.

"I mean. Hazel, what do you think?"

"Okay." she replied briefly.

"Are you not willing to accept his love?"

Just now Kanaya wanted to focus on Arifin's file again asked and her question greatly stunned her in a moment.

"Nay, it's time for you to move on with your life. Hazel's a good man, she's also very responsible. And most importantly, she loves Syifa as well as you."

"Do you know how worried he was when you were in trouble yesterday? he's like a crazy person." explained Arifin.

Kanaya was still stunned but now did not look towards Arifin. He thought and was very confused about everything. Does he really have to accept it?

"I'm sure Dirga won't let you be like this. He must want you to be happy."

"I'll think, Mas." replied Kanaya.

There was a slight sense of relief in Arifin's heart, at least Kanaya was willing to think things through.

"It's not just Dirga who wants you to be happy and Syifa too, but everything! we'd love to see you happy."

"Hem," Kanaya gave a small nod.

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Stunned Kanaya in her room, staring at the darkness of the night from the window that was still open to make the night wind freely greet her.

Imagining and thinking about past memories, and also thinking about the way after now if he really accepts Hazel in his life.

"Is that true?" muttered.

His heart continued to fight in such a deep sense of fear. All obviously he had to consider and he had to think about, there was no way he could take a decision for granted.

There were so many stars but no night animals at all and it felt so quiet and there was only Kanaya alone in her solitude.

Just a gust of wind that greeted me softly and felt increasingly made his face cold.

"Shall I pray istharah?" mumbling again.

It is very difficult to be able to do hijrah in his love. The love that was so great for her late husband and had to move on to someone else, it wasn't easy.

"O Allah, give me the answers that come from You, not just what I want." - Kanaya.

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Seriate...