Hi Kahi, I Still Love You

60.

Kahi leaned his back slowly on the head of the bed. One hand stroked his big belly. One more hand held her phone, which was displaying a photo of her with Haki.

He breathed long. He looked at the photo with a wistful eye. "I can't go back to you. Even if you say you didn't betray me. I gave up on our relationship. I've remembered how painful it's been for almost 20 years" he said.

Flashbacks

"why did you decide to stay at the front door"

Quite a moment of silence. They both look at each other. And finally Haki dared himself to touch Kahi's hand.

"i'll keep trying to get you again. I love you so much, I can't live without you. I want to raise our son with you. I'm really sorry I didn't fight for you first"

"please give me a chance, Hi. I'll give you all mine. I will give all my world to you. Trust me. I never betrayed you that night" she said in a trembling voice.

Kahi took off Haki's hand which was grasping her palm. He hid both his hands under the table. Realizing that, Haki did not give up.

"i beg. Give me another chance. You can ask anything to prove that everything I say is really sincere, Hi"

Kahi got up from his seat. He clutched tightly onto the back of the chair he was sitting in. "you know where the door is, get out of here, right now. I really want a break" Kahi said coldly. He went to his bedroom door. Open the door, then close it hard after he enters.

After hearing the footsteps and the sound of the door opening then closed. I sat down on the floor slowly. He stroked his big belly with his shoulders shaking violently.

Flashback off

"you will live in regret forever" Kahi closed his eyes tightly. Her tears fell freely on her cheeks.

*

In a very dark room. Haki sat on the floor. His back is on the side of the bed. His shoulders kept moving up and down.

One hand clutching a baby's clothes, she also hugged a photo of Kahi's fetal USG she got from Lia. The sound of his sobbing sounded very poignant.

After being satisfied crying, Haki washed his face in the sink. Both of his hands gripped the edge of the sink. "the father won't give up until your mother gives papa a chance"

*

Every morning and night Haki would say hello, also preparing some food for Kahi. Although sometimes he has to be disappointed because Kahi refused the food he made.

Or if it was daytime, he would visit the cafe. Takes all the work with him at the cafe until the night before. Check reports or sometimes meetings with important people there. Kahi can't stop him, as long as he keeps ordering food and drinks.

His efforts were quite successful, as he could keep an eye on Kahi at close range. Although sometimes he has to be more patient in dealing with Kahi's cold attitude.

Time goes by very fast. Kahi's stomach is getting bigger. It is now entering its ninth month. The Kahi movement is also getting slower. As if I didn't want anything bad to happen to Kahi and his son. Haki continued to stick wherever the pregnant mother went.

While Kahi who was already very disturbed by the presence of the man. Deliberately called Haki to enter his study this afternoon. When he no longer meets with others.

"please stop following me. People will think strangely of us. I can do anything myself" Kahi said in a slightly high tone when Haki had just sat down.

"i don't want to take any chances. I'll keep following you. Anywhere. Please don't ban me. I also contribute, if it concerns your safety" Haki refused no less loudly.

"but, they think you're an overprotective husband" she argued.

"i'm an overprotective husband"

"but you're not my husband. Not my brother either. Not brother. Especially bodyguards. From this very second, please stop following me. Please leave in front of me" he shouted.

When his leg was on the first floor, he suddenly felt a terrible pain in his hip. Also the clear liquid that came out without him feeling, also surprised him. Kahi endured the pain until he sat on the floor.

"aaaggggrrrh "

Some of the visitors who saw him groaned in pain. Quickly swarmed her, including Ika who was instantly reminded of Haki. He quickly climbed the stairs to the third floor. Where is Haki now.

"sir, Mba Kahi sir" Ika shouted in the doorway with a panicked face. Haki who had not understood Ika's words, quickly caught up with Kahi's employee.

*

His steps stopped because of the voices of several people. Then he went down the stairs again. And from the end of the stairs Haki could see clearly, some people who were helping Kahi stood up. He quickly climbed down the stairs, then grabbed Kahi's small body into his carry.

Helped by Ika, Haki stuffed Kahi in pain in her stomach. "patiently for a moment, I'll take you to the hospital now" she said gently, trying to calm Kahi who was still screaming in pain.

"you follow" he ordered Ika who was panicking next to his car. "good sir" Ika said obediently.

He went crazy because of the traffic jammed in front of him. Especially seeing how Kahi endured her pain. Screaming loudly, even to the point of clutching Ika's arm.

"why should it get stuck anyway. Come quickly" he said with a huff. His eyes glanced at the middle rearview mirror, to see the condition of Kahi. Just like before, the woman was still groaning in pain. Even Ika has become a material to be scratched and pulled for Kahi's hand.

His hand pressed the horn of his car long ago, already many times he sounded. "aaaggggrrrh, fast Ki" Kahi screams that again made him panic.

"patience Hi. In a minute, yeah"

*

Haki stopped his car right in front of the IGD door. He himself immediately lifted Kahi's body. Take him into the IGD room. Letting Ika catch up with him by running.

"sister, doctor. Please save my wife" he shouted as he entered the IGD room.

Two nurses near her approached Haki. Then direct Haki to take Kahi to the patient's bed, "please over here sir" pinta one of the nurses.

Haki grabbed her short hair. He also bit his lower lip strongly. His brain is completely screwed right now. The feeling of anxiety mixed with panic made him nervous.

"aaaggggrrrh, sick" Kahi's screams made him even more upset. "excuse me, I'm the doctor ma'am. You have to stay calm. We will try our best" said the doctor who just came. "please save him the doctor" ask the doctor. "definitely sir, you help me pray"

"you can wait outside, sir. Please leave room for the doctor to do his job" the nurse prevented him from seeing Kahi.

With a heavy heart Haki left Kahi, along with the doctors and nurses who were handling him. "how could Kahi, sir" asked Ika no less anxious. Haki was just silent, he chose to sit in the waiting chair.

*

"the family of patient Kahila Julie" called a nurse standing in the doorway of the delivery room. "me, sister" she replied as she approached the nurse.

"we've been trying to help patients give birth normally. The patient's condition is declining. Therefore we have to take surgical steps to remove your baby" explained the nurse.

"please do your best, Sus. I'll pay anything for it. I beg you"

"we will do our best, sir. But there's one problem we need to tell you. Most likely, only one of them could survive"

Suddenly his feet went numb. Haki sat on the floor with tears in his eyes. "please save my wife" he said.