Hi Kahi, I Still Love You

3.

"are you married?"

The sentence kept coming back as if unwilling to let Kahi sleep, it had been six hours since the question was received. Even though he was in his comfortable room just drowsiness had not suffered it. He should not have gone and waited for another question from the man, which now made him unable to sleep.

Already since then the brother-in-law terrorized him with a door that he never responded. It felt like his entire body was unable to wake up even though his eyes had yet to rest. He had to give up with his heart again, but he was afraid that the events of 19 years ago would bring him buried with disappointment again.

Dor dor dor

"hihi county, aunty hihi"

Dor dor dor

The typical voice of the cheerful toddler he knew once, his adorable nephew always called him with "HiHi".

Huuffff, I'm not a hihi but a kahi

Want him to scream like that at the adorable toddler who was still banging on his door. With a little strength left he slowly stepped towards the door of his room to open the lock and slowly pull the door lever, to show the nephew who laughed cheerfully showing his teeth being held by the mother.

"sorry hi, lu diem bae hehehe"

Said lia with a whimper of his has,

" why mba? " tanya kahi while walking back towards her queen size mattress. Intended to go back to sleep but the next sound managed to stop the movement of the hand that was pulling the blanket to cover his legs.

" i heard you met Haki huh? You're good, right? Mas juan told me when he saw you again sitting together Haki. Mas juan said, he had met Haki several times at Rs. Haki also said he really wanted to meet ama lu, but mas juan gk never gave a response to doi. Mas juan want to know how you feel Hi, he gk dare to go to you because he is afraid you are still disappointed. So I'm the one... "

*Ah wait, what was that? Mba Lia never talked seriously to me right.

" it's ok*, mba. I'm doing fine. "

" uh but,... "

" i just want to sleep mba, please yes"

Now the perfect forehead is already in the blanket leaving only the tip of his head that pokes out. Not wanting to disturb the sister-in-law again with a little disappointed Lia came back out of Kahi's room while holding Juna.

" let's Juna let aunty bobo yeah, Juna play with mom ok"

"ok ok" the sound of Juna's laughter accompanied them out of the room.

*

It has been a week since the new year's night that keeps me from sleeping all day, he is still being preoccupied by the annual report he just checked. A day in his study was struggling with a laptop and sheets of paper forgetting lunch and dinner. Timely showing at 20:00 someone knocked on the door of his room, telling him that someone was looking for him and waiting for him. Kahi stretches a little because he sits too long.

"who's yar? "

" mba guy, so cute"

"near the glass mba, the make suit item"

"thank ya"

Kahi slowly approached a man who was sitting behind him, a few more steps he reached the table. The musk scent of expensive brand perfume wafted around the man. Kahi frowned like no stranger to the scent of this perfume.

" you looking for me? " question me politely when standing next to the man who is still looking at the glass to see the atmosphere of the night outside.

After the man turned to Kahi, time seemed to stop beating because the sharp eyes locked the kahi.

Both of them were equally silent in place, no one started a sound. Kahi seemed to be angry at himself, how could he look like this. The shadow on the glass shows his shoulder hair that looks like a lion because of his actions several times he had to scratch his hair while thinking. Now he curses himself again for not thinking of meeting this man again after a week has passed.

" ahem, so what's up? " kahi ventured to ask after being tired of having to keep quiet. The man before him grabbed the coffee glass and sipped it slowly.

" are you still angry? "

" what's up? Please speak frankly."

Kahi looks start to be annoyed if someone is not directly on the problem even as if stalling for time.

"i'm still waiting for you to forgive me, Hi. "

Haki clasped his hands tightly under the table,

Just this time he was nervous just to talk to a woman. Especially women who for years harbored feelings of disappointment in him. He had been looking for this woman for years and accidentally met her at a new year's party held by his college friends. Thanks to Bianca's help he was able to speak at that time. But he hadn't seen the other questions he asked in a long time. He regretted it all night. Now he was again faced with the woman again why it was as if his tongue was stiff.

Again no one started a voice between them, both busy with their own thoughts.

The dark night outside became darker with the rain suddenly falling down. The sky seemed to understand how two humans were spilling disappointment on their own hearts.

"Baehaki Subekti, I press it again. Since you last let me down, that means no more apologies for you. Now you can leave this cafe with your guilt. "

" excuse me"

This is right, you have to make him aware. You're very disappointed because of him

Kahi went back up the stairs leaving Haki who rubbed his face rough. Scrambled his coarse hair and went back to being silent in his study.

Sitting on the floor next to the sofa where he used to rest, bend his knees and hide his head on his knees with both hands. Letting his heart once again be selfish, many times he confirmed that his attitude was right.

While Haki, he went from his seat to pay the coffee bill that he ordered and rushed out through the rain that still fell heavily towards his car that was stuck in front of the cafe.

No matter the gazes of the people who were shading in front of the cafe terrace when they saw him break through the heavy rain without an umbrella. His head was full of more regret than before. Arriving at his car he immediately turned on and pressed the gas so hard that it made people grumble in surprise.

In a state of chaos haki is still driving his car fast. Luckily the streets were deserted because of heavy rain, if it was not possible since he left the cafe parking lot he would hit other motorists.