Hi Kahi, I Still Love You

41.

Haki stood steadily in front of Juan's mansion. While Kahi is still sitting in the car, with Haki's big jacket. The woman looks smaller, thanks to Haki's jacket. Kahi who has been crying ever since. Rejecting her good intentions that will drive her home, Kahi insists that she continue to be with him.

Haki pressed Juan's doorbell several times, until the owner of the house came with a hostile face. "The forehead is in the car, bang" quickly Juan walks past himself who is still standing in front of the gate.

"let's go down" with a single pull of Kahi's small body fell on Juan. "branch" Kahi tried to take off Juan's hand. While Haki just let Juan pull Kahi into his house. He had no right to prevent Juan from doing that.

"sorry Hi, I'm leaving" after they disappeared behind the door, he turned around and walked towards the car earlier. Back in the back seat, let the oline taxi driver take him away. To go home to his house.

Arriving at the house he had built with all his efforts all this time. The house he prepared for the woman he loved. But his hope is really over. It can no longer be repaired. Haki massaged his forehead, feeling the dizziness in his head. He is now completely free from Juan's demands. He plans to stay away from Kahi's life.

**

It's been more than a week Kahi can not get out of the house, his life is like confined. He was even limited to only communicating with his employees.

But somehow suddenly today Juan allowed himself out of the house. Performing activities as usual, without control of his or her employees.

Kahi suddenly ran out of the house, still in his sleeping pajamas he headed for Haki's house. Not far from her sister's house. He banged on the gate, also pressed the bell many times, but no one came out to meet him.

"Haki, it's me. Come on out" he just kept shouting calling the name of the house owner's man. But still no one said it. "mba, the police have moved" the screams of someone made Kahi turn towards the person.

"move, when yes sir" he asked a beakbaya man who was walking towards him. "two days ago, this house also wanted to be sold mba" the man pointed at the large writing on the corner of the fence. A slight pain in his chest knowing that Haki was avoiding him.

"father knows where to move" the man shook his head. "i don't know much, mba. The police moved too hurriedly" he replied.

"yes sir, thank you. I went home first" although disappointed, at least Kahi already knew that the man no longer lived in the house.

He went back into his room, took his bag and his cell phone. Quickly run down the stairs again. Without saying goodbye to the people at home. Kahi went to the nearest stop. Sitting among the bus passengers that morning.

**

Once again he had to be disappointed, his last hope was only in the cheque man in front of him. Who was putting on a confused face. "he moved, why" Kahi shook his head, then chose to turn around. Leaving behind the Ikal that still looked confused was also anxious.

"where are you going" Ikal overtook Kahi's move. "i want to go, Haki. Sir" he said slowly.

"you know where to go. Or you know where his family is" Ikal asked.

"i don't remember anything about Haki, I just know we used to love each other. Maybe even now, I still love him. But stupidly I was, I lost all my memory" Kahi's voice rattled and raspy.

Along the way, he was silent. His eyes straight out the bus window. While her eyes were incessantly shedding tears, she would occasionally wipe away her tears. But then she kept crying.

Until in front of his cafe which is still closed, Kahi still cried without a sound. His hands were busy opening the cafe door, but his eyes seemed unfocused. His attempt to open the door is usually easy, somehow it becomes more difficult.

He seemed to have no strength, his body fell down right in front of the cafe door. Fortunately, no one saw him in such a situation. He's really fucked up. With a limp Kahi got back up, then his hands were busy looking for the key in his bag.

Again, I don't know if he's been grumbling a few times. The key to the cafe that he would normally find was now like he was looking for a needle in a haystack. Like impossible.

Upset, Kahi throws her sling bag at the door. Until making the contents in the bag scattered. He sat down at the door of the cafe. His hand squeezed the shirt on his left chest. The eyes that had been dry, now water again.

"Kahi, you're doing here" Ria got off the bike, then came running. With her husband who also came down. Kahi looked up, looking at the friend and chef in the cafe with tears.

"let's go in first" was helped by Ria who cleared him to stand up. While Ria's husband opened the door of the cafe with a spare key belonging to Ria. Eventually Kahi was able to get inside the cafe with a bit of drama.

"Ri, I'm leaving right away" Ria nodded her head accompanying the husband's departure. After her husband left, Ria immediately took water for Kahi.

*

"what is it, why are you so ruined. You're even still wearing sleeping pajamas" Ria pointed at the clothes she was wearing. Following the direction of Ria's index finger, she also saw the clothes she was wearing. "i forgot, Ri. I haven't taken a shower" hearing Kahi's words, Ria shut her nose.

"haaahh" Kahi opened her mouth, then directed her breath towards Ria . Who immediately got a reply from Ria on his arm. "soot, take a shower first" Ria's hand pushed her back. He was half standing from his seat.

"haaaah" once again Kahi rewarded her best friend with a breath, which made Ria furiously hit her shoulder.

"from earlier cry, now even a prank. Your mood changes quickly" said Ria.

"sorry, I need some more entertainment" Kahi said. He quickly moved to the third floor. "strange man" screams from Ria did not even stop his steps, to avenge the scorn from Ria.

He was very tired, after crying. Looks like he does need some entertainment, or rather a vacation. Kahi rested herself on the sofa, her hand touching the sofa slowly. He recalled the last time the two of them fell asleep together on this sofa.

It did not feel like his eyes were heating up again, and could no longer hold back the tears that had accumulated. He came back crying, this time with sobs that could no longer be held back. Several times Kahi had to close his mouth, preventing his crying voice from coming out.

But his efforts were in vain, his one hand hitting his chest softly. He felt a great pain in that part. I don't know what kind of love Haki left for her. Until he can be like this. Even with Gemma he's not like this.

Meanwhile, Ria lowered her hand. He was about to knock on Kahi's door. But after hearing the crying voice of his best friend, he undoes his intentions. Ria turned around, a little unsure of leaving Kahi alone. But then he stayed down to return to his own room. Leaving Kahi who was crying so pitifully alone.