Hi Kahi, I Still Love You

54.

Here Haki is now. In front of the door was the number 2000. His palm touched the door long ago. Her tears came out earlier. It was as if he could channel his guilt into that closed door.

His clenched hand was about to knock on the door, but then he pulled it again. Haki sighed. He looked up, preventing the clear liquid from falling back.

With great effort he was finally able to find where Kahi was. But everything seemed to not give him a chance. A chance to correct his mistakes. The man brusquely wiped away the tears that kept falling on his cheeks.

Haki slowly turned around, his feet stepping away from where he was standing earlier. Stomping, he walked to his car. Then get in the car. Then she was no longer able to hold back her cries anymore. Haki wept bitterly as he slumped his face over the folds of his hands at the wheel of the car.

His guilt can no longer be repaired. Now Kahi is pregnant with her fetus. But that woman would definitely not take it back. He's really confused.

For a long time she kept crying, until a knock on her car windshield distracted her. From where he sat, Haki could clearly see who was knocking on the windshield.

He quickly opened the car door. Then he could see clearly if the woman standing in front of him was smiling at him. Like a dream to him, Haki stepped quickly towards the woman. Hugged him tightly, peeked at his forehead long ago. "forgive me, Hi. I'm sorry" he said.

*

They both decided to move to a nearby restaurant. According to the woman's will, Haki had not spoken since they entered the restaurant. Haki continued to smile in front of Kahi who was actually putting on a flat face.

I ordered food for both of them. Kahi was busy looking out the glass of the restaurant, as if he did not want to look at Haki. While Haki sighed, he did not know what to start a conversation with. "sorry Hi"

"how did you know I lived here" a question that he also knew the answer to, but as if his mouth was hard to say.

"listen to me carefully, Haki. If you know the truth about me, I beg you this will be the last time we meet" he said flatly.

Haki swallowed his saliva with difficulty. She dared herself to look right in Kahi's eyes. "doesn't I have to take responsibility" Haki asked cautiously.

Kahi shook his head quickly, "i never asked you to take responsibility" Kahi said arrogantly. Haki clenched both of his hands tightly after hearing the remark from the woman.

"he's my son, one day he'll ask about me. And also will definitely need me" he said with a hardened jaw.

"he'll never need you, as long as I'm by his side" Kahi reached into his wallet, then placed the money on the table. Without waiting for the ordered food to come, Kahi immediately exited the restaurant leaving Haki who was very upset with her.

He kept walking quickly back to his apartment unit. Kahi doesn't want Haki to come back after him. She had already taken pains to forget about Haki by focusing on her pregnancy.

He could also accept the painful reality that had happened to him. But just then Ria told herself that Haki was looking for her. His heart was slightly touched by Haki's effort of willingly waiting for days at the cafe.

But on the one hand he was afraid that his heart would hurt again. Kahi wiped her rough tears as she entered the elevator.

He hurriedly pressed the button to the floor where he lived. But a hand stopped the elevator door. Haki stood up with a very red face. He gets into the same elevator as Kahi. Then with a single lift, the woman's body was already in her trunk.

While Kahi was very surprised when his body was lifted by Haki. "what do you want to do" he shouted while trying to release himself from Haki's arms.

"how many access codes" asked Haki quickly. "well, why are you asking that" Haki actually tightened the hand that supported his small body.

"tell or we'll stay like this" Kahi shook his head quickly but then nodded. "i'm the one who opened the door. You can lower my body" he persuaded while looking at the man's face.

"you can do that, without having to get down from my sling" Haki said firmly. No longer wanting to refute Haki's words, Kahi finally pressed the code to enter his room.

Instead of taking Kahi down, Haki continues to take the woman to the dining table. Then put Kahi on the dining table.

Like being in his own home. Haki unpacked the plastic bag he was carrying earlier. Then move the food onto the plate.

"eat, you bought it. So now you have to eat" Haki ordered as he thrust out a plate filled with food next to Kahi.

"yes, I'll eat it. You better get out now. It's late at night" he said, trying to get off the table.

"eat, I'll come out after watching you finish your meal" Haki said as he sat himself down. "yes. I'm gonna eat. You eat too" he said in annoyance.

The two of them were enjoying a quiet late-night meal. No one starts to make a sound, they are too busy with the contents of their heads.

After finishing his meal, Kahi immediately cleaned his former plate and Haki's plate. While the man was staring at Kahi's back with a soft heart. He stepped closer to the body of the woman who was still doing the dishes.

His hand slipped until it coiled in Kahi's stomach. A sudden embrace made Kahi surprised. "please let go" her door was flat. "for a while, just for a moment" Pinta Haki while putting her chin on Kahi's shoulders.

Kahi can feel the warm breath that sweeps the ears up to part of his face. He swallowed his saliva slowly. Feel the flow of electricity running throughout his body. He once denied, no longer loved the man who was now embracing him. But at this moment, his heart said otherwise.

His heart beats irregularly. He closed his eyes. Then reopen it. Both of his hands placed a clean plate on the shelf. Then he turned off the water.

Kahi took off Haki's hand which was touching her soft belly. He twisted his body without taking off Haki's hand. His head looked up to look at Haki's bead eyes.

"go home. I will not change my decision. I'm not gonna ask you to take responsibility. I can raise him myself. You can go back without guilt now" he said gently.

"let me take responsibility, Hi. I can't let you raise her alone. I can't live without you"

*

The rain suddenly fell very hard. Not making the man's footsteps stop, he continued to break through the rain until he reached the side of his car.

Haki leaned against the door of his car. His head looked up, letting rain water massage his face. The longer his body fell to the side of his car.