Hi Kahi, I Still Love You

51.

Haki sat on the floor while looking at Kahi's wedding dress attached to the props statue. It should have been their wedding day, if only he hadn't let the woman down again.

Chequelek

Karin who was standing in the doorway of her room, only let out a long sigh. He always refused to eat and went to the office. Be his cousin's brother who has to take care of all the office affairs as well as the Haki hotel.

"want until when you keep going, Ki. Hotel same office need you. It's been five days, Ki. If you don't want to go to the office, at least you have to eat. Don't torture yourself, Ki" Karin tries to get him to talk.

But even though Karin had tried to persuade herself, she did not want to leave her bedroom. "Ki, you eat first" Karin grabbed a bowl of porridge on the nightstand. Then scoop up the porridge for him.

"gue is not hungry, Rin. I have to apologize to her, I can't live without Kahi, Rin" Haki continued muttering saying the same words over and over again.

"it's okay to see him, but now you have to eat. If he knows your condition is rich gini. He will actually hate you even more, Ki" Karin who can no longer hold back his anger, yelling in front of his cousin sister.

After saying so Karin exited Haki's room with watery eyes. He quickly returned to the hotel. Give each manager a task, then go again by driving his car.

*

Another case with Kahi that actually looks okay now. Even Lia and Juan were astonished by the change of the younger brother.

She became a workaholic woman, always working in a cafe from morning until late at night. It was as if he wanted to bury his pain with busy work. The curious Lia was confused, how could Kahi quickly forget the problem. Unlike two years ago, when Haki left her.

"you're the one he's fine with, mas. I'm worried about Kahi" she asked her husband who had just returned from the hospital. "for a while we don't ask him that. He's been hurt enough. If we continue to worry about him, Kahi is getting drowned in a sea of wounds" Juan replied as he sat himself on the edge of the bed.

"yes, it was then. I'm ready for dinner first yes" Juan nodded in agreement with the wife's words. After Lia came out of the room, it was now she who thought of her sister. It's seven o'clock in the night, but Kahi hasn't come home yet.

**

Day by day, change by week. This was already the fourth week after a very disappointing incident for him. To be honest he had not forgotten the man, only that he did not want to remember the pain anymore.

This morning is not like the usual morning, he always woke up early. This time he refused to get out of bed. Even at seven in the morning, he was still wrapped in a blanket.

He forced himself out of bed, out of sudden hunger, "i was so hungry" he said with a hand stroking his stomach. Kahi walked slowly down the stairs to the kitchen.

"good morning everyone" he said to the house occupants who were having breakfast. "good morning" they replied simultaneously.

"kok tumben, today you wake up late" asked Lia while feeding her first child. "well, maybe because it's too tired" he said later.

"hmmm, the pancakes are delicious. Can be spent" he pointed at the plate filled with pancakes. Lia and Juan nodded in confusion. "yey, pancakes welcome into my mouth" he said happily.

Lia looked at the husband, asking for an answer from his sister's strange demeanor. Juan just put his shoulders together.

After devouring the pancakes, Kahi felt his stomach nauseous. He slowly moved to his room again, holding back from spewing out his entrails in front of the person who was having breakfast. After arriving inside the room, he was no longer able to endure the nausea in his stomach.

Hoek hoek

"i think I ate too much pancakes. Now my stomach hurts" he pressed his stomach slowly, then carefully walked back to bed. And spread his body that began to feel excessive fatigue.

*

Kahi's nausea gets worse every morning. But then it disappeared after noon. He just thought maybe because of his fatigue that makes his stomach always nauseous in the morning.

But today it feels very tired, also nausea that does not disappear makes him have to lie down continuously in his study. "lu sure do not want to see a doctor" asked Ria when checking the condition of kahi.

Kahi nodded slowly, trying to sit down. Then his hand grabbed a glass glass filled with hot chocolate. "i just need a break, then also better" he said after sipping a little hot chocolate.

"but instead of it from morning huh, you have a stomachache" Kahi nodded once. "try to see the doctor, who knows how severe Hi" Ria's advice for him.

"hmm, then. I want to rest first" Kahi back lying down. "yes I'm back in the pantry. If you need anything to say the same to me" said Ria. Kahi just waved slowly, accompanying Ria's departure. He again tried to close his eyes, it felt like Kahi was really very tired.

*

The next day, once in the morning Kahi was nauseous. Turn back to the bathroom just to spit out the yellow liquid. Until he made her frown. The bitter taste mixed with pain in his throat was excruciating to him.

His hand accidentally nudged the desk calendar over the nightstand next to the bathroom door. He crouched down to pick up that calendar. Then at a glance he saw the date that crossed the red marker.

Not that I should've come months ago huh. It's a week late.

Kahi put the calendar back on the nightstand. Then he walked to the bed to continue to lay down his body.

But unfortunately because of the calendar, Kahi did not close his eyes. He recalled that night in the house. What we did was unsecured, he kept remembering the events of the night. "it's impossible, I have to make sure of this" he told himself.

*

The next night after returning home from the cafe, he stopped for a while at the pharmacy not far from the cafe. Although he had to undo his intention to buy a pregnancy test kit. But he wanted to make sure his guess was wrong. So after ten minutes of silence in the car driven by Mr. Urip. He decided to get out of the car.

Wearing a mask to cover his face, so that no one would recognize him. He finally got what he wanted. Then get back in the car.

The next morning, he tried the device according to the instructions.

His hands shook violently when he saw the tool he had dipped into a small container of urine. In less than twenty seconds, Kahi covered her mouth with one hand. The tool in his hand slipped off, then fell to the floor.

Before long Kahi also sobbed slowly, with one more hand stroking her flat stomach. "i'm pregnant" she said sobbing.