Heartfill

Heartfill
Liver Contents ep 20



Mesya poured out all his heart to Danish so upset with what Danish did.


"Don't make fun of you" Rey snapped at Mesya. "Women as low as you have no love!"


"Hey! Once again you insulted him, I spent you," Danish grabbed Rey's shirt.


Rey pulled.


"Go you, Rey! Go!" Banish


"You're the one who left! This isn't your house!" Mesya also raised his voice. And he drove out the Danish to leave his house immediately.


"Let me go" Rey turned around.


"Rey, please don't tell this to Arga first, let me just talk to him, please, Rey," isak Mesya to Rey.


But Rey didn't care, let alone listen, looked no. Mesya's cry broke out, what about his new-growing love for Arga, before the blossoming of that love would run aground due to the disappointment and pain he gave himself. Ah, this should be done. But before Meta had time to meet with Arga and talk about everything, Rey had caught them first.


Destroy everything, there's nothing left. Mesya determined that if Danish apologized and repaired their relationship as before, Mesya would no longer. If he has to lose Arga, let him lose Danish too, and lose everything.


"Mes..," Danish approached him


"Go you!"


"Why are you angry?! I should have been, because you were being honest with Rey about us, Rey knew everything, but it's okay, the important thing is that I still have you. Trust me, you're more valuable than anything."


Mesya looked at Danish's face, "Really?"


Mesya found sincerity in his voice.


"I love you more than anything."


"Danish..," Mesya shook his head. "I... "


"We forgot about Arga, and now we're talking about our love."


"No, I can't anymore, Dan. I've fallen in love with Arga.... "


"Mess...."


"Yes, Dan...."


Mesya's eyes began to get wet, then the clear grains from his eyes rolled down his smooth cheeks.


"His story with Reva moved my heart, the sincerity of the love she gave me made me unable to dodge."


"Mes, you're mine, you can't love any man."


"Nobody can prevent my heart from loving Arga, neither can you. Not even myself has the power to prevent and curb this present feeling, Dan."


Danish. Silent in his silence. Want to get angry, this is his fault, he who used to tell Mesya to approach Arga. To agree to it is impossible. He loved Mesya very much. Terribly. And at last he could only remain silent, looking at Mesya full of turmoil.


"Goodbye, Dan."


Danish wiped his face.


"I know I won't be accepted by Arga, but I don't want to accept you either. So let's take a step on our own."


"I hope you change your mind" said Danish before turning around and leaving Mesya he was sure Mesya could not think clearly now, and Danish was determined to try to persuade Mesya back to him.


The only thing Mesya does now is cry.


*****


Rey looks doubtful Arga, can't bear to tell her the rottenness of Mesya and Danish. But Arga should know. Arga must soon realize their trick. And for that Rey has to talk.


"Ga..," call Rey hoarse.


"Yes" answered Arga briefly as he glanced at the face of his best friend.


"There's something I want to tell you about Mesya, " said Rey, but it was so serious and a little tense.


"Say," Arga was a little curious.


"Ga...," Rey hesitated.


"Tell me, Rey. What's up?"


"Hmm..., you love Mesya?" Rey asked. "Very much love her?"


"You why the hell? He said he wanted to talk, but how come it's even mute?"


Rey's confused. Rey is afraid to hurt Arga. "Look, Ga. It turns out, Mesya and Danish are not brother and sister. They're lovers, they're deliberately deceiving you for wanting your property...."


"What?" Arga was shocked to hear Rey's story


"Yes.., that's it, Ga."


And Rey told me everything, and also the meeting with them this afternoon.


***


Arga can only be silent and play with his own mind, he still does not believe that Mesya woman like that, is this really karma for him for what he has done before, Arga becomes lost confidence again to be able to romance, his heart hurt because of the actions of Mesya. Arga immediately went to Mesya's rented house, wanting to hear straight from the girl's mouth.


"Until your heart does this to me! Up to the heart, Mes..," Arga shook Mesya's shoulder, then jerked it until Mesya almost leaned against the wall.


"When I saw your innocent soft face, I trembled, and thought, it is time for me to open up and rise from my mass. I also thought it was time for me to put an end to my loneliness, but it turned out that I was trapped by your ugly face," Arga said, his tone not accompanied by anger, but a deep sense of disappointment. "Why are you doing this, Mes? Though you knew from Rey about me, how I fell, when I began to rise you just dropped me again," Arga's eyes began to red withhold the sebak, he did not want to look weak in front of this woman who had deceived him


"Maybe it's a punishment for my sin, well I'll take it, but why should you, Mes. Who did it, why should a girl escape you?"


"I... I'm sorry, Ga."


"No need to apologize, that's not what I need right now. I just want you to know that if my heart aches because of your actions, it's hard for me to heal, and it'll be hard for me to trust another girl. What you did to me, it means you buried me alive."


That bad? Mesya complained bitterly


"But, Ga. Believe me, I'm really in love with you. I didn't fool you, it was Danish's plan, '" Mesya tried to convince Arga.


"It's hard to believe, you and Danish must have arranged all these plans to deceive me.


"Danish set it up, I tried to resist but I couldn't. At that time I loved Danish so much, and wanted to do anything to prove my love for her. But after I met you, something was different, you made me curious about your cold attitude. And when you helped me that night, I was so impressed. When we met and met again, I felt something that I did not feel and I got again from Danish. I realized I was in love with you. Then I shun Danish by staying here, so I can also escape from Danish's clutches."


"Whatever you tell me, crying or roaring, it will not make me believe you again, Mes. In any case, you and he had a plan to deceive me, and it's hard for me to forgive."


"It's okay. I understand how you feel, if I were in your position, it's likely that I would behave the same way" Mesya said grievously.


Arga looked at the beautiful face of Mesya once more before leaving, his heart completely wounded.


"Argha.... "


"There's nothing more we need to talk about."


"But I just want you to know, I love you and it's not a lie" cried Mesya


"That's no use to me anymore" said Arga coldly


Mesya can only be silent, silent in the heart without being able to describe how he feels right now. Then he limply sat down on the sofa, and sobbed bitterly, remembering his love story that had just begun but had run aground in the middle of the road due to his helplessness to reject all Danish plans.


***


Mesya sobbed in the arms of his best friend Meta. She was crying bitterly.


"Here you go, strengthen your heart, just think of this event as a way for you to escape from Danish."


Yes, Meta is right, because now he does not feel attached anymore in deep feelings to Danish who has been binding her tightly and he can also escape from his passionate love for the man.


"But what about Arga?" isak Mesya's. "I don't care about her hatred for me, and I don't care if she forgives me or not, which I'm afraid of what if she closes herself off from love again?"


"Arga can't be either, you have to try once more, Mes. Reassure him that you truly love him sincerely. Reawaken Arga's life spirit, however, you have an important role to play in his life right now."


Mesya let go of his embrace. "Are you sure I'll be able to, Met?"


"Just try, Mes."


Mesya.


"Don't hesitate, you love her, right?"


"Yes, I love her, love her so much."


Because I also know how much he truly loves me, more than Danish, more than anyone."


"And may God choose him for you


"If it were, I'd be so grateful, Met, and I would promise to keep our love true, but could it not, Met?"


"Pray for it."


"Arga..," Mesya mentioned the man's name in his heart. How wonderful to remember their togetherness. His sincerity is impressive. Mesya not only felt privileged and loved, but also felt very guarded and protected.


"Your deal with Danish is over.


Mesya shook his head uneasily.


" Oh, forget what he ever did to you. Even if he has taken your chastity, there is no need for him to marry you. I thought Arga would accept your situation, didn't he do it with his old girl? "


"I didn't think of it, Met. I also consider it to be a mass that we have to bury deeply. But Arga, is he still sorry for me? Can he take me back? And how am I supposed to convince her that I really love her so much?"


"Come to him, tell him what's in your heart, tell him the truth."


"Why am I lucky like this huh, Met?"


"Don't regret the fate, and don't just complain. But try. After all, what you're going through is not much."


"How yet? I am no longer a virgin when I have never been married, I have also destroyed the future of the person I love by deceiving him. Even my own future, I think no less grim. I'm not sure there will be a man who will accept my situation like this. I once hung my hopes on Arga, I once asked him how about he meet a girl who is no longer holy? Then he answered, if the girl is honest and kind, I will accept. And I'm sure she's willing to accept my situation, but I'm not a good girl let alone honest...."


"Don't despair, Mes. Rest assured that you will find a bright future."


"I feel like I want to warn all the girls, to always take care of themselves so as not to suffer the same fate as me. If I could be whole, I wouldn't feel so attached to Danish that I wouldn't want to do his crazy plans."


Meta stroked his best friend's hand, trying to calm down.


"That's it, now you're resting, huh? And calm your mind."


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