Heartfill

Heartfill
Heart Contents ep 19



Mesya thought for a moment, it was very difficult to tell Danish that the game was not on its way. Precisely now Mesya is busy thinking how to end his relationship with Danish. moreover he can not deny, at this time he is still a boyfriend of Danish. And, clearly, the Danish still bind him in their love.


"Here we go, we don't have to talk about Arga and his money" Mesya said with his mummy in mind as Danish met him back at Mesya's new contract.


"Then we talk about what? About..."


Mesya glanced at his watch. It's late, I want to rest, so you can go home now, right? "


"I want to sleep here."


"All right, but in the back room, huh? "


"Why?" Danish cannot accept


"And I want to start a new, better life. If it can be cleaner," replied Mesya slowly."


"Alaaa, what the hell am I? taunting Danish


"Don't underestimate me, Dan. I started learning from Arga's experience."


"Look, if you're talking about Arga, talk about the money. Don't talk about anything else!"


"That's it, huh? Is it just money and lust that exist all the time in your mind."


"Don't be your hypocrite. You are the same. Otherwise, you would have rejected my plan."


"I don't refuse not because I'm greedy like you, but because I'm weak and helpless. I'm stupid, very stupid. Unfortunately, I only realized it now. But I'm not too late, Dan. I still have plenty of time to get away from you... "


"What's? off me? trying to run after this you get all of Arga?"


"It wasn't because of the material that impressed me with Arga, but the way he loved me that made me start thinking about what a relationship means."


"Don't talk about love if it's related to Arga. Your love is only for me, there can be no other," exasperated Danish.


That handsome face was really no longer attractive. Even impressed horribly. It felt that shade and peace, only in the tender gaze of Arga, not on Danish. Danish no longer spread its charm, Danish which is now very scary in the eyes of Mesya.


"I want to be alone, you can go home, right?" Mesya looked at Danish with a clear face.


" You kicked me out?"


"I just want to be alone. I want tranquility."


"Did my presence make you feel uneasy?"


"It's not like that, I just want to be alone. Can, right?"


"All right," Danish turned around.


Danish tries to kiss Mesya's lips, but Mesya tries to dodge, and Danish passes. Mesya is grateful that Danish did not force her to kiss him.


*****


That afternoon, Mesya sat opposite his best friend Meta, enjoying lunch at the restaurant where they used to eat while still together.


"I've settled on my choice, Met. I really found peace in Arga. Being around him is not lust talking, but love. Peaceful, warm and protected. And that's what I didn't get from Danish."


"Alhamdulillah. This is the news I've been waiting for from you for a long time, Mes. I've always hoped that you'd throw away your feelings for Danish, because he's not like a man to be expected to be."


"But don't be happy just yet, because I can't get away from Danish. He's still my girlfriend, Met. Even what I'm afraid of is if Arga finds out about my deception before I explain everything. And, even if I explain, Arga doesn't necessarily accept all my excuses."


"So how, Met? I'm rattled. I freaked out. Dan, can't think anymore. Now I've been trying to avoid Danish. Arga contracted me a house, I also refused every Danish invitation."


Meta grabbed Mesya's hand and grasped it tightly. If only now they were not in a crowded place, already embraced and embraced the body of his best friend. Mesya's eyes spread wet but he tried to prank away the sadness and so that no tears would fall.


"Now I have also begun to pray so that I may receive forgiveness and peace from Allah, and draw near to Him so that I may be guided and patient."


"Thank God."


"Arga never touched me, Met. He was afraid, not wanting his past to happen again. He wants to show me the sincerity and sanctity of his love."


"So right, right. God will show the way to His people who want to return to the good path. He will never forsake His servant who wants to repent."


Mesya did not speak, but he sucked his drink.


"It seems that God also deliberately brought me to Arga who both sinned. Guided me on how to go back and rise from guilt."


"For that you must be honest, Mes."


"Yes. But unfortunately I don't know how," said Mesya upset.


"Should I help? I know a good way to convey it, you trust me."


"alright. But I introduced you to him first, huh? "


"Yes, yeah."


"How about tomorrow night?"


"May deh." Meta agrees.


"right, yeah. I'll wait for you tomorrow at my house, but a new one. Don't go to Danish's. You remember the address I called you to the office, right?"


"Still."


" Now home, yuk?"


"Don't be sure, it's also noon, I'm tired of having to organize the house yesterday."


*****


That night Danish came again. As usual Mesya welcomed him coldly. In fact, Mesya did not understand, why his once passionate love for Danish can be lost in a short time, although slowly. He was very scared and did not want to lose Danish.


"I have money. I'll buy you a meal, yuk?" take him cheerfully


Mesya shook his head, "There's an event with Arga tonight, so I can't, Dan. Sorry," replied Mesya.


"Why are you more concerned about Arga?"


"That's for both of us, too," Mesya gave an excuse, "This is part of your plan so inevitably you have to accept."


"Yes, but you're too eager to run it," Danish couldn't accept.


"So we get rich quick" Mesya sewot.


"Lately your tone has always been harsh on me" complained Danish softly. Hearing that, Mesya felt guilty


"Why, Mes?" Danish asked more quietly, "Did you feel like your situation was getting better you feel like I didn't deserve you anymore?"


"Duh, my fragile heart was always helpless by the soft voice of Danish. God, give me strength. Give me a way to escape from it." Inner Mesya.


"Yes, right? I don't deserve you anymore?" Danish looked at Mesya's face.


Mesya returned his gaze, powerless to dodge. Danish reached out her hand, grabbed Mesya's cheek gently and touched it.


"I love you, very much. There was never another girl. But I never had anything to marry you. Love alone is not enough, therefore I beg you to carry out a behavioral plan. This is all I do for you too, for us. I know it's wrong, but I don't have another way." It is clear that the Danish were only answered with the Mesya residence.


"But for God's sake I love you so much" Danish repeated.


"I believe" said Mesya.


Danish kissed Mesya's lips gently. Mesya could only remain silent as Danish's warm lips kissed him. But why did Mesya no longer feel the vibrations like before. There is only pity, and a little guilt. When it comes to wrongdoing, Danish is the one who is very guilty. Danish had taken up her personality, had slept with her for months, but her plans to marry her were never mentioned. Even now, with his insistence to have Mesya make love to other men for money. Fortunately, Mesya met a good man. It was as if God deliberately brought Arga and Mesya together to love each other, and fix each other's mass mistakes.


Danish brought her face closer again, and intended to kiss Mesya again. Unlike yesterday, this time Mesya could not resist. His compassion drives him to let that happen. However, just as Danish lips touched Mesya's lips, the door of the house suddenly opened, and...


"Danish..."


Both flinched. Both of them were shocked, there was Rey standing there, staring at their bewildered.


"What are you guys doing?" ask Rey not to understand.


Ng... nervously Danish rubbed his lips


"Can you kiss your sister's lips?" Rey looked at them alternately


"We're not brothers, Rey..."


"Messiah!" Danish shouting.


Rey jerks, "What?"


"We're not brothers, we're..."


"Messiah!" Danish yelled again.


"Say, who is he! who're y'all?" insist Rey.


Rey steps up to Danish, grabs a crate of Danish shirts, and pulls him strong. Danish tried to release Rey's hand.


"What are you guys really planning? What's?" Rey snapped loudly and threw her punch towards the face of Danish.


"He used me to get Arga's money and property. He wants me to marry Arga and make his fortune, and then we run away, and he'll marry me. We're lovers, Rey. A couple who live together because Danish doesn't have the money to marry me..." With a cry Mesya explained.


Mesya has no power to continue with his plans. Let everything be clear now. A good way of passing it on to Arga now fails because Rey has caught them.


"Fuck!" Rey exclaims as she returns a blow to the Danish jaw


Mesya. Can't bear to see the Danish he once loved so much in Rey's attack.


"Don't, Rey!" Mesya yells and tries to release Rey from Danish body.


But this opportunity was instead used by Danish to hit Rey's face with his fist as well.


Rey is burning with anger, and he is replying again to the Danish punch.


"It's over!" Mesya interjected in the middle, until they stopped before hitting each other.


"You're also Breng's woman*** and not true!" snapped Rey at Mesya.


Mesya did not fight. He knew he was guilty, and he knew it.


"I admit wrong" said Mesya.


"That's not enough! You've been acting so cruel.you're playing him! ye know? for a long time I tried to arouse the spirit of his life, I have long tried to introduce some of my girl friends to wake him from his nightmares, but no one stirred his heart. Seeing your innocence, seeing your tenderness, his heart touched. Who would have thought, you have hurt her heart and ruined her life like this!'


"Don't curse at you, Rey!" bela Danish, "She's a good girl. It was circumstances that forced him to be like this."


"Not by circumstance, but because of you, Danish!" Mesya screamed, to finish his emotions and also his overflowing sense of disappointment slapped him hard Danish cheeks.


"I hate you! I hate! you enslave me. Listen Danish, listen carefully. I've really fallen in love with Arga."


*****