Heartfill

Heart Fill ep 17

Arga felt relieved after telling all his sorrow to Mesya which he had only kept to himself. Mesya was the first to hear Arga's story. Arga never told anyone his grief.

After finishing the story, Arga invited Mesya home. Arga feels bad if he has to send Mesya home late at night. After all Mesya is a woman, it's not good for women to come home late at night, is it? He also did not want to be labeled as a bad man.

"Mes, let's go home" Arga asked, "Nice to your brother, Danish. Later I will be accused of miscellaneous again," added Arga did not want Danish prejudiced.

"Yes, it's night, Ga. Come on," replied Mesya smiling stiffly.

Mesya was sad, how kind the man before him was. How he knows how to appreciate a woman. Even he can appreciate the feelings of others, the feelings of Danish who indeed thought Arga was the brother of Mesya.

"You think so much about Danish. But it was Danish who pushed me into your arms, Ga. I'm sure he won't care about me going home anytime, he knows I'm with you. That alone had already made him excited," inner Mesya smiled wryly.

Arga and Mesya were already in the car. Seeing Mesya daydreaming, Arga called Mesya in a soft voice.

"Mes, what's wrong with you? What else do you think?" ask Arga.

"Ah, that. I..., I.., ah hahaha..," Mesya surprised, he did not know what to reason. He could only laugh to cover his shock.

"Me, me, me why? You're talking about why you stammer, Mes?" asked Arga a little suspiciously, Arga was anxious if Mesya felt uncomfortable being by his side.

Arga's mind was running around, he felt Mesya was just silent without talk and expression after hearing the story. Arga also ventured to ask what Mesya, he also tried to convince Mesya of his words.

"Messiah, you're not going to walk away from me, are you? after what you heard? I'm a useless jerk. I'm a coward, Mes. But that was then, now I'm going to prove it to you. If I really mean it. I won't hurt women anymore, especially you. Because I like you," explained Arga at length trying to convince Mesya.

Eg.., deg.., deg....

Mesya's heart was racing. While trying to explain Arga clasped his fingers tightly. The warm temperature of Arga's fingers can be felt Mesya. Mesya was getting sadder, he felt so guilty. I want Mesya to give up his intention to continue lying to Arga. But he can't do that. His lips as if glued together by glue, he could not dismantle the rot and Danish.

"Ga," called Mesya gently staring at Arga.

"Yes, mes? what was? you believe me, right?" tanya Arga returned Mesya's eyes.

Mesya smiled forcefully, "I really believe in you, Ga. I'm sure of what you said. But, may I ask you a question too?" answer Mesya.

"Yes, just say it, Mes. What do you want to ask?" ask Arga. Still in the same position, staring fixedly at Mesya's eyes.

"Do you believe me too? I mean, we just met not too long ago. And you don't know exactly what I'm like. Are you.." Mesya's words were cut off by Arga. Arga seemed to know what was worried about the woman in front of him.

"I don't mind that, Mes. Whatever your past ugliness, whatever your past. Or anything to do with things of the past. I can take it all. I just want you to be honest with me, Mes. Don't ever lie to me and make me have to hate you. Ok?" arga replied without hesitation.

Mesya. He felt slapped by Arga. Arga's words were full of confidence, making Mesya even more ashamed of himself. He had misguided Danish orders. It seems Mesya is aware, if one day when everything is revealed. He was ready to be hated by Arga. Maybe more precisely ready to get a reply because it has lied to Arga.

"Ok" replied Mesya.

Arga rubbed Mesya's head. He smiled widely. It feels good to be able to say everything. Now there was no more secret that he had hidden to Mesya. The next thing to do is to guard, protect, and make Mesya happy.

Arga drives his car. He and Mesya are on their way back. Arga immediately set up Mesya to return to the rented house occupied by Mesya and Danish.

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Meanwhile, at the rented house of Mesya and Danish. Danish smiled gently at Mesya who was sitting daydreaming in her room, when she had just returned home from work.

"Where? ok a walk to the beach?" ask Danish to Mesya.

"Oh, Danish. You should be jealous, I forgot about you, I enjoyed my time with Arga" Mesya spoke inwardly

"Eh, why is it quiet?" reprimand Danish again.

"I can't get any money out of it," replied Mesya flatly

"Of course not that fast, baby. There's still plenty of time, though. You take it easy," Danish replied with a smile.

Mesya bowed, lazy to see for a long time the face of the Danish who used to be very admired it. Why should the money now fill his head.

"He's fallen, right?"

"Fall down?" remanufactured Mesya did not understand the meaning of Danish words.

"Yes. Falling off? You've conquered her heart and made Arga fall in love with you, haven't you, Mes?" obviously Danish.

"Yes" Mesya answered only briefly.

Danish laughed at Mesya's reply. Mesya just silently looked at Danish.

"Lord. Didn't he suspect? Or is he too confident to consider himself the most handsome man in the world? How did I get so crazy about him?" Inner Mesya.

"He's very nice, Dan."

"You always talk about it. A man if he is in love will indeed be good for his partner," said Danish justifies the words Mesya.

" Yes, I know that. But aren't you worried that I'm moved by his kindness and sincerity?" asked Mesya, wanting to know Danish feelings.

"No. Because I know and believe that you are loyal to me" Danish replied confidently.

"But you know too. My heart is weak, fragile, and easily tempted" Mesya explained.

"But that iceberg can't warm you up like I do, can it?" danish answered grabbing Mesya's body. Mesya brushed her off immediately as Danish tried to hug her.

"Why?" danish asked frowning his forehead staring at Mesya.

"You know why Arga became so cold to women, and chose to live alone for so many years?"

"Because he is cold" replied Danish origin guess.

"It's not Danish. But because her boyfriend died from an abortion. Because her boyfriend was pregnant before they married, and at that time they were still both in college. Arga told me himself" Mesya told Danish.

"You mean?" danish asked confusedly and did not understand what Mesya meant.

"Arga impregnates Reva, but does not want to be responsible for even telling Reva to abort their baby. As a result Reva died. Reva was Arga's old lover" Mesya explained.

Danish was shocked, but after that his face returned to normal. While Mesya still feels how sad Arga when telling his story.

"If I get pregnant, you'll tell me to abort it, right? Or perhaps worst of all you left me alone in a slumped state and running away from your responsibilities."

"You think I'm that cruel?" danish replied a little upset.

"You are even more cruel," said Mesya who also felt annoyed given the behavior of Danish so far.

"I love you," said Danish grabbing Mesya's fingers.

"But asking me to stay with you without marrying me first, that's not love, but lust, Dan!" jakak Mesya began not to hold.

"Mes..," call Danish.

"Listen, Dan. Arga regretted his old folly, regretting his sins. And for years he was tormented by the guilt that had ensnared him. You know what the promise is now? He will not touch his present lover until he marries the girl. And her lover is now me, the woman you threw at another man just to scoop up his treasure!" Mesya stared intently at Danish.

"Because of his love, kissed me he did not want, because he said that even a kiss could invite in a worse direction." continued Mesya again. Mesya's remarks made Danish speechless.

"So sincere his love for me, Dan."

"But it didn't occur to you to reciprocate his feelings, did it?" danish asked, getting anxious.

"It depends on you, Dan. Everything can happen" Mesya replied.

"Me?" ask Danish.

" yes. Ye. If you could be better than him, I would only love you, but..," Mesya's words were cut off by Danish.

"No. No need for words but. You are mine, only mine. You can only love me," the Danish sidelines looked fixedly at Mesya's face.

"I doubt..," whispered Mesya only inwardly.

Mesya is really impressed with the way Arga treats him which is much better than Danish.

Together Arga Mesya feel more meaningful, valued and respected as a woman. Arga was a man he dreamed of. He made a mistake and punished himself and promised never to repeat the same mistake. But why did he even know Danish first, and why did he have to fall in love with Danish? A feeling of regret approached Mesya.

It feels like he wants to meet his best friend Meta soon, and tell him all about Arga.

"A, Arga. I should have known you before. There should never have been a Danish in my life," inner Mesya.

It feels, Mesya he wants to always be with Arga, and get away from Danish. But how? Danish has tied him up. Danish had bound him, as if to snare him with a rope until Mesya had difficulty going and running. Mesya is now trapped.

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Hello, sorry everyone. Author can update after a long time disappear. Is there anything missing? kangen the same story Arga and Mesya mean. Not the same thing, yeah. The author is not to be confused. It will be hard to forget. Eaa~🙃🙃🙃🙃🙃

Up here was the episode for today. If the author is not a mager to sniff again. Doain aja let the author a lot of inspiration and a lot of ngayalnya so smoothly write to chapter. In a dream but~~~🤭🤭🤭🤭

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