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"Why are you, anyway? From then on keep quiet. Take a walk and go home. Kangen, yes, same with me?" Aska hugged Rein's body from behind. They are already in the room. After a visit to Abian's Mall, Aska took his wife and nephew for a walk. They go to the park, but Rein always takes them home.
Rein smiled strangely. Trying to hide his fear in the face of the dilemma that is plaguing his heart. "You're on night duty again, Mum?" Rein switched the conversation.
"Hem ...." Aska just muttered. His chin was propping up on Rein's shoulders. "I want to ask you, honey," said Aska without turning her head from Rein's shoulders.
"What?"
"I'm honest that I love you, but I don't know how you feel about me yet." Aska lifted her chin, stood up straight and turned Rein's body to face her, "do you love me too?" he asked while looking at Rein's black bead.
Rein blinked stiffly. He was very nervous to be looked at like that. Rein once said, 'yes, I love you too'. His tongue suddenly felt dull. Rein was afraid to admit it, because it was impossible for them to be together.
"Yeah, I think I feel like I'm clapping one hand." Aska. His hand was also slipping off Rein's shoulder. Disappointment was clearly visible on his face.
"No, Mas. I'm just ...." Rein was unable to continue his words.
However, a moment later Aska even widened her smile. "It's okay. I will be patient waiting for you, really," he said softly. Then he took something out of his pants pocket. "It's for you." Aska thrust a red velvet box in front of Rein.
"What is this, Mom?" rein asked as she looked at the box.
Aska opened the box. There was a beautiful little diamond-edged ring embedded in it. Aska took the ring, then pulled his wife's hand. Pairing the ring on the ring finger of the woman who is now the queen in her heart.
"When we got married, I didn't say anything. Dowry is also bad. Think of this ring as our wedding ring. Don't take it off, yeah!" said Aska. His lips smiled as he looked at the ring that was already attached to Rein's ring finger.
Rein shook his head, both eyes softly staring at his fingers that were still held by Aska. The tears flowed with no cue. Rein was really happy, but in the corner of his heart was overwhelmed with misery. Rein is a dilemma.
"Sorry, Mas. I am not a woman worthy of you. My sins in the past will continue to be a fetter," Inner Rein.
"Well, why cry?" Aska frowned as she looked at his wife's face wet with tears. His hand was stretched out to remove the trace of the clear grain that disturbed the beauty on his face, "the ring is not good, huh?" ask Aska again. Rein shook his head in response to the question.
"Then why?" ask Aska again. He looks worried.
"You're too good with me, Mom. Your family is too. As a sinner like me, I feel unworthy—"
"Src ...!" Rein's words were cut off when Aska's index finger touched her lips. His lips were silent, listening to Aska who continued her sentence, saying,
"You don't ever think like that, honey! Everyone has committed sins. Only God has the right to judge a person as a sinner or not. To me, you are a good-natured fairy. You are willing to do a dangerous job though, just to make others survive. Yes ... although the way to get the money is still wrong. That's why I want you to change, for the good of all of us. I'm a cop, but I'm not necessarily better than you. I'm sure we'll be the most compatible and happy couple in the future."
Rein was still silent listening to Aska's words. "That's not the case, Mom. If the problem is only that I stop stealing, I will gladly do it for you. But, the problem is your brother ...." Rein was still at war within him. His heart ached seeing such great hope in Aska's eyes for their future. Her tears fell back in her eyes. Rein hurriedly looked up and closed his eyes. Trying to hold the water so as not to spill there again.
Rein turned around to go to the kitchen. However, Aska pulled Rein's body back and hugged him from behind.
"I'll love you no matter what, Rein. I beg you no matter what happens, don't stay with me, yeah!"
The deg!
The tightness again attacked Rein's chest upon hearing Aska's request. Tears that come back can no longer be held back. By itself glide without being asked. Rein hurriedly wiped the trail of tears from her smooth cheeks, then removed Aska's hand from her stomach. "Please, Mas. If you stick me, when do I cook it?" rein pretended to be ordinary.
"But you have to promise first. You're not going to leave me!" Aska even further tightened her embrace spoiledly.
"No, you haven't had a shower yet. Smell, uh!" Rein tried to joke. Her lips revealed a depressed smile. His body is writhing to be released.
Aska smiled, then landed a lot of kisses on his wife's shoulders. The treatment made Rein momentarily close his eyes. Her body immediately bristled to get a sweet treatment full of cravings from her husband.
"Mas, no, deh! Don't suck!" again, Rein. He began to feel uneasy when Aska's hand began to wander his body.
"Who wants to go fishing? I no longer hold the hook, kok," seloroh Aska while laughing. He liked Rein's body response when he was teased. His mouth was indeed refusing, but his body was like inviting. Makes Aska's maleness instinct more volatile.
"I'm going to cook, Mom." Rein was getting more persistent in breaking away. She knew her husband could not help himself.
"Byeah!" Rein screeched in surprise when suddenly his body shot up into the air. She could only sigh and follow her husband's wishes.
"Just now, really," said Aska, holding Rein's body, and then laying him on the bed. Luckily Rein's tears were no longer flowing, so her husband would not worry.
The next scene may understand. Especially if it is not sharing warmth with a duration that he said for a while.
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Night approaching. After dinner together, Aska left to do her job. Rein accompanied Aska's departure with a sad look. It was as if her husband would never come back. It was he who intended to leave.
Rein dreams that his life will be perfect, if only his evil deeds were not the cause of his brother Aska's death. However, all of that is only pseudo-direction, when destiny is not on their side.
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...To be continued...
...Forgive the late update.... 🙏...