He's Happy of Me He's Lukaku

Chapter 7: The Past

Rosalyn POV

I went upstairs to my room to rest. Many things happen today, ranging from the astonishing, fun, to the gripping.

I changed my clothes and then immediately fell down. I keep thinking if my choice is right? I did want to help Papa, but I also knew that I could not replace my future with something as big as this marriage.

I looked at the roof ceiling while reconsidering my decision. Until I got late in my own thinking. Then someone knocked on the door.

Geck... Geck... Tock....

"Who?" I asked from inside.

"Honey, can you come in?"

Turns out, brother, "So, brother? No Rosa key, really." I woke up from my fall and sat on the bed hugging my Sasuke doll.

Gini-gini, I am a fan of anime. Among my favorite anime are Naruto and Black Clover, as well as Demon Slayer. I learned a lot from there. Although parents say, the spectacle is not good for children.

I am who is still a child. People are also almost 18 years old, just count the days again. But for me, it does not have to be watched as children or not, as long as we can sort, then the anime can be a valuable lesson.

For example, in the Naruto anime it teaches us to continue to pursue the ideals that we want to achieve, and the key is... Work hard and work hard. No matter what the world says, but stick to our ideals. Because there is no beautiful result without a meaningful sacrifice.

My brother came in and sat down beside me. Brother watched me clingy, terbesit the sadness of the hue of brother's face. I also understand that brother is sad because of my matchmaking, maybe it is not because of my own will.

"What the hell, look at Rosa like that. Rosa is still clinging to it, you know! Look, brother's eyes have come out laser tuh." I said pointing to my brother's eyes.

"Honey's... Brother bewek nih."

"Well... Don't dong brother. Time mewek, anyway? Here!" I opened my hand. Brother immediately hugged me, and cried in my arms. I was moved and so sad. But I can't, afraid the drama will be longer. "Oh. cup, cup, cup, my big baby Stev, don't cry baby."

"Honey, sister's not a baby anymore."

"Don't cry, dong. Aishhh, wet-drenched Rosa's shirt with big sister's tears. The responsibility!" I said pretending to be angry.

"Huhuhoo... Sorry.honey."

"So, what's needed, brother. Tumben. Brother didn't want to cry here, did he?" Candaku while wiping away my sister's tears. "Udah... Boy time cry, anyway? The cocks will be gone."

"Honey...."

"Yes, seriously. Klo brother is not handsome anymore, I will move heart, yes. Maybe the twins aren't so bad either." I said as I rubbed my chin, also while glancing at my brother. What will my sister's expression be like?

"Honey, how dare you move your heart on the twins! Look out if you're brave, I'll make the twins transvestites. Not only the twins, everyone's gonna make you a transvestite, as long as you dare to look at them." Threaten brother with pissed face. But it was so fun. This is inversely proportional to the one before, where did that fierce face go?

"Sister.kak. Although all men in this world become transvestites, Rosa will also not ogleh brother. Rather than brother, I still like my 2D sprawl." I kept teasing my brother.

"Honey, how dare you compare your brother to the 2D sprawling creature?"

"Yes, you can't compare with 2D sprawl, you're too ugly. But the twins can."

"The twins again? Honey we're this..."

"Klo robe think again the twins also did not enter the criteria Rosa deh."

"Yayaya, that's dong. They are not good." Reply brother proudly while nodding his head. Big brother, why is something this small in question anyway? But only the liking.

"But Alan's clo is ok. Besides, Alan's sister also meets Rosa's criteria."

"Honey, you still like that Alan bastard?" Ask brother while glaring at me.

"Sister... Who the hell did you say bastard? Please deh, brother Alan is handsome plus cool. Even the brother who lost cool with Brother Alan just felt jealous of Brother Alan? Fear competing. Tell me, Rosa knows." My Cerocos continues to glorify my brother Alan.

But even so, the description is not at all deviated from reality anyway.

Alan's brother was my ideal type. He fulfilled all the requirements to be a friend in my lifetime. He meets my criteria from every aspect. Skills, authority, knowledge, understanding, loving and not to be left behind are good looks. He fulfilled everything.

I was with him once shared his taste, but he had to go abroad to study, and promised to be together. But reality is not as beautiful as fantasy and wishful thinking. Now we can't, we can only be strangers.

After an accident abroad and losing his memory, the memory of me was also erased. We are just ordinary friends with ordinary people. There is no special relationship, but only the relationship of friends of his sisters, Aldo and Aldi. And me.., the relationship of my friends' sisters. A person who is not important and meaningful in his life.

Well, it's true. Now I'm with him becoming strangers to each other. The first time it happened, I still had a reason to come to him and try to revive his memory of our past memories. But now I no longer have that right, because he will belong to someone else. The fiance belongs to someone else, someone else's future husband.

So I was self-conscious enough to back off. After all, she hated me if I kept teasing her. To him, his fiancee was more important than me. No, do I have to call him his savior? Yes, it was her fiance who saved her when she lost her memory, the one who took care of her while she was down overseas, at the time of her accident.

Well, if indeed compared between a superhero and a girl trying to interfere with his life, he would definitely prefer that superhero, the fiancee who saved him. And hate me for being a bully, a thorn in his comfortable life.

Even if those memories I can't forget and let go, but I will try to recapitulate them. Because he said to me once and it kept ringing in my heart, playing in my mind.

"If you love me, please let me go. Please let me be happy. You love me, don't you? So let me be happy. Not with you, but someone else. And please, never show up in front of me again. That's what I hope for you. Please, you let me go."

That's the string of words that came out of Alan's mouth. People I love with all my heart, not with all my heart. But that soft voice that was giving out such painful words was very hard to swallow. Difficult to digest. It's all because I love him. I've been entangled by her love that once embraced me.

I no longer want to remember our dark past. It wasn't us, it was just me who understood this story, because I was the one who remembered it alone, because he didn't seem to remember the crochet of this story.

And klo judging from his behavior now, even he would not be willing to get close to me. Moreover, it's the story of his past with me. But let it be, the past let it pass.

Although I kept trying to enter through my mind, but this heart still could not understand it. Deep down, I hope she recalls our love story, and wishes she were the only person in my life.

I always try to hypnotize myself. Let the past pass, and do it for the future. People in the past will never come to your future and embrace you, only you can embrace you.

I noticed that big brother who seems really heavy is going to talk tonight. Although sad, because I have to separate from the people I love. Because indeed those who always support me, support me from the front guard. The family that means the most to me.

"Sister, Rosa's not going anywhere. The proof is, Rosa's still here!" I am comforting brother. I took my brother's hand and grasped it while patting the back of his hand, trying to channel some calm to him.

"Honey, are you sure you won't regret it in the future? That's not your attitude, honey."

"Who said Rosa agreed to marry the man?"

"Trus, not you..."

"Sister, sis. Rosa agreed to meet first. If the person is ok, the wallet is slashed, Rosa is ok."

"Bas with you." Said my brother pinching my forehead.

"Aishhh, it hurts a lot." Decit me while holding my forehead that my sister is picking at. "Wherever it is, people must look at the cover first, then look at the contents." I added that I don't want to lose.

"But honey... You don't trade your happiness for a match that's not worth your future."

"No. Rosa believes your choice for Rosa must be the best. You're not gonna let Rosa suffer, are you?" Obviously I convinced my brother.

But, that sadness was still visible on the Caucasoid's face. Likewise with me, this sadness is not at all visible, absolutely not possible. Or no, I won't be able to make it through a quiet night tonight.

"Honey, can you ask for one simple request?" Said the brother who turned the atmosphere into a mystery. I tilt my head high. "Main Real Racing car racing games same older brother huh? At least until my brother wins. Yea?"

Bhahh, what kind of request is this? Just make a pat. It's not just like a sister. Which sect is this person from? Strangely at his request. But whatever it is, just follow the desire.

"Which brother wants to play how many rounds, hemm? What Rosa knows, Rosa does not know, the results will always be the same. Brother sincerely, in this life you will never be able to defeat Rosa ngegame Real Racing that." I said sarcasm. "Ah... sister go back, there! Wush, whush... Rosa wants a pretty bobok, tomorrow Mama will definitely invite Rosa to shop all day long."

"But honey... I want to sleep here with you." Whine brother while blending. This is a little bit of a kid.

"Cannot. Mom wants to sleep here anyway? Dame, dame!" (Japanese: not allowed). I got up from the bed and pulled my sister and pushed her out.

"Honey...." Pinta brother put on his aegyo face, something that big brother hates. I should have captured this rare moment.

"Can't... There! Brother balek own room just there! And for Real Racing, Rosa will be working. Come..sana go!"

"Promise yes, honey..."

"Yes, promise. Yea.... Met night, brother.

"Met night too, honey." Answer the sister with a gontai step. Suddenly, sister balek again. "Honey. Just last night."

"Can't be a sister. My dear brother, my handsome brother, sweet, cute. Can't! Point, not comma."

Finally, sister Balek also went to her own room. I think because it was in the living room, brother was silent and not excited, so he could accept all that. But who knows, my siscon brother turned out to be a whiny big baby.

Fortunately I managed to send him to sleep in his own room, klo no, there will be no such thing as a pretty bobok tonight, must be busy talking and silence the crybaby.

And according to predictions, in the morning there is already a narc-narek for breakfast and a sneak ready to go shopping. And the rare one, sister followed along too. Only Papa is not Ikot, because there are meetings with large clients.

When shopping, the drama starts again. Don't do this, don't do that. To the extent that they forget me who is the main character. Moreover, big brother, when he saw that the clothes were suitable for me to wear, he did not hesitate to say 'From here to the end there, wrap it all up', in the style of such a big Director. Oh my god, what is this ordeal?

When night fell, Mama became so busy to dress me up. She played an assistant and Mama as her Make-Up Artist. As well as Papa and Aunt Salma as the assessment team.

I wear a dress night dress with the theme of the stars in the dazzling navy blue, butterfly haircut hairstyle and sweet star blue heels.

I went down the stairs holding the hands of my mother and sister. I saw that Papa and Aunt Salma had stayed downstairs waiting for us to come down.

"Wowws... You are so beautiful, baby." Praise Papa while getting up from his seat.

"Thanks, Dad. You are so handsome, too."

"Pa, it looks like Stev's not willing to let honey go to a match tonight. Honey's too pretty, how'd Reyhandra fall in love?" Cerocos sister.

"What you're saying is true, too, Stev. Actually Papa also objected to that." Add Papa who supports brother's ridiculous plan.

Where is the parent who wants his child's matchmaking void after going through so much preparation? There are only two people in the world who want it like that, people with limited edition labels, there is only my Papa Raymond who is a protectorate and my brother who is siscon. That's them people.

"Bright... These two protective people, isn't it good that they love each other?" Sergey Mama ended the drama without a script.

"But, whatever it is, we take a selfie first. Cheese...." Says big brother posing and taking photos with his phone, memories that mean a lot to us. "Hmmm... Get into history, let the twins see."

"So don't be weird. Rosa still wants to hide this match. This marriage is not directly to the woman. It's still a long time to go." My rebuke who did not want the news about my matchmaking to spread widely. Because I still want my quiet life to come.

"Yes, yeah. Private brother deh same other people, just the twins doang, also the same 'he'." Answer the brother who continues to struggle with his cellphone, and also with a strange smile that continues to expand on his face. Surely brother made the twins frown tuh.

"Wait, did you say someone was other than the twins? The 'him'? Who is 'him'? Can't you know about my past that I buried? Ah... Udahlah, the worst was also wrong, brother again muttered what, and I was horrified what?" I thought to myself inside and immediately followed Mama's steps towards the car garage.

"Well, Stev. A very nice photo. Save, save!" Said Papa when looking at history sosmed brother.

"Yes, right? Who was the photographer?" Answer brother proud of himself.

"Based on this brother, he was very arrogant. The camera phone is good. It also makes him arrogant until his nose looks long. Ouch... Brother, sister. Make a pat on this eel guy. Fortunately, my brother, I haven't kicked him before. Remove him from sight." I think I feel sorry for myself. Why hold me the same as that guy? This is the question.

We left with my brother who was driving. We finally got to the place we had booked. The men have arrived, only two people. A grandfather and a man, who I believe to be my soul mate, and that grandfather was my grandfather-in-law.

"Ohhh... So this is Reyhandra Kedrey's name? That mate?" I said deeply in my own heart while continuing to keep a smile.