He's Happy of Me He's Lukaku

Chapter 6: Not Part of Vogart Again

Rosalyn POV

They did not sleep and were waiting for me to come home. With my sister deliberately standing by the light switch so I could suddenly turn on the light when I came home, then Papa and Mama who were sitting on the sofa waiting for me to open the door and pass through the living room. Well, puyeng I thought, it was like shooting a horror movie.

But this is more terrifying than filming a horror movie. Mama, Papa was already sitting on the sofa and gave off a terrifying pitch-black aura. It was as if they were going to swallow me whole this time.

"Hey... Sis." I say hello to brother. But unlike usual, there was no response. "Night, Pa, Ma. Is your day fun?" No one responded? Why is the atmosphere so horrified and gripping like this?

Brother sat near Mama, still with that still awful expression. The arms are folded in front of the chest and a sharp view is cast. It was really horrible. Similarly, Papa who sits on the sofa single sit, also no less terrible than brother. Oh my god, what is this ordeal?

"Sit, honey!" Brother's orders. Oh my god, it turns out that brother's anger is terrible. "Why did you run away?"

Ahhhhh!!! I shouldn't rule out all the proverbs I've learned. 'The anger of the quiet is terrible indeed.' But the problem is that the older brother is not a quiet person. But why would he be this horrible if he was angry!!!

"Hehehehe, that big brother was just brought mad anyway? Rosa was just that. How to get them to the heart? People are just kidding me." I replied as much as possible to avoid angering my brother. I also feel guilty about my brother, so just hold on first.

"So I said sit down honey, D-U-D-U-K. Understand sitting language, right?!" Said the elder brother who kept emphasizing his every word.

"Yes understand. Rosa's sitting, huh?" I was trying to make a joke.

But it seems that joke will not be sustainable for tonight. So follow his will first. I obeyed my brother's words and immediately sat down on the sofa opposite my sister.

"Honey, you ran away that time at the exhibition and you just take that as a fad?" He asked again after I sat down. But what is this condition? I'm exactly like a criminal who's being charged.

"Sorry Brother. Rosa thought..."

"Think what?" My sister cut my words immediately.

"Rosa thought if you were busy with the girls, Rosa could play as much. Without having..."

"What to?" Sis snapped my words back.

"What now ngetrend cut off the conversation of opponents klo again talking, huh? But nothing seems to be like that. Where did you get this trend?" Thought me in the heart. I don't dare to, because my brother is angry.

"Udah Stev, let's hear Rosa first." Mama's advice while lightly patting sister's shoulder to calm her down.

"Honey, don't you think about how we're feeling worried about you, huh?" Shouted brother angry.

I don't accept this angry brother to me. "Sister ever think of my feelings, huh? You think I like the brother who keeps kayaking gum with me? Did I like it? I'm uncomfortable, brother. All those people's gazes were staring at me, brother. Did you ever think I wanted to be like that?" My screams that do not accept my brother always make mistakes with me. Well, even though I was basically wrong.

"Eh... How did you suddenly get angry? It should be an angry brother." Ask big brother in confusion as I get out of control and ask back-to-back questions.

"Suddenly what? Rosa was silent because Rosa respected her sister. That doesn't mean Rosa can't be angry either, sister. Have you ever asked Rosa's opinion? How does Rosa want it? What does Rosa want? Have you ever thought about Rosa's feelings? At least a little, give Rosa a little space to have fun, make Rosa entertain herself. And please, trust me with Rosa." My love melts and softens in the end.

"Darling... Enough, don't talk to your sister. Gini-this is how he cares about you, you know. That's why he got angry gini. He's angry not because he hates you, but because he loves you." Encourage Mama to calm my anger.

"Yes, Rosa knows, Ma. But this is not how Dong Ma is. Here is always Rosa who thinks about your feelings. Have you ever thought about Rosa's feelings?" I asked with tears that had begun to come out, even though it was unwanted. This chest feels tight, so painful. It turns out this is the feeling that has been hidden all along.

"Rosa, watch your talk if you're talking to your mom, okay? Don't you understand the manners of the older ones, huh? Is this what we've been teaching you all this time?" Snapped Papa mad at me.

Papa is terrible. He was not used to being angry, and almost never got angry. But once he was angry, he was able to overturn all the items around him. Only Mama can calm her anger. But whatever it is I have started it, so I also have to end it. I'm the beginning and I'm the ending.

"So that's it, huh?? Ok, from here on Rosa will express her personal opinion. Without Rosa you would consider your feelings. Rosa's tired Ma, Pa. Rosa's tired, you're always watching. Rosa never had freedom for Rosa herself. Rosa is great, Rosa is an adult. Rosa can tell which is right and which is wrong.  Rosa no longer needs very strict supervision from you, which Rosa needs that you trust Rosa and support Rosa's decision. Do you know, Dad? A relationship or family will be peaceful if its members trust each other. So, believe at me, Dad!"

"Honey, even though you can't. You don't know what makes us like this to you. Please understand a little." Please brother to me. But what do I have to understand? I can't understand anything about it.

"I don't understand, Brother! What do I have to understand? I never knew that. You guys always cover it up with me? Then how do you expect me to understand you? What do I have to understand? What do I have to understand? Huh uh? Try saying! What I have to understand, when you never talk to me once, and always cover it from me. Then you expect me to understand? That is impossible! It's same with you say lie to me and than you hope me to believe you? So naive!"

"Darling... Try to calm down first. Let's talk about this, okay?" My mother said to calm me.

"It's not ok, Ma? You think this is a fair decision? You always hope Rosa understands you, but Rosa never knows anything. At least, would you please tell Rosa, what should Rosa understand? Not by covering this up? Then expect Rosa to understand you. And so, you always think of Rosa as a glass that breaks easily? Can Rosa ever be copied? Can't be expected? Can't keep a secret? Can't do...."

"It's not so, honey. It's not that you can't be copied. You were horrified Mama dong." Pinta Mama who is getting carried away by emotions and can not bear to not shed her tears.

"Ma, let Papa." Cut Papa to stop Mama. "So that's what you think of us, baby?" Tanya Papa softened. While Mama can only be silent, because indeed all this time I always accept and follow what is my parents' decision.

"Darling...." My mom started crying.

"Haha." I laughed bitterly at all of that. Just this time I took out the pieces that I've always been quieting. "But Rosa, it's not just that, is it? You guys also asked some bodyguards to watch over Rosa secretly, right? Papa thinks Rosa doesn't know? Rosa's a sensitive person, Pa. All this time Rosa kept quiet because Rosa respected your concerns with Rosa. Not really, Pa? What did Rosa say?"

Papa and the others were silent. My sister never looked at me at all, and my mom had tears in her eyes. I actually can't do all this. But somehow that feeling came out on its own.

"It turns out to be true, huh?" Ask again. But, I could not bear to see Mama crying, because I was the type of person who was weak to tears. "Here it is, Rosa does not want this trivial thing to crack our family." I said I gave up, I should have given up on my parents, because whatever they did was for my own good.

"Honey, aren't you ranting anymore?" Asked the elder brother who finally looked at my face as well.

"Do you think I'm going to raise the flag of *R*ebellion? Well... Even though Rosa's age is entering that phase, Rosa is unlikely to do that." I answered with a smile, though this was not from the bottom of my heart. Who can smile when he is angry?

"Ma, look. Our Rosa is still our Rosa. No matter how angry he is, he'll keep our feelings." Papa said proud.

"Yes." Yeah." Mama wiped her tears. "Mama promise, in the future we will trust more with Rosa. Isn't that right, Pa? Stev?"

"Yes, although it's hard. But Stev will be going to do it. Anything for honey. And we'll also try to make space for your own honey, so you don't feel too constrained."

"Already, enough. So, Papa wants to tell me what Rosa is. Papa and Mama, wait for Rosa to come home not because they want to get angry with Rosa, right?"  My toot. Because at the time of the conversation, it has seen a less frightening air.

Although I was often angry like this because of the surveillance problems that Papa and brother did, Mama never cried so. Something must have triggered it.

"Your analysis is very sharp, Rosalyn." Praise Papa. Rosalyn's? It turns out to be a serious problem. Everyone was silent, everyone was silent. "Darling, how old are you now?"

"A week into 18 years. What's the matter, pa?

"Rosalyn Saputri Vogart, in the future you will not bear the name Vogart again."

"What is Papa saying? Papa wants to ngusir Rosa, because Rosa doesn't want Papa to watch out?"

"Dengerin Papa says dong, honey. Keep calm down, calm down. Okay?" My brother calmed me.

"Are you going to be a mate?"

"What's? Stupided? Hah.yang's right. Rosa's still a smelly kid, Pa? The kemaren afternoon. Papa's cook wants to quickly send Rosa to someone else anyway, Pa? Is it Papa's mother?" Crop me quickly.

"Calm down, honey. Calm down's. This is not Papa's will either. Papa is like this because he's forced by circumstances, honey." Resolute brother who always calms me, but himself also not because.

"Ok, try to explain the reason, if the reason makes sense, Rosa will take it seriously."

"alright. The story takes place long before Mom and Dad got married. Papa and Papa's friend are close friends. We started the company together from scratch. Our friendship can never be separated like two tools that complement each other. Until finally we managed to moan the company together. Then Papa married your Mama and inherited the company from your Mama's father as a gift for Stev's birth, and even the old company Papa gave to Papa's friend to manage."

"And 7 years later you were born. Uncle Abraham was very happy and made a promise that he would match his son Stev's age to you." Added Mama.

"And when you were 5, you had a severe fever. And Papa has to take you to the hospital first, but Papa has an appointment with Reyhandra's father to discuss our proposal with a client from abroad in his villa near the summit. Papa calls him, Abraham says he'll go first and Papa will come later. But, he instead crashed from the brink of being chased by other company agents because he was tempted by the tenders we handled. Papa was also intercepted on the way and beaten into the hospital. Papa was very sorry and felt guilty for the incident. So, Papa can only realize his wish, which is to match his son Reyhandra with you, the only daughter of Raymond Vogart, Rosalyn Saputri Vogart."

"So, because of that Papa wants Rosa to marry that guy named Reyhandra?"

"Papa understand you want to realize your ideals and want to become a great psychiatrist, but you can also go to college even though you are married later."

"Well let's see if he's a good fit for Rosa later. Papa take it easy, Rosa won't let Papa be the one who will renege on her best friend's promise."

"Thank you for understanding, baby. We'll see Reyhandra's family tomorrow night. So that you know what kind of person your future husband is." Said Papa opening his hands wide.

I got up and hugged Papa. "Love's back for Papa." Reply to him. Then my father kissed my forehead. I smiled, it's a blessing for me to have a family that I always wanted to have.

"Pa, Papa's time took a chance in a narrowness that's for nyium, honey. That's cheating on his name, Pa." Brother's debate on Papa does not accept.

"Emang Papa thinks? Toh Papa also nyium Papa's own favorite." Papa said no shame.

I broke out of Papa's embrace. I saw a scene that was never lost in my family. There was always a meaningless little fight because of my problems. It never escaped this family one bit. I hope this will last.