He's Happy of Me He's Lukaku

Chapter 27: Trying to Delete You

Rosa and Alan walked leisurely after buying some food including Rosa's favorite chocolate bread and milk from indomaret. And something that Rosa unexpectedly, Alan also bought chocolate that was always bought by the two of them.

"Don't fantasize Rosa. It could be Alan's brother bought the chocolate for his beloved fiancee. Don't expect Kak Alan to remember your old memories so buy that chocolate. And don't expect him to buy it for you. You even hurt, if you continue to hope. That fact is not as beautiful as imagined, Rosa." Rosa convinces herself in her heart not to expect anything impossible to happen now.

Rosa kept going as usual, while Alan equated her steps with Rosa's. No pleasantries occurred during the return trip. Rosa kept stuffing bread into her mouth. From his mouth who's gonna ask Alan who bought that chocolate for?

"Rosa, resist your urge to ask. Hold, hold, hold.... Hold Rosa." Inner Rosa who is now drinking her milk.

"Ask Rosa, what's wrong with asking? Aren't you an educated child, you definitely don't want to be misled? Especially until you misunderstand, it could be chocolate for you." Says Rosa's dark side is starting to heat up.

"Don't Rosa, you better be quiet than your image is getting ugly in Alan's eyes. If chocolate is for you, then you should just accept it. That way, you're also not heartbroken by being too hopeful." Rosa's good side refutes Rosa's dark side argument.

"You really are. I don't have much hope anymore, or rather I don't have to hope anymore. Eliminate the thoughts that will hurt yourself. Better to love yourself now, and love your future husband." Rosa justifies that bright side.

"By you, why be a straight girl so much anyway, the whole tower of Tokyo. Do not have to be a girl, klo can two why should one. Yeah, right?" The dark side of Rosa does not want to lose, continues to lash out at Rosa.

"Well, this is true as well. After all, Reyhandra is just a husband, not a husband I really love. Brother Alan is the one I love. Didn't I kill two birds with one stone? I married Reyhandra to appease Ortu, and Alan's sister's relationship also continued." Rosa thought of all the options that came to her head, and she began to fall in love with her dark side.

"Rosa, you don't beat him. Alan's brother has already got the seal of someone else's, and you will also be someone else's wife. You must love your own husband and be loyal to him. You will be happy. Not by being an actor who would be labeled as a woman j*l*ng." Rosa's good side starts to panic and tries to resuscitate Rosa.

"What the hell are you? Don't be so smart about that. That was Rosa's decision. Do not disturb the decision of the master of the body. Don't support that nasehatin guy." Judes the dark side of Rosa to the bright side.

"What's? Advising is a good thing. Why are you so angry." The good side still does not lose.

"What is what? I just stirred up the sense of the body master's desire on himself, so that he would come to his senses and not lie to himself."

"But this is also for the sake of the master of his own body. You must not arouse selfish desires. You are forbidden to heat up the master of the body." Warning the good side on the dark side.

"What?! Heating up?? It's good that you accuse me of that. I don't accept, here we go, who wins." The dark side began to launch an attack on the good side and pulled the angel's hair and wings.

"I'm not the type to fight and play first, but this time I won't stay silent. This includes martial arts, right? So I'm not wrong in this situation." The good side starts to attack back to defend themselves from all the dark side.

"Lord Rosa's real body, listen to your passion. Don't mind the white!!"

"No master of the body. Don't let your mind take over you, don't let your conscience be swallowed up by your desires!!"

"Whisper! I don't want to listen to any of you." Rosa fanned the air around her to remove all the shadows of the dark side and the bright side, so that she could think clearly.

But Alan who saw it, actually considered it cute because in the eyes of Alan he thought differently from Rosa who was raging in a rage with her own mind. In Alan's eyes, Rosa was cute with all her thoughts that were fantasizing and thinking of something she wanted to fend off to the point that she was fanning her hands in the air. And Alan could only hold back the smile of seeing it all.

Rosa and Alan kept going without any communication. Only the sound of vehicles on the highway passing by.

Rosa straightened out the chocolate milk and immediately threw the box into the trash can around it. Alan stopped walking waiting for Rosa as he threw away the trash, and resumed his journey when Rosa was done.

They continued on, but still no one started the conversation, a different thing to what they did when they left. Now they are like two strangers who do not know each other. And it will only create a strange impression, two strangers but walk together. Mutual step and one goal.

"I can't take it anymore, until when we have to be quiet like this. It feels super duper awkward. Should I melt the atmosphere?" Rosa wondered to herself. "Ahhh.., whatever you do, it's not wrong to talk to each other."

"Sir Alan...."

"You...."

Rosa and Alan spoke together, and it made them instantly stare at each other and grow awkward again. Rosa could say nothing and could only stare at the road, where her shoe feet were.

Klo used to be they would definitely laugh a dime just because of this action. But now it can only be an action that makes them even more awkward.

"Ehem, hem... Please, lady first." Alan invited Rosa to speak first.

Rosa smiled at Alan, even if it was awkward, but she would handle it. "We are very suitable yes, until you want to talk can be at the same time ya..."

"Yes, we're so good." Alan replied while throwing his gaze the other way.

"Eh, Alan's brother could be the vice. Make Rosa baper aja, hahaha" Rosa laughs because she is carried away by the feeling of remembering the past between them, but it's just that Rosa is aware of her current position.

"Maybe it's a joke to me right now, but to me it's a thing that comes out from the bottom of my own heart. And I said that because I was serious, but because of my fault, you just thought it was a joke to cheer you up. But I can't tell you I really want to tell you that." Alan refuted the words of Rosa who thought Alan was only a joke in his own heart.

"Btw, thank you for today. Because Alan's brother bought Rosa this." Rosa lifted the plastic bag of indomaret that was on her tote.

"Hemmm, klo You really feel grateful, you just treat brother back right? Besides you didn't forget, I still have your biggest secret."

"What secret is?! This brother don't want to, play mysteriously it's the same Rosa."

"You are, aren't you? Where might be my brother, who was that night. The time you forgot. A cross-dressing girl who came home early in the morning escorted her own fiance, the time you forgot anyway." Alan plays his eyebrows fishing for Rosa.

Perverted then Rosa just understood what was meant by Alan. Rosa felt very unlucky, because Alan held his ace card, one of the few things that can be revealed to her parents and sister who siscon it.

"You remember, right?" Ask Alan again back to Rosa.

"I'm sorry.... I was really played with by Brother Alan." Rosa curses herself because she regrets why she got caught wet with Alan? "Well, Rosa will treat you sometime."

"But not in Indomaret."

"So that's brother, can be arranged. As long as my secret is safe with brother." Rosa convinces Alan by pointing her own thumb. And Lan was just a smile that saw Rosa's face back bright and smiling like her usual self.

"It looks like he's forgotten about the thing about the bough. Thank goodness he smiled again, if not aunt who saw him must also be more sad, because seeing Rosa who was moody like that, so that she spoke for herself just now fit on the stairs want to go down." Inner Alan who turned out he also saw the behavior of Rosa who was like a madman, even to the point of being cursed by people there.

But Alan suddenly remembered something, the thing he wanted to ask Rosa who had been with Rosa about to speak.

"Oh yes Rosa, brother wanted the name earlier, why don't you give brother news yesterday huh?" Ask Alan who turned the situation serious.

"Which news, brother? News about Rosa's fiancee, huh? But instead of Rosa there's a tidbit the twins, but she said sister busy can not attend." Rosa answered and also guessed which news was meant by Alan.

"Not that one. Here's what. Kan brother said to you, klo already sampe in the house, tell the same brother." Alan reminded Rosa of the twins, but Rosa still frowned, as if she did not remember. "How come you cross dress that night."

"Yes I know brother, I may forget, because it was a moment with you. But it's just, why do you care when I try to let go? You should have pretended not to care until the end, rather than me hesitating and misunderstanding all your actions?" Rosa felt hazy to herself and still pretended not to remember on the surface, in front of Alan.

"Oh. That night, brother. Sorry brother, forgetfulness Rosa because Rosa. He did not remember to tell his sister, and Rosa immediately slept changed clothes. It's impossible for you to wait for news from Rosa, right? Naw, right? Don't you?" Rosa stiffened her own face to ask. Even though he was smiling as if he was just joking around yet he hoped that Alan would really wait for him.

"Ah.., how could you wait for your message, right? Brother also fell asleep right next to home." Alan answered risa while throwing his gaze in the other direction, After all Rosa also quipped her chin to joke. "Where could I sleep Rosa because you haven't told me. I don't even know when I fell asleep with my phone in my hand waiting to hear from you." Naas Alan himself who monologued in his own heart as if to tell Rosa.

"Oh yeah? So you're not waiting, are you?" Rosa asked Alan again with her face.

"Yes, of course, dong." Alan replied steadily while looking right at Rosa's eyeballs.

"Yes, too, where might you be waiting for news from me. I was the one who was hoping too much." "Oh that's it. Kirain brother still waiting for a message from me that. Who knows if you're really worried about me, right?" Rosa laughed at herself and Alan. And the laughter also represents itself, a self-satisfaction that no longer matters to Alan.

They walked back with all the small talk between them. Until finally they arrived in front of the hospital and wanted to go to the park to release fatigue.

But Alan got a phone call, klo he had to hurry because there are patients to handle. Alan told Rosa that she had to re-enter her responsibilities immediately.

"Sorry Rosa, it looks like you can't take you anymore."

"Not what sister, Risa knows. Brother just go there, recover patient brother, ok?" Rosa smiled at Alan.

"Hemm, you sit in the garden. Maybe this won't take too long, maybe brother will catch up with you. This is a gift for you. Hope it improves your mood. You look ugly today, so you can't bear to buy this. This is your favorite chocolate, right?" Alan said he handed him the plastic office containing the chocolate he bought earlier. "Oh yeah, don't forget to make a sisain for some sister huh? Brother will follow later. Brother go first." Alan immediately ran inside after he stroked Rosa's head.

Rosa held onto the hair that Alan had caressed earlier. That feels foreign to Rosa now. Stranger sees an Alan stroking his head back. Rosa watched Alan's back get further and further away into the hospital, until he really went inside and was not seen again.

"Sister, don't make me misunderstand again if you can't do it." Rosa immediately headed towards the garden and sat on a bench under a shady tree, waiting for Alan's promise, which would it really be fulfilled?

"I hope you don't give me false hope. Even if I just sit together, I'm selfish about you. I want to believe you're coming, because this is the last time. You are indeed a person who is busy with your work as well as with your fiancee, as well as me. I'm also busy arranging myself, I'm busy trying to keep you in my life. I have to program my future and design it, my life program, where in the future there is no one you love me so much. But I still wish brother, wish you'd come. Even just to comfort me, not to love me." Inner Rosa who continues to monologue as if talking to Alan under a shady tree also with the chocolate that Alan loves to Rosa.