He's Happy of Me He's Lukaku

Chapter 61: Wanting Him

After Rosa's departure, Alan was still stunned to receive the invitation from Rosa. Unexpectedly, that day turned out to come too, the day that Alan himself klo it would come. It's just that Alan didn't expect the method would be like this and so soon. The most painful way, namely by reason of dinner and also the exclusive invitation from the master himself.

Alan's gaze became blank, various slides about their beautiful past memories were attached to his brain, even until finally the shadow of how he insulted Rosa also crossed his mind, and really, remember him now, even until finally the shadow of how he insulted Rosa also crossed his mind, that makes it cramped.

Why could she have mistaken Rosa as a seductress? The thing that eventually came out various insults and mockery he moaned on Rosa, and now Alan regretted his stupidity, even though he was basically amnesia.

“Yes, that regret always comes too late, and it has already become such a nature. Hemph, where perhaps regret came at the beginning, klo at the beginning must be the registration of his name." Alan smiled disdainfully at himself, recalling his so foolish self. "It is also my fault that I cannot know the person I love, even though he has tried to reduce the distance between us, but it is I who pushed him away from me, I even built a great wall of China between us. Yes, I regret it now, Rosa. It's a pity that even though I'm the youngest surgeon in my department, and even the most powerful, still, I can't cure this disease of regret. If I could just turn it around and I could go back, I'd make sure I couldn't get you wrong, Rosa.” Said Alan while paying attention to the invitation given by Rosa to him.

Alan continued to pay attention to the invitation, if the accident did not happen and he did not lose his memory. No, it's not that. If Alan had not been mistaken in recognizing the person he loved, his name should now be a match for Rosa's name on the invitation. That was how Alan's current thoughts were raging within him.

“However, just imagine it is beautiful. But fate says something else. No, should I blame the cruel fate of our relationship or all this for me not appreciating it first? Who should I blame? Was destiny? Or me less fortunate and also stupid?” Alan's inner wonder was frustrated, even good food would be bad for him right now.

But a moment later Alan remembered, his initial purpose was to invite Rosa to dinner and meetings, even he agreed to come to a luxurious place like this, and even to meet her, just because Alan wanted to give Rosa some good news, but instead was preceded by Rosa first, and took advantage of that momentum.

Alan came because he wanted to tell Rosa about the good news. Alan wanted to tell Rosa he now remembered everything, everything about them. Alan wanted to share the good news with Rosa. Although she felt thick and shameless when she used to insult and curse Rosa because Rosa only wanted Alan to remember their past. But he still wants to tell Rosa about it.

Alan knew he was selfish, but Alan still wanted to bet on the rest of the time so tight. Before the yellow janur curved, then he still had the right to pursue Rosa. Even Alan was not afraid and undaunted despite having to fight against Rosa's parents, the origin of Rosa herself agreed to it. Parents alone are not afraid to fight Alan and argue, especially Reyhandra who is still bernotabene as fiancee, is a lover who will be her husband Rosa, the person Rosa met at the matchmaking table.

Alan immediately got up from his seat and grabbed his released suit and ran straight to the elevator to chase after Rosa. With a glimmer of hope as well as a high sense of confidence plastered on his face, Alan was determined that he should tell Rosa about it.

Arriving in front of the elevator, Alan impatiently pressed the numbers in the elevator, he had to go down to the first floor to catch up with Rosa, but the elevator also never opened in front of him.

“It looks like the elevator is operating on another floor, yes?” Alan Sambal watched his watch. “I can't keep waiting like this, every second is precious now.”

Alan turned to another option, he approached the waiter there and asked if the elevator was still long. And the waiter said yes, the elevator to the first floor was still a long time ago, because the hotel owner had just come and he wanted to review the entire floor, and now the elevator is operating on the top floor.

“Is it still long to get back down to the first floor?” Alan asked the waiter in a hurry.

“Yes, it's still a long time. If it is full again this person may take up to 3 minutes, because the staff from our kitchen on the other floor also operates through the elevator to deliver all the needs of our customers. And if you are lucky maybe this will come in a moment.” Obviously the waiter again.

“But isn't this a luxury hotel? Why can you lack facilities like this elevator anyway?” Ask Alan with a little frenzy.

“Sorry, sir. But that's the structure of our hotel. Maybe on the other floor, can have two to three lifts, but on the 2nd floor to go down to the first floor we only have this one elevator. Because I don't remember so many customers. And it just so happened that our new boss came to review our second-floor restaurant aka the VIP area, and then he wanted to review the other floors as well, and the only way to access it was through this elevator.” The waiter remained calm.

“Sial! But I have to be quick, before Rosa really goes.” Alan's clear mind from the look on his face revealed an incomparable panic. And once in a while Alan looks at his watch.

The moving legs seem to immediately want to run once the elevator is open, do not love the opportunity for others first, because the business is so sudden. This is a matter of life and death, a matter concerning the person who will accompany you until the end of life. Alan looked back at his watch, but the stone a few seconds ago Alan looked at him, but to Alan it had passed as if a few minutes.

The waiter, who saw Alan constantly watching his watch, finally ventured to ask Alan a question. “Sorry sir, I am sassy to ask the master. I've noticed the Master looks a little rushed, because you keep a close eye on your watch. Am I right, sir?”

“Yes, I am in a hurry. And damn this damn elevator is not working as expected.” Maki Alan two words of mockery at once. Things that are super rare items to listen to and found from an Alandri Wijaya.

The waiter kept a friendly smile even though in his heart he could only be dumbfounded. “This master is very good at peeling and talking toxic, bahak two words at once in one sentence.” The servant's inner self broke out in cold sweat, because considering Alan's current position as one of their VIP guests, they might get a bad rating in service matters, and that's the impact for those who work as servants who meet the needs of the customer.

“Master, if you don't mind me giving advice, if you are in a hurry, you can use the stairs over there to speed up your movement rather than you waiting for this elevator to come.” Aju the waiter gave Alan a suggestion to point out where the stairs were.

“Ah, yes too, yes. Why didn't I think about it. There is no stair lift. What matters is the sudden business first. Thank you yes, for the suggestion.” Said Alan who immediately ran towards the stairs indicated by the waiter.

“Sama-sama sir. Sir, don't forget to give a five-star rating for our service, yes.” Said the servant in the end stick to his work, but the person he loved did not even hear it, because the hunt ran away with his spirit.

The waiter could only sigh tiredly, having obtained such a customer. Even though it was commonplace he found something like that even worse than that, but only this time the servant got a person who could be as sweet as that, even as hasty as that, even just because that trivial thing alone makes it difficult to breathe taking the same oxygen, let alone that is a VIP guest, who is held in high esteem and money, that is to say the position he has.

Alan went straight to the parking lot, where he parked his car. But in mind it is also impossible Rosa to the parking lot because she did not bring a car. Then Alan changed his destination to the streets, because Rosa's option she would definitely look for a taxi to go home.

Alan threw his gaze at every pedestrian that was around the streets. He wiped away every passing woman, he kept looking for the woman dressed in red in a black suit, because it was a mini Rosa mala dresscode. But unfortunately the person he was looking for was still not met. Alan kept on walking and looking, but who was a Rosa he still did not find it.

“Actually where are you, Rosa? Please, where are you now? Is it too late for me to stay with you? Isn't there even a chance for me to convey this to you again?” Alan complained to himself, but he seemed to be talking to Rosa.

Alan didn't want to get excited. Because she's Rosa still around here. His feeling said so. But klo entered akalkan again unlikely also Rosa will be very easy to get a taxi, because thinking about the night that has almost reached the early morning. The night is the frontier to start a new tomorrow.

“Except if he has booked a taxi before.” Alan's mind to himself. “But that's impossible, because I've always watched Rosa as long as she's with me. Rosa never held her phone, how can she order a taxi, it is impossible also Stev from home who ordered her to pick up Rosa.” Alan kept wondering to himself, even though it felt ridiculous. “No, Rosa's still around here. I'm sure it's.” Alan was optimistic about himself.

Alan continues to search for Rosa tracing around the hotel road, possibly where Rosa can wait and get a taxi. And no doubt for Alan also to ask the people around who pass by by showing a photo of Rosa in his phone, he said, the photo that Rosa sent her to evoke Alan's memories of the two of them.

“Sorry, have you seen this girl passing around here? Maybe item 10 minutes ago?” Alan asked the pedestrian passing in front of him.

“Sorry mas, I don't have a look.” The man Alan asked.

Alan could only thank her without any meaningful information. And then continued asking the next person who passed by around him. And this time on a pair of lovebirds passing in front of him.

“Sorry, have you guys seen this girl?” Alan asked, showing a picture of Rosa.

“You saw it, baby. Klo I don't exist.” The man answered and asked his lover's opinion.

“Try to remember again, he wears a red dress also wear a black suit. She is also she is very can..”.

“Sorry, but we really didn't see it. Mas what the hell is this? Can a boyfriend disappear from his hands anyway? I should embrace him and hold him well. I don't think you should be looking for it like this. This city of Jakarta mas, full of a sea of humans, is very difficult to find. Klo mas wanted to say that the girlfriend mas is beautiful, but for me my boyfriend is the most beautiful mas. Well, I do, mas please continue looking for it again, because we have to continue our date. Hopefully mas soon meet with the girlfriend mas, and then never let go of his grasp it, or mas bear-will really lose it.”

The man's advice to Alan and it suddenly made Alan can only be glued and silent, because yes it is true, he really lost Rosa because it had been released his grasp. It wasn't anyone else who gave them up but Alan's own initiative that let them go.

“Ahh Yes. Thanks to you, mas. Sorry to interrupt your date and your partner.” Said Alan lirih.

“Ok, sans aja bro. You will soon find him if he is your soul mate. Good luck, good luck and fighting!” Said the man patted Alan on the shoulder and then went straight away with his lover.

After the departure of the lovebirds and Alan can only look at their backs from behind, Alan Back remembered the words of the man so as to continue to hold the hands of his partner was not to be separated, he said, but Alan let go.

Not just letting go, his name also hurt the feelings of his loved ones and after everything that happened he realized it and he regretted it. Yet would he still be able to refine that rice that was almost porridge? Would it still be time for him to turn off the stove before the porridge was truly tangible?

“Yes, I shouldn't have let go of her hand that even she responded back to mine. But darling, I foolishly jerked the hand with my own hands.” Alan said to himself in a soft voice then he looked up at the night sky filled with the sparkling stars and bright full moon. “Month, jolt, answer. Are you not the bearers of longing? Klo so tell me this miss, klo I really miss him and regret his departure from this side of my life. I want him, oh jolt. Wants him back to my side like before.” Look Alan at the sky full of panoramic views of the stars and the moon.

Then Alan refocused himself on looking for Rosa, because he believed Rosa was still around here, only he didn't know where she was. And Alan again asked the passersby there.

“Sorry if you have seen the girl i..”

“What girl again? 2 Men have lost their own women. Are you guys not wise what to take care of your baby? You could have lost it. Aiiisssh, really yes boys today, no one is right. They might lose their ribs. Aduhhhh, really..” Repetitioned the woman who seemed to revolve around the 4 heads was immediately cut off Alan's conversation, even though the question was not complete. And then the woman went straight past Alan while continuing to fuss over herself.

That automatically makes Alan confused, why the almost middle-aged woman immediately repented, but then the look on Alan's face became sad again, because again what they said was true. Although Alan did not lose his ribs, but Alan had lost his soulmate. No, he eliminated it, even he gave it to others though indirectly.

But it soon disappeared from Alan's mind. Focus more on the woman's words just now. Have two people been looking for Rosa? No, have two people lost their girl? Why could that happen?

“Why is this so together with me who is looking for Rosa, it's just different period with me who is looking for Rosa. But I thought about Rosa coming out of the restaurant, it was so fitting. Is there anyone else looking for Rosa besides me? But..., who?” Alan thought to wonder. But a moment later Alan fended off his thoughts.

“Which may be the guy also happens to be looking for Rosa, it could be that they also lost their woman while they were dating. What are you thinking, Alan? It's not logical, it's not like you. So, let's focus on finding Rosa only, because it's more important at this time.”

Alan immediately proceeded to look for Rosa, but the sound of her phone rang, and it was an emergency call from the hospital. Because there are patients that can not be handled by other doctors, because this is an emergency case and requires direct surgery. Which Alan as his chairman, the one who better understands about it should be there.

“Well, I'll be there right now. Please immediately prepare the operating room and the tools. I'll be there in 10 minutes. Because I'm outside right now. Oh yes, please accelerate, because when I get there we will carry out its operation.” Alan's orders were on the guy behind the phone.

The phone connection was cut off, Alan immediately kept his phone in his pocket. Then Alan threw his gaze around again, as he still hoped to be able to meet Rosa and continue looking for her. But he couldn't, because no matter how, as a doctor, Alan's main focus was still a patient.

“Sorry, Rosa. Now I have to go, because it is so urgent, maybe tomorrow, when we meet again, I will tell you this good news.” Alan said softly, and then immediately ran to where he parked his car and then sped on the highway leading to the hospital.

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Rosalyn POV

I got out of the restaurant and went straight to the street vendors, where they set up their carts. Light snack at night. That's a thousand times better than the dinner at that fancy restaurant. I swept my eyes, toward which place I was going, what snacks I should buy, for almost all of it tempted my faith to taste it.

First I headed to Madura's egg pentol cart, and bought him 10 grand. It's really very tasty especially combined with a sweet sauce that is tempting, it's better than the restaurant food that drains my wallet. Fortunately, the hospital chocolate man claimed to be the manager of the restaurant and would pay the bill for me as a form of compensation for my mental shock.

“I didn't say wrong, did I? Yes, mentally I was really hurt because of that jerk. But btw, this frontman is really very good. This is even better than the steak that made me sick to my stomach, although not the steak that makes the stomach, it's just that awkward, to eat was not good, so it was not delicious, moreover, fitting the final panel, it really makes really stubborn. But thank goodness it ended smoothly, even though I ran in the last part.” My mind thought about how I left that restaurant last time, handing over the wedding invitation to Brother Alan.

But a moment later I remembered my brother's words, and I had to come out elegantly. As if I was the one who decided on him, even I had to show a face so satisfied that I had been freed from him. “Tadi..., I didn't run away after handing over the invitation?” I ask myself.

Honestly I've forgotten how the chronology is, because when I'm going to pay the bill, so many historical events are happening. So I've forgotten it, especially now that this food frontman is really good.

I had to go home, but there was not a taxi passing by yet. So I had to wait for him. But before the taxi actually passed, I had to first buy peanut seasoning chicken satay across. I saw him just now, I can't miss this. I rarely eat them now. Klo also I took my sister out, now she has a lot of work, because the father who had to be hospitalized for several nights in the hospital, so it requires my sister to handle it.

I got in front of the sales wagon, and saw the menu on the wagon. It all looks good. No one is better than a complete package, it is the most perfect, the price is also affordable, which is only 15 thousand. The complete package is a peanut seasoning chicken satay complete with ayan claws that have been processed with spices that are as simple as possible, so it will be very delicious if eaten.

“Bang, the chicken satay which is a complete package of two servings, yes!” I said order the menu.

“You wrapped or eat here, mbak?” Ask the seller again.

“Eat here only, and to drink it I order iced lemon tea. Ok, that's it.”

“Good, mbak. Wait a minute, yeah. But mbak, why eat so much anyway? Want a mukbang, huh mbak? But klo also want mukbang, usually people are also at most the message is only one portion of a complete package. I really did not expect the mbak despite being thin like this body but eat a lot of it too, yes. Not to mention the food that is on your hands is not finished yet!” The seller's comment that instantly made me speechless.

“Eee.. ehhh, don't be careless. Where I might spend it alone, I came with my friend, really. How could the seal girl I eat like a nut-ndut guy anyway. Just say you.” Believed for myself with a wave, even if it was not very visible.

But his words really hurt my conscience, because it's true that I eat a lot and can afford to spend this alone. But I dare not say klo I am more than able to spend all this, even lack.

"There's no way I'm going to go that way, right?” I can only reason like that, then if I have spent one portion, I just eat again. And said my friend didn't go and went home because of one thing. “Ya, that's the perfect reason.” Just look at me with a proud smile, I'm so smart.

“Iya, where maybe a little girl like this is able to abort two complete packages of this chicken satay. Absolutely not logged in.” Commenting on the voice of someone who felt very familiar in my ears and I immediately turned my back to confirm it and this was really that person. Really haunts me, why is she everywhere, anyway???