Half of My Husband's life

Conscious

"Sister Fiza." Nur's voice rang out between the two of them, he entered near me Hafizah and held back his brother who looked weak.

"I'm just trying to make you happy all the life I have left. I will do anything, I will give everything. I beg you, forgive me."

"Even if you give this whole world away, it will never be able to replace half of my Husband's life."

"Sister Fiza!" Nur's jerks tried to wake Fiza up from her anger.

"But I'm your husband now, half my life is with you. There's a kid between us. He's my son, and you're his mother."

As if he realized and then he sat down limp hugging his large stomach, like squeezing tightness in the chest.

A moment later, only Hafizah's cries could be heard filling the private room. Andra did not dare to come closer, nor did he speak or even his wife's cries would be getting louder.

Letting her down, Nur sat half-kneeling behind her sister.

Minutes walk. The door was being pushed from the outside, and slowly footsteps approached the Hafizah which was not also moving.

"Fiza."

He did not reply, nor did he hesitate to look at the face of the person who was speaking.

"Death is no coincidence."

His sobs seemed to cry.

"I know you're so sad about Azzam's passing. But that way you won't have to witness her suffering for too long. Like me, like Andra."

Back he sobbed hard, so deep and it might hurt inside his chest.

"Stand!" pinta Tomi extended her hand. And without taking his hand Nur petrified Hafizah to stand up.

"Look at the medical equipment it works. I think it's very uncomfortable, it hurts too. And it's been going on for almost two years. Imagine if the tool is unplugged, maybe Indri has left." - Tomi looked at Indri and Fiza.

He was sure though that at this moment Hafizah lowered her head in tears, but she could hear and feel how Indri was.

"If he were waiting for your forgiveness. I beg you, forgive Indri. I also want to let Indri not suffer anymore. Andra will feel the same loss you felt. I hope it'll get you justice, but if you can't, then it's okay. I also apologize to you, because I was negligent at the time, I fell asleep in the hotel and did not know Indri came home first in a mess and I don't know what else I'm sure he was in a bad state at that time." this time Tomi lowered her head.

Not also getting an answer, Hafizah still dissolved in tears until as much as she wanted.

"Istighfar kak." whispered Nur sounding heavy. And not stop her crying at all.

Andra approached Hafizah, her dewy red eyes staring at his wife's increasingly swollen face, her nose swollen.

"Dear, I'm sorry I made you sad like this. In this case not only Indri will apologize, but I. I was wrong to be dishonest, I was too cowardly when dealing with you. I should have been honest that day and told that I was the family of the man who had made Azzam leave. But in fact I'm scared to hear your screams."

Andra cried, unpretentious with Hafizah who increasingly became difficult to regulate his breath.

"But I have no regrets, for I can finally marry you." he broke his leg, half-knelt, looking up at the face that would not be lifted.

"I'm sorry to my wife, I'm sorry for being so dishonest and making you cry" she said shaking as tears fell on her cheeks, looking up at Hafizah who would not want their position to look at.

Between Love and anger, the tears on Hafizah's pretty face flooded in, falling just like a stream passing through her cheeks. Andra could not see it.

"You are evil Mas." he said again venting the rest of his anger.

Andra moved and embraced him more and more, letting his wife cry but not rebel.

"My law, but don't cry" Andra pleaded. "I love you so much, love our children." whispered Andra again.

Nur turned his face away because his tears were also flowing. Samar looks like a pale finger on the bed that looks like it's moving. Nur wiped away the tears that were blocking his vision.

"Allahuakbar." he blinked once more his eyes, rubbing again in disbelief.

"Kak Indri" he said again closer.

"Indri." Tomi came closer, and Andra turned her head as she continued to hold and rubbed Hafizah's head.

"He's moving Mas." Nur looks enthusiastic.

But the next second Indri's body convulsed, the medical instrument pulsed eeriely.

"Doctor!" Nur also Tomi shouted at the same time. Everyone panicked to see Indri raise his chest.

Soon the doctor came in a hurry, followed by another doctor and a nurse.

"Doc!" Andra was unable to say, while hugging Hafizah, she was really worried, scared and somehow not to mention.

"Please go out first sir, ma'am." The young nurse asked everyone to leave the room.

"No Sister." Andra even approached Indri, pulling Hafizah's hand.

"Honey, I'm on behalf of Indriani, apologizing to you for unintentionally losing Azzam, Ara losing her father. I'm really sorry." said Andra softly, clasping Hafizah's hand ever more tightly, staring pity and pleading.

"Sister." Nur wants to talk, but Tomi hints not to interfere.

"I.." she answered still with the rest of tears and tears.

"I am the most guilty" Andra said.

Hafizah looked at her brother-in-law's lifeless face, her heart ached and hurt at the same time, she really wasn't that happy.

"I've forgiven you, brother, I've been sincere" he said again chuckling in tears, accompanying the sincere word that was so painful, it felt like being torn, his heart hurt like in two. But then it felt good, the pain changed in relief.

Participate in the relief of some people in the room, no less busy female doctors who were pressing Indri's chest, also one more doctor holding a pulse in Indri's hand.

Mats...Mats...Tik.. and continued with the sound of medical instruments that began to pulsate connecting the tone.

"Alhamdulillah." The smiling doctor can feel his pulse back.

And a miracle happened, Indri's lashes flickering, slowly like a wave of corneas that want to penetrate the petals. Slowly the line was split and both black and white combined until it looked so awesome, Indri's eyeballs stared straight at the hospital sky.

"Sir Indri." Andra grabbed Indri's hand, held both shoulders and swayed a little, she was so happy to see her sister open her eyes, but she would think if today was Indri's departure for good.

"Thank you God, thank you dear." Andra was so happy that she didn't know who to hug.