Guardian angel (best secret of my life)

Sure can

Did not feel the time has shown at 9 pm, when the cafe is closed. Me and his other employees immediately cleaned up the cafe, after all his finished one by one we rushed home to each other. While I was still outside the cafe waiting for bang Gio, before long I saw the arrival of bang Gio.

"Back over!!" Bang Gio.

Me and bang Gio also rushed up from the cafe, yes we prefer to walk. To save on expenses, because for us the smallest money is very valuable. The cost of the motorcycle is enough for additional costs such as buying books and other needs. From childhood, we used to walk everywhere we went. In between the trip we were interspersed by a joke from bang Gio.

"Eh, Na... The Aldi school where we are??" Bang Gio's question arrived.

"Yes bang, no wonder he's a rich kid!!" It was my heart that made bang Gio nod in understanding.

"Partially the child ngintilin mulu feelings, do not like it anymore!!" It was bang Gio who made me chuckle.

"So, it says laughs .."

"Hehe... It can't be bang, we've grown from a small brother knows he used to help me.." Obviously me.

"Oh that's because of Mr. Somad's dog chase..." Bang Gio.

"Yes, from there he said he wanted to be the best friend forever with me... I used to think he was playing, uh his real SAME now even though I'm not a rich guy he still wants to win with me..." Obviously, I smile while remembering my sweet memories with Aldi, my playmates since childhood can be said that maybe we are friends.

"But the cave thinks he likes you Na.." Bang Gio.

"Isss Abang mah from earlier discussed like mulu, I still want to focus on learning bang..." My legow.

"Eh yeah forget you the crazy learned this where to think about dating..." Said Bang Gio who I responded with a small punch in his arm.

"sickness Na..." Ringis Bang Gio's.

"Lagian Abang Ngada Ngada... I still want to dream bang, I want to be a famous interior designer and make my own home design .." I said with sparkling eyes waiting for my dream to come true.

"Cieee is worried..." My ledek.

"Dih, this is a real child well said it's even kidding." Angry bang Gio.

"Hehe joked little Napa bang tense mulu..." I said while showing my teeth.

About 35 minutes into our final walk we got home, bang Gio immediately told me to come in. I immediately entered the house because my body was really tired, the cafe was quite crowded until I had difficulty resting. I put my bag in the room, yes I went straight into the house because it was usual house unlocked because of his usual brother I will go home late. After putting down my bag, I was suddenly thirsty so I went straight to the back to grab a drink.

I did not expect when I opened the door to my room I was faced with my father whose eyes had been reddened. My body shook violently, I knew clearly that my father was having problems. I haven't been able to get back into my room I've been pulled by my father.

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30 Minutes had passed, and I kept crying in the room without a sound. Well I can't make my voice because it's gonna anger my dad again. I'm used to taking her punches, but my body is still an ordinary human being. I can feel pain too, the excruciating pain of my body after being hit by blows and lashes that somehow how many times in kite by a man who should be his first love for girls. But that doesn't apply to me, he's a devil with no conscience.

When I had regained some of my strength, I walked closer to my bedroom door. Even with the road a little taut because maybe my whole body has been filled with wounds. I walked to the back and took some water, well since then I have been thirsty in addition to crying. I feel like the guy to my demons ran out 3 glasses of water so quickly. After my thirst is gone I want to move to my room. But before that I, took alcohol, Betadine and some cotton.

While passing the front of the tv, I saw my mother who was serving food to my sister. I don't know if maybe he saw my way that was limped but he seemed to not care. Yes this is my family, maybe in their hearts there was never me. And I was jealous of my sister for getting so much attention from my father or mother. But I never hated him because he was so good to me, every time he had something he would share with me. Once he bought a loaf of bread, he even waited for me to come home from work to share it. That's why I love her so much even though deep down I'm so envious of her for getting so much love.

I immediately went from there to my room, and I began to clean my wound using cotton and alcohol after which giving Betadine to the necessary wound. But I can only treat injuries to my side waist arm and legs. While the back I had to endure her pain much longer, because it could not reach her.

Why not ask for help?? I don't think it's necessary, I don't want to be in a house that is already not calm this will be a commotion again. I hate commotion, I want to get out of this situation, and sometimes I think about dying. But my mind is still quite clear because I still have a dream that I have to achieve whatever the risk. I will fight even though it is as hard as it is, I will keep fighting. And that is the principle of life that we hold to this heart.

I began to lay down my body with a heart, I let out a rough sigh lamenting my chaotic life. Surrender? No way!!

"Come, Na!! You can, you can!!" Those are the words that strengthen myself.