Guardian angel (best secret of my life)

Brother Figure

That night the air was so cold it pierced into my skin. Even wearing a sweater can not cover the cold. Maybe it will rain soon, my current body condition is much better. Now I was sitting by the window feeling the gust of wind that just kept hitting my face. I don't care anymore about that piercing cold because what I want is calm.

"Hufffhh .." I breathed a few times.

"Moddy..." I looked at my wrist wrapped in bandages.

It's true that I put myself as a fool because of what I did. If I am right to death, not all my efforts and struggles have been in vain. But the pain in my heart blinded my eyes and my mind. Even now I started to feel pain in my wrist when I cut it off I didn't feel anything.

Well it can not be denied that every human must regret after it happened. And you will never regret it in the beginning. Again and again the shadow of the incident swirled in my memory. Which makes me slightly massage my temple, because it starts to hurt.

"Ma... Na's... What a fool!!" curse me.

"Now it hurts, right!! Tomorrow GK can work again, the school must be off... Huufffh...." I just keep on condemning my stupidity.

"However??"

I almost fell if not a hand held my hand.

"Rome..." I was upset because I was really surprised.

"Hehe..." Rega is just grinning.

"So, you're dreaming here Na.." Said Rega rubbing the top of my head.

"Get in!!" I said as I walked towards my bed.

Rega came into my room from the window as usual. It is a guest who has no morals in my opinion but I do not really mind it. Rega sat down near me, and I realized that she was carrying a parcel.

"Cua denger you're sick!! So this bawain cave!!" Excited Rega while thrusting the package.

"Eh.. Your hand why??" Ask Rega to look at me meaningfully.

"Huh?? It's emmm anu..." I suddenly became stuttering.

"Why??" Ask Rega to investigate.

"Haiissshhh no papa..." I sighed and immediately turned away.

But it was unexpected that Rega pulled my hand and deftly removed my bandage. His eyes opened wide, he immediately looked at me as if demanding an explanation. I just kept silent I couldn't say a word, after all I was also confused where to explain from.

"This is what papa isn't??" Ask Rega with an emphasis.

"Lu why Na??" Ask Rega again while looking at me fixedly demanding an explanation.

"I don't know why .. That was just .." I couldn't finish my sentence and my tears just flowed without me preventing it.

"Are you okay??" Said Rega in a soft tone while rubbing the top of my head.

"Hiks.... Hicksw...." My crying suddenly broke again even though I could hold it a little so that no one outside the room heard it.

While Rega now embraces me and rubs my back trying to calm me down.

"It's okay.. All is well!!" Rega.

"You know what you can call a cave, you can tell any story the same cave... You're not alone Na..." Said Rega in such a gentle tone that made me feel a little calm.

"Lu why?? Here's the same cave story??" Said Rega while asking me to face him.

."I'm...."

"Grandfather.. I don't have a papa..." I said while trying to smile even though a little forced.

"Why don't you just get out of here, Na??" Ask Rega.

"go?? Where to go ga?? This is my house, where I was born, I don't know where to go??" I looked up at the sky

"Lu can find kosan, you also work GK must be difficult to pay..." It was Rega who made me smile.

"I can't leave my family, no matter how my parents are my family, I can't leave them..." My word.

",haisshh Na... Na's... You're too good to know!!" Excited Rega while throwing his face in the other direction.

"Hehe... I am good!!" I said while showing off my teeth.

"Basic!!" Rega ruffled my hair.

Then he got up from there, then walked towards the table .He took the bandages on the table. Then he came back next to me, he took my hand with his heart this time. Rega looks so serious in putting bandages on my hands. While I can only smile, I get so gentle treatment from a friend I have not known for so long. But we are very familiar even see him enter my room without the knowledge of my parents I was ordinary.

Maybe because of his sincerity that made me a little lethargic. After all, he was never like, or acted that he was not. Precisely with his presence makes me calmer and like there is a brother who is guarding me. Well for me Rega looks like the figure of a brother that I've always wanted.

"Done!!" Said Rega with a smile.

"That's eating!!" exclaiming Rega while pointing towards the package he just gave.

Also opened the package, the appearance of his contents SE cup of green bean porridge and some apples. I smiled sweetly and opened the porridge cup. I am happy to eat it with pleasure. It just so happens that I am very hungry because I have not eaten.

"Slow down no one's struggling!!" Kekeh Rega who keeps watching me eat.

"Hmmm... " My murmur on the sidelines chewed my food.

The taste of the porridge is really delicious sweet taste that is not excessive which is very fitting with my taste. It didn't take me long to finish off the porridge and move on to the apple. I started to bite one apple.

"Laper??" Ask Rega.

"MMM..." Call me.

"the next time there is a problem what you tell the same cave, the same Aldi do not you pendep himself..." Rega.

"Hmmm..." I just responded with a murmur.

"That's what.... It's really quite a gem...." Excited Rega while scrambling my hair.

"Ga...." My protest because my hair is random.

"The abbot you're so gurgling!!" Kekeh Rega who made me pursed my lips.

"Here here!!" Rega straightened my hair with her hands.

She was really like the figure of a big brother in my eyes at the moment, I smiled sweetly unconsciously.

"Why see that cave?? Cute huh??" Said Rega while climbing down his Eyebrows.

"d?huh uh??" I was gawking because of Rega's overly narcissistic behavior.

rega laughed at my expression, and I just shook my head to see it.