Guardian angel (best secret of my life)

Can only hide

After finishing eating, Aldi and I headed straight to my house. At first Aldi wanted to stop by but arrived he was on the phone by someone like his important. He immediately rushed farewell with me and immediately forwarded his motorbike. I also walked into the house, I saw the house was quite quiet. There was only my sister who fell asleep in front of the tv, even the tv was still on. Well, it's really my sister's habit to make me shake my head.

I turned off the television and rushed to my room. After arriving at the room I immediately changed into more casual clothes. I was wearing a short-sleeved t-shirt and shorts. It was more comfortable for me, because the weather was a bit hot so sultry if you wear too many clothes.

"haissshh what's yah??" I murmured as I lay my body on the bed.

Not wanting to waste time, I rushed out of the room and headed to the kitchen, I saw that rice and side dishes were still available so I didn't need to cook anymore. I also checked the wheat flour and tapioca flour stored in the kitchen drawer. I smiled happily when I saw that there were still plenty of supplies. I immediately prepared a container to make the dough. Well this time I want to spend my time making pempek one of the typical food of Palembang city.

Half an hour I struggled in the kitchen, now it looks there is still leftover flour stuck in my face. But I am very satisfied with my work, I managed to make three types of pempek. Namely pempek lenjer, pempek papaya contents, and also pempek egg contents. In addition to the sweet spicy vinegar sauce savory, add to the delights of this food.

"yeayy's done too!!" I immediately brought the food I made to the table.

It so happened that someone knocked on my door, I rushed to open the door. My smile expanded to see who was coming.

"Hi Na!!" Her words.

"That's it donk, but you're through the door.." It was my heart that made her scratch the nape of her head.

"Hehe..." Kekeh Rega's.

Well that came was Rega, without further ado I told him to come in and sit down. It just so happened that my sister woke up from her sleep. I immediately picked up the plate and also the bowl in the kitchen. I present it in front of my sister and Rega. After that I took some of the leads I made.

"wahhh Lu did Na??" ask Rega enthusiastically.

"yeah..." I said with a sweet smile.

"wahhh must be delicious!!" Said my sister and immediately took the pempek and also her vinegar.

"A meal!!" My bargain.

"I don't mind yahh!!" Said Rega enthusiastically which made me chuckle a little.

"wahh brother... sister want to cook what is delicious!!" My sister cried while chewing her food.

"iya Na, this is so good!! soft but chewy different so much that likes to be sold outside a bit hard!!" Said Rega who had added again.

"That depends on the initial dough, sometimes people make the sale as if... What matters is cooking!!" Obviously me.

"Ohhh... Is that bad, Na??" Ask Rega curiously.

"Well, hagruh, let's try you finish in a mathematical formula, but the formula you are short, surely the results even though they are close to the same are just different rules!!" Obviously me.

"Ah has Na... Bring some math!!" Said Rega shaking his head.

"he... Habits.." My chuckles.

"oh... Yes brother who lives next door right??" Ask my sister to Rega who made Rega nod.

"Pantes I've seen!!" My sister cried.

"Even my brother knows me, I'm how I am!!" My mind feels ridiculous that I just found out that Rega is my neighbor.

"Ohhh... "

"Udah eat first to talk again!!" My word.

Kreeek...

The sound of the door opening, which made my sister and Rega turn towards the door. It turned out to be my father who made me duck straight away. Well every time I meet my dad I'm always like this. There is a sense of skit that comes to me even though he is not necessarily looking after me.

"Eat what??" Reprove my father.

"Ah that's well... Brother make pempek!!" My sister excitedly cried.

"I... Yeah yeah, that's a lot on the table!!" I said that I was actually very nervous.

"Yes, go on..." My father went to his room and then came back outside the house without saying a word.

After my father's departure I was able to breathe with relief. And it must have been very aware by Rega who had not been separated from his eyes from observing me.

"So scared of her you??" Tanya Rega arrived which made me stare at her confusedly trying to digest her speech.

"So scared of her you??" Ask Rega back after a while I don't give an answer.

But instead of answering, I lowered my head.

"sister, I'm playing outside yeah!!!" said my sister

"Don't go far to not fight!!" My sweat was on my sister, and she raised her hand like she was being respectful.

He immediately ran to get out of the house, well that's his habit. I also refocused on Rega who was in front of me as if waiting for the answer to his question earlier. I took a deep breath and then exhaled it.

"Haiissshh...."

"no, I was afraid of was was, all the macems jumbled in my brain when I saw my father..." Smoothed me while eating the pempek in front of me.

"well, you can't turn it on anyway.. Maybe your father's treatment was too much!! By the way, why don't you get divorced!!" Ask Rega who is starting to be curious.

"Say mother, if she doesn't have a child she may have asked for a divorce, just because she already has a child so she doesn't want a divorce!!" I said with a sad look.

"But if his gini jatoh mentally torture his son!!" Sahut Rega's.

"Yes maybe, but what else is my mother's choice!!" Obviously I'm sticking with what's fateful for me.

The house looks good on the outside, the family looks happy but inside is full of wounds and tears. Although my mother never talked about her grief but I know she even knows. Many times I see my mother crying in silence, but I can only stare at her without being able to wipe away any trace of her tears. Well because I was too afraid, call myself a coward, a coward because really do not have the courage even a little.

"Gua salute you Na.. Even with the state of your family, you can still smile out there!! it's like nothing ever happened!!" Said Rega looking at me with a look that I could hardly understand.

"I can only hide... Hide from the pain with a smile!!" My word.