Grasping Taste

Grasping Taste
Aninditha Confession



Tonight Aruna looks very agitated. He changed his sleeping position several times. His body felt very sore all especially in the calf.


"Is anyone sick?" tanya Sabda as she got up and sat down with attention to Aruna who did not want to calm down.


The woman opened her eyes, looking at Sabda who was also watching her. Aruna just sighed softly. She felt excessive just because all her body ached she had to complain to her husband.


"I can't sleep, Mas." said Aruna.


"Why? What's up?" ask Sabda with a full glance.


"I don't know, just can't sleep!" reply Aruna. He then got up and leaned his body on the head of the bed.


"It's one o'clock. It's not good for pregnant women to stay up late." persuade the Word that Aruna wants to go back to sleep.


"My body feels sore, Mom. Especially the calf" said Aruna. He began to tell her what made her unable to sleep well.


"Just "sleep. I'll massage your feet." Sabda then shifted his body to Aruna's feet. He gently massaged Aruna's legs after her wife positioned herself to sleep.


The man who actually still feels sleepy continues to give a gentle massage. The word began to stop the massage after Aruna began to sleep. The man pulled the blanket back and went to sleep.


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"Let go Mas Sabda, Ma'am." said Ana while accompanying Anin on the porch of the house. Ana actually does not like the way Anin can destroy other people's households.


Anin turned towards Ana. His brother never knew about him and did not understand about his feelings for the Word.


That afternoon after a month of departure Sisil still makes Anin pensive. The woman felt her life was very bad. Losing Sisil means she lost her only family and hope.


"I feel like God is unfair!" sahut Anin's. While Ana was looking at him.


"Nothing I want is given by God." continued Anin.


Ana just fell silent. He felt Anin was just not good at being grateful, if only he could control his ambition. Maybe it will be a different story.


"There are still many who suffer more than us, Ma'am." said Ana he still kept his talk so that Anin did not take offense.


"I did not expect the Word to choose a new woman in his life" Anin said with a look of laughter. He now discusses the relationship of Sabda and Aruna.


He wanted to go back ten years ago. Two teenagers who are supposed to fall in love at the right time.


He was convinced that his mother's best friend Rosa had brought him to their home to be close to the Word. But, at that time Sabda was a young man who was indifferent and still snot, so he did not expect the Word to be successful like this.


"Aruna is 3 months pregnant, Ma'am. They look happy." said Ana she hoped Anin stopped teasing her past love life.


Anin smiled bitterly. The word that had fallen back in love with her made Anin sure that the man still had love for her. It is only their status that makes the Word to be responsible with his wife.


Anin felt very familiar with the Word. Brandalan guy who still has a sense of responsibility with what he has done and he decided.


"You know, An. He used to take me on tours. He looks stupid and doesn't care about college. But, the truth is that she graduated on time with not too bad grades." hearing her cousin Ana's story just fell silent.


"He was so protective and protective of me. Ah, it's just that the love is present at the wrong time." continued Anin, as if carried away with the love of his past that is not over with the Word Megantara.


" Sometimes the memories seem sweeter than the reality. But fixing the future is so much better than drowning with the past" Ana replies. The girl actually never agreed with what Anin did.


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"New hair, Mommy?" asked Aruna when she saw Sabda coming with her hair.


"Beauty, right?" ask Sabda by raising her eyebrows.


"Dangerous!" aruna Goda.


The word instantly turned the body. He pulled her waist up until Aruna was now sitting on her lap.


"Try saying it again!" The Word still locks Aruna's tiny body. Both of them were laughing late in that unqualified joke.


"Cock his stomach not yet visible?" tanya Sabda gently stroked his wife's stomach. He had imagined having a baby that would be born soon and enliven the atmosphere of their home.


"Here also Mas did not realize when his wife had been pregnant for months." welcome Aruna made Sabda look at him. Guilt is again present when remembering those times.


"Excuse me Mas." Overt Sabda make the atmosphere back silent.


"Come, quickly go. No need to speed on the road." said Aruna normalize the atmosphere. He could see regret within the eyes of the Word.


"Oh yes, Mas. I'll go to Mama Rosa's house first. Let me accompany Mama first!" aruna said as she stood up from the lap of Sabda.


"Alright, careful. Go home from work and go straight there." answered the Word


Aruna was carrying Sabda's laptop bag. The woman wearing pajamas took her husband to work.


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At three o'clock in the afternoon Aruna decided to stop by the mall first, looking for snacks and fruit to take her to Mama Rosa's house.


Women who wear longdres with the motif of the channel also continue to encourage trolleys to queue at the cashier. He only carries enough.


After making the payment, Aruna paused to pick up the phone in her bag to order a taxi.


"Can we talk for a minute!" Hearing that sentence, Aruna turned to look at the figure she still knew eloquently standing nearby.


"Is anything important?" ask Aruna. His feelings are unusual. He felt that every time he met Anin his heart had to be prepared to accept something that did not please him.


"We can find a place to drink first." Anin asked. The long-haired woman entered the coffee shop. They choose a bench in the corner of the room so as not to be flashy by other visitors.


"There's something important I want to talk about my relationship with the Word" Anin said. Aruna's face warmed up. I don't know what really happened between them. Aruna could only sigh in response to Anin's sentence.


"What's up, Ma'am?" Aruna was actually tired of dealing with the woman who was now sitting in front of him.


"Are you still able to receive the Word?" He has betrayed you that far. In fact, you'd know if we'd already spent the night together. Reveal the feelings of love that we have long felt." Aninditha said. Aruna's face warmed up. His blood instantly rippled violently upon hearing the confession.


"Yes we let go of the longing that has been held back because of your existence. We did it repeatedly." continued Anin.


I heard Aruna breathing. The pregnant woman wanted to loosen her chest cavity that felt tight. He wanted to burst into tears instantly there but, with all his might, he held it back.


"If you sleep together dozens of times, it means the same thing. I was kept as a legitimate wife. We are not just together*am poking love and na*su, though, but we also worshiped and I'm sure what we did was love because Mas Sabda kept me without me begging other women." Aruna's last sentence made Anin want to explode even more. The woman rushed away before they looked stiffened and became the center of attention of others.