Grasping Taste

Grasping Taste

"Run, can't you forgive Nak Sabda? In any case, every household always has a trial" said Nesti while accompanying Aruna who was completing the dress design order one of the daughters of regional officials.

"Come on, Ma." replied Aruna briefly her brain was indeed difficult to decide something. He was always swayed in a dilemma between feeling and logic.

"Why not try to fix it instead of ending it. I see that Nak Sabda also really wants to improve your relationship." - Nesti. She felt sad that her new stepdaughter's household of a corn-time had to end.

"Come, Ma. Aruna is like a trauma! " answered Aruna with a weak sigh.

"But you still have obligations as a wife, Run. It would be sinful not to give it its right." continued Hesti. Aruna just realized, yes it still has an obligation to the Word if it is still like this. Sabda hasn't dropped a talaq on him yet.

Word's car stopped in the front yard. It has been almost two months that the man kept his promise to visit her often, even though he had to face Aruna who was very talkative, even seemed to shy away from her.

"Assalamu'alaikum." said Sabda saw Aruna on the side porch. The man chose to meet his wife there.

"Waalaikum salam." answered the two women almost simultaneously.

Sabda greeted her mother-in-law, and then approached Aruna and made her kiss the back of her husband's hand. Aruna still respects the Word.

"Mama stay inside first, yeah!" pamit Hesti then walked to the back.

"I make tea first, Mas!" He really wanted to avoid the Word. But the man blocked Aruna's hand.

"Don't avoid Mas continuously, Run. We need to talk!" said Sabda with a wailing look. The man seemed to feel tired with Aruna's attitude.

Aruna released the grasp of the Word. He also sat back. They were silent, Sabda who kept staring at Aruna made Aruna occasionally turn her face away.

"Until when did you torture Mas like this, Run?" the Word is straight to the point.

"I've said it, Mas. I want to split up. I'm not going for Mas Sabda to pursue. But, I'm really tired and really hurt, especially after losing my fetus." Aruna looked back at the Word. Sabda's face made it hard for Aruna to keep looking at her.

"Mas won't let you go! I love you." The Word looked hard at Aruna. He seemed to have lost the way to persuade women who turned out to have a pretty tough side.

Aruna just sighed. He was tired of arguing with the Word. The man in front of him was indeed very stubborn from a long time ago.

The presence of Mama Hesti with two cups of tea shifted their chatter for a moment.

"Let's have dinner here, right?" mama Hesti asked Aruna to look at the Word. Aruna hoped not to let Mama Hesti offer her to stay here.

"Yes can, Ma. But I will go home later." answered the Word. He could understand Aruna had not wanted to be with him yet.

"Alright, Mama go back!" pamit Hesti returned to the kitchen. He'll start preparing what's cooked for dinner later.

"Oh yes, Mas has not Salat Ashar. I'll pray Ashar first!" word said, making Aruna look at the full survey of the man who he thought had never done the Salat before.

"Can I take a shower?" ask Sabda. Aruna just nodded, she felt pity as Sabda asked like that. But, he also could not give her any more hope.

Aruna was indeed afraid, afraid that the betrayal was repeated again, besides she did not know the development of the relationship with Anin. He was also afraid because many of Anin's model women were ready to tease married men.

But, the man immediately opened his shirt there as well, not in the bathroom. Obviously, the body is strapping with abdominal muscles that have been formed to make the heart of Aruna back pounding. Although in his mind asked whether the sturdy and athletic body was still his or had been shared with other women.

The feeling is always shadowing, the taste and thoughts that only he grasped and has not been able to ask. She did not want to be hurt again because of her own husband's answer.

"I came out first, Mas." said Aruna then left Sabda who was still staring at her. He knew Aruna was still reluctant to see him.

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Anin happened to see Sabda who was visiting the sales exhibition stand that was being awaited by the sales marketing team on duty.

After asking some questions to the sales guard. Sabda also left his stand. The tall man with his handsome face is now walking towards the parking lot.

"Sabda." call Anin.

The woman tried to grab and hold the hand of the Word but by the Word removed her fingers that were sharpened on her sturdy arm.

"Why are you avoiding me?" tanya Anin made Sabda stop her steps.

This may be the chance of the Word to explain and end it all.

The two men entered into a coffeeshop and chose a slightly off-limits seat from the person. Yes, the Word has to solve everything.

"Why are you avoiding me?" Anin repeated her question.

"I love my wife. So I don't want us to get this close, because it just hurts Aruna" Sabda said.

"Whatchu mean? After the ferociousness of the Word of Megantara that night, you want to throw me away?" Anin began to sharpen the sentence to remind the Word of his actions that night.

"I'm sorry. But we have no commitment, Nin." said Sabda.

"Fuck you, Da. You dumped me after you gulped my sweet. You have also made the schoolgirl hope that you will always accompany her." continued Anin between her crying outbursts.

"I love Aruna. Please let me reimagine my future and my household." the answer to the Word made Anin cry and stared at her intently. The woman was very disappointed with what the Word said.

She hopes her encounter with Sabda will continue her past love. Yes, he loves the Word. But time never stood by him.

Word went silent, he realized some people were staring at him and Anin, moreover Anin was clearly crying.

"I'm sorry" said the Word. He might be the most selfish person right now. But he has to put limits so that there is no second mistake.

Sabda sure if it must do it before everything increases runyam. If yesterday he always did a lot for Anin, gave a lot of time, helped on the financial side, and watched Sisil until Aruna was set aside, it was because of his guilt because of the events of that night. Events that are beyond his consciousness.

After Anin's crying subsided, they decided to go with themselves - themselves leaving the caffee shop.