
Aruna walked slowly after the examination in the obgyn section. Yes, the result is indeed positive, she is four weeks pregnant at the moment.
Although the happiness that Aruna is currently feeling but she also feels a dilemma between telling the Word or still keeping it to herself for a while, for many reasons that make her not want to tell the Word.
Aruna stood in front of the clinic, after ordering a taxi. It feels like his chest is getting tighter. She had to check in on herself during her first pregnancy.
A taxi stopped in front of her, Aruna then went inside the back bench and leaned on her weak body. In fact, he felt that his heart was fragile. Past traumas when her father remarries Mama Hesti make her easily haunted by a betrayal.
Grasping this sense for a while and wanting to know how deeply the Word loved him.
Aruna is not the rash type. He tried to be careful in addressing this matter. Otherwise, his feelings can be maddened by anger and disappointment. Aruna didn't want that to happen. In addition to his love for the Word that is so deep but because there is also a prospective child that he must think about.
Yes, he himself felt how to be among a broken home family, it felt like a heartbroken person so many times even though everyone loved him. Let alone a new marriage as long as corn, how could he face this world?
Taxi entering the housing complex. She immediately wiped her tears away so as not to show any sadness. Yes, he was still grasping the sense of who had yet to discover which direction he should step in.
"Thank you, sir." said Aruna as she gave her money before she got off the taxi.
It looks like the Word car is parked inside the garage. Aruna glanced at the clock attached to her wrist. It turned out to be eight o'clock in the evening, which meant he was waiting too long at the obstetrician.
"Assalamu'alaikum. It was seen that Sabda was sitting in the living room with a cell phone in his hand. The man now looks more busy with his phone.
"Waalaikum salam. Honey... just got home?" sapa Sabda then looked back at the flat object screen.
"Mas, have you eaten? What are you going to eat tonight?" tanya Aruna is still trying to stay calm even though her heart feels cheesy.
"Anything." answered the Word so briefly.
Aruna rushed into the room, put down her bag and removed the rectangular hijab and replaced it with bergo.
His calm attitude was not because he could accept everything. But, he was thinking how to speak well to the Word. Can't, he just let the sense of wanting to explode in his heart complicate the existing problems.
Just soup and fried chicken. Yes, Aruna does not taste for elaborate cooking and makes herself tired. He has to keep himself healthy and sane.
"Mas, it's ready for dinner." said Aruna approached the Word.
Sabda did not realize that Aruna was already looking at him with a questionable gaze. The man who now put his phone in his pocket passed his wife just like that to the dining chair.
Aruna still serves the Word as well as possible, playing the role of a good wife, whether it is considered or not.
"Mas, may I ask you a question?" aruna said she wanted to start asking about her husband's relationship with the woman.
"Is Sister Anin always involved in her every job, Mas Sabda?" aruna asked carefully, she did not want to prolong the matter.
"No also, it can indeed intersect with the office if for financing on credit." explained Sabda without burden. He was still enjoying his dinner without noticing the uneasiness that was visible from his wife's face.
"Why shut up, honey. Why not eat?"
continued the Word, but did not also see the figure who was now looking at him with my eyes.
"What, Mas Sabda still loves Mbak Anin?" ask Aruna. Finally he ventured to ask that because he did not want the Word to convince himself by avoiding what Aruna had seen for himself.
Sabda put down his spoon violently. Aruna looked at Sabda who now looked angry with her question. Highlighting the eyes of the Word seemed to show an emotion that he was still holding back.
"We are related because of a job. The office is in trouble right now. One of the employees is playing the finance in the sales transaction. And that is very detrimental to the office. While Anin is ready to help to find and prove that browbeat." Sabda explained in a heavy voice. The man felt like he was being accused of what Aruna was doing.
"I'm sorry, Mom. Not that I'm accusing, Mas. I just want to know the extent of Mas's relationship with him." said Aruna. He cannot force the Word. The man who had a strong disposition was indeed giving a reason that was quite reasonable.
Sabda finished his dinner quickly. He chose to leave Aruna who was still stirring the rice in her plate.
Aruna would never again scatter the Word, though her heart still could not accept all the excuses her husband had made. His heart still felt awkward, especially when looking at the interaction between Sabda and the woman. Her feelings as a wife were really bad.
The man who was now walking towards his study room had disappeared with the door closed. Aruna understood that Sabda was angry because of her question.
Aruna could no longer hold back her cries. He let his voice sob slowly trying to let out a pain so stifling his chest.
His face rested on two hands folded on the table. His shoulder was still shaking because it was still painful. Yes, the anger of the Word made his heart even more sick.
"Am I wrong to ask? Don't I have a right to know what my husband did? But why is it so bad?" He was eager to ask such questions but Aruna could only sob with the pain that was growing in her heart.
At midnight, Sabda went into the room. He stared for a moment at his wife who had been wrapped in a blanket to cover her neck. The position of Aruna who turned her back, made Sabda not know if his wife still shed tears.
Laying the Word up on the bed, Aruna clenched her wet eyes pretending to sleep.
"Mas knows, you haven't slept. Maafin Mas has been rude." said Sabda with his head resting on both arms that have been bent.
"The office has a problem. So, Mas hope you can understand and do not think about it." continued Sabda. then turned to the side where his wife was.
Sabda saw Aruna nodding making Sabda know if Aruna was angry too. The man then shifted his body and hugged the tiny body
Silent. They remained silent until both of them did not realize they were asleep.